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盛夏過後氣候入秋,白日逐漸縮短,夜幕升起的時間加快,到家時尚不及六點,然夕陽幾乎快要消逝。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYQTIwzx1nc
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跨入家門口前,回頭放眼身後,橘紅一線壓在地平線,再過幾分黑夜就要完全吞沒。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUpn3e0QWgt
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逢魔時刻,他是個幸運不被神隱的孩子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGWfeqxcO1y
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紫黑藍的天空星星一閃一閃點上,彷彿小王子離別玫瑰花後,獨自在繁星眾多的宇宙旅行遇到的點燈人,按表操課,規矩燃起照亮夜裡道路的明星。9Please respect copyright.PENANA5ycmRXtJm6
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收回眼,暮靄沉沉的闇色裡,老家燈火通明。9Please respect copyright.PENANAw8bEr4TKpi
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他要推開門時聞到從廚房那方位傳來陣陣香味,有高湯的,有燉煮的,間或還有很細微的油熱聲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAi9fF9hORSz
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種種跡象表明母親正大費周章的準備晚餐。9Please respect copyright.PENANAIeIGQ0uLZn
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一股熟悉又陌生的氛圍侵襲了他感知,他不由得想起某個時期,那是中學時,比起早餐或午餐,母親更加重視晚餐,每日他回家推開門,往往是母親正在廚房忙碌的時刻。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4zVoXlDEVU
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銘刻於記憶的熟悉使他震顫,理了理心緒不寧,潮田渚呼吸幾口氣,作足準備,才將鑰匙插入鎖孔,轉開家門。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYtOelMJuzk
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「小渚,回來了啊?你今天睡的地方我已經整理好了。」父親抱著貓正走下樓梯,見是他,笑問「但是,去的有點久呢,不是只去買些東西嗎?」9Please respect copyright.PENANAEgexQATulI
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他恍然想起自己出門的確是買個小東西,大概是今日一天遭遇的事情太多,竟忘了打電話回家說明。9Please respect copyright.PENANA05DHxBrNZ1
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「在路上剛好碰到業君,買好東西之後,我們就去吃了個飯。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAaSEGNixVRV
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「原來是遇到赤羽君啊。」父親了然地點點頭「他還好嗎?」9Please respect copyright.PENANAG9dsSZmO0U
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普通家庭究竟是怎樣對待自己孩子的朋友呢?9Please respect copyright.PENANAlxfvcyfS9Z
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潮田渚承認,他完全無從描摹,雖然他已經擔任教職數年,在家庭教育這塊他始終不敢也不願去觸碰。9Please respect copyright.PENANAweC7CzuiLV
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那是他人的私領域,一旦涉入,究竟界線在哪,饒是他也無法抓準——何況,他原生家庭距離社會上說的正常家庭相去甚遠。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fb8AAotPD
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只是,此刻聽著父親那問句,他想大概就是所謂一般家庭對在自己孩子的朋友的態度——雖則,他無從確認父親是否還有與業聯繫。9Please respect copyright.PENANABkdFvpaoTS
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中學最後兩個月,他借住在業的家裡是因為父親致電過去請託——當時,母親對他成績異常扭曲的執著已經嚴重侵害到他的生命甚至他未來,而他不清楚自己是否還能繼續承受異常的母親而不崩潰。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb9HGtAO0yF
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他暫住於業家那兩個月,幾乎每日,父親都會打電話給業詢問他的狀況,業的彙報(業沒有特別注意不讓他聽到,也許就是想讓他聽見家人對他的關心)不外乎是「沒事。」「今天他很好。」「今天我們一起做蛋包飯,您下次可以讓渚給您做做看,渚君很厲害。」「您不用擔心,我有注意他睡眠。」之類尋常的內容。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3g5x1OwmyI
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雪村老師與殺老師也曉得母親在那個雨夜對他所作的事情——後來他才曉得,殺老師很早就清楚他會去業家學習並住下,如此才可以說明為何殺老師在看向業的眼神中帶著其他意味——那兩個月格外注意他的情緒。9Please respect copyright.PENANAy8aYnDzRCg
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該稱為不幸還是萬幸?擁有那樣家庭,卻也擁有這樣關心他的人,得以讓他心不破碎。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4lmQfQIwiy
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「業君很好,今天我們聊不少。他說他想回來休息,所以請了不短的長假,所以這幾天都在這裡。」想到什麼,他又補充「對了,業君說明天請我到他家裡吃個便飯,我不確定幾點回來,請媽媽明天先不用幫我準備飯菜了。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAYAmfrK254I
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「這樣啊,要去業君家吃飯嗎?」父親露出笑容「我會跟廣海說明的,渚不用操心。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAhNV9Q2nJaV
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晚餐時,父親跟母親說了明日他要出門的預定,母親聽了沒表示什麼,應該是同意了——事實上到他高中畢業前,即使業各方面表現都十分優秀,母親對業仍頗有微詞,大概是因中學的事情,對業依然餘恨未消。9Please respect copyright.PENANA5RYX8FJslr
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飯後洗過澡,吹乾頭髮,他渾身疲累地躺在鋪好的床上,棉被味道鬆軟,枕頭滿佈陽光況味,聞著聞著就昏昏欲睡。9Please respect copyright.PENANAcpINgmNtUS
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將睡入睡之際,耳裡依稀有些幻聽。9Please respect copyright.PENANAuSmkn73K5I
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『你叫渚啊,那就是小渚囉。』9Please respect copyright.PENANACILO1jLp5a
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『對了,我剛剛就很好奇,為什麼你留著一頭長髮?有什麼特殊信仰嗎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANA62bVi5BzB5
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『是這樣啊。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAfkaBrBZyyn
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『不過,我覺得你可以剪得清爽一些,說不定會招來些許幸運喔。』9Please respect copyright.PENANATMCxDQckaE
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業絕對沒有想過吧?開學那一天他和他說的那些話,霎那讓他視野開闊,靈魂嗅到自由的芬芳。9Please respect copyright.PENANAU8JvAXPlAQ
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父親還未調任到遠地單身赴任時,母親對他的掌控欲還不是那麼強烈,然而小學六年級父親隻身前往工作地點後,母親便無所不極的將過去的失敗投射在他身上,沒日沒夜逼迫他走向她規定的一切,從頭髮長度到學習,稍有不如意,便是口口聲聲愛他為了他好的惡言相向地朝他數落。9Please respect copyright.PENANA05XTJd0ntI
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人的視野決定生命的格局,中學時期,他的世界只有母親的眾多要求,每日他像快溺水,不斷泅泳於無盡底處的水中,他聽見水浪拍打,也看見遠方萬里無雲,可連一個供歇息的小島都尋覓不著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAA0xz59YzNW
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在他理科成績不見起色被編入E班之後,母親像更是瘋了一樣讀了無數研究報告,如果報告指出某種學習捷徑,母親必定拿他作實驗。9Please respect copyright.PENANANDjO8Yq0VZ
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母親對他掌控令他彷彿陷入名為「潮田渚」的牢籠中,待在那裡看似很安全無虞,然而他無思可緒,亦無處可去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdXu2ke6Z0a
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他一直都畏懼回家路途,總是在學校教室待著拖踏著時間,能夠晚一些回家,他就會感覺到輕鬆一些——即使明知這樣根本無法解決,卻也不敢離家出走,母親認為同儕會影響他學習,自小嚴格篩選他可以交往的對象,結果就是他沒有任何朋友,大家給他安上多是安靜軟弱好欺侮的孩子形象。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUqB8vRb6U8
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他沒有任何可以說話的朋友,所以,假如他遠離應該是避風港的家,他連下一步何去何從都無法想像。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjyjR1PeZmF
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赤羽業卻出現在他生命中,一如夜裡抬頭所見指引方向的明星,碎裂了他以為牢不可摧的監牢,讓他得以想像籠外雖然淒風苦雨,但處處充滿希望的世界。9Please respect copyright.PENANAos21xHMRv8
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他是聽過赤羽業名字的,一個二年A班成績出類拔萃但經常鬧事,令校內老師們聞之無不搖頭興歎的麻煩人物,且是永遠不可能與自己產生任何交集的——前段班與後段班的學生連教室都不同,碰見的機率趨近於零。9Please respect copyright.PENANA86B3qsOEJW
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潮田渚從未想過,日後他們將以那樣尷尬的方式認識彼此。9Please respect copyright.PENANAiSYHgZTMVp
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宛如神蹟,又如安排好的惡作劇。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWfiFwIiOWg
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可無論如何,業確實是他無盡荒蕪的生命裡偶然遇會的燈火,在櫻花漫天飛舞中,領著他走出靜寂闃夜,更讓他明白自己就是自己,不是父母手裡捏塑的人偶。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoxhIRu2x90
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業讓他的視野開闊,也同時讓他察覺到不該察覺的事物。他這一輩子,都會把那祕密當作寶物,藏在內心深處,不讓任何人找著,玩著一場不告予人知曉的捉迷藏。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUGu1q2jpgX
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