23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGLf4vYljQ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6maaXwG6l
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDTXucBUfc
盛夏過後氣候入秋，白日逐漸縮短，夜幕升起的時間加快，到家時尚不及六點，然夕陽幾乎快要消逝。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP433AKYH18
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjutUaRAnIJ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21NE6xWBy8
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU27MWE9zbC
跨入家門口前，回頭放眼身後，橘紅一線壓在地平線，再過幾分黑夜就要完全吞沒。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NVVI12jdk
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRu7CwwAoS
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjGIENp3H4
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ltuu81GuM
逢魔時刻，他是個幸運不被神隱的孩子。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JH9EX0s5K
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3T8HaskGE
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBymqPH2mrl
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1pzHXuGaw
紫黑藍的天空星星一閃一閃點上，彷彿小王子離別玫瑰花後，獨自在繁星眾多的宇宙旅行遇到的點燈人，按表操課，規矩燃起照亮夜裡道路的明星。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRBXTJVbVs
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzREXjuwy5
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlYk8wuTiH
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1kwHAT8am
收回眼，暮靄沉沉的闇色裡，老家燈火通明。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQDB9jAcuj
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZOEXMlbV8
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc31PqTx6a
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KdlIPuXy8
他要推開門時聞到從廚房那方位傳來陣陣香味，有高湯的，有燉煮的，間或還有很細微的油熱聲。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEXHH9kVQy
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yQfSy5jGA
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbEzI89jlb
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J5hXK0S1m
種種跡象表明母親正大費周章的準備晚餐。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7e5KBk2H2
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCrJHVO5mX
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHx3WrQhLZ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgViJwJBk59
一股熟悉又陌生的氛圍侵襲了他感知，他不由得想起某個時期，那是中學時，比起早餐或午餐，母親更加重視晚餐，每日他回家推開門，往往是母親正在廚房忙碌的時刻。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyNR5WeELw
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6YXt5Z1i6
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsbJDKg7Jr
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NFoCTj5JT
銘刻於記憶的熟悉使他震顫，理了理心緒不寧，潮田渚呼吸幾口氣，作足準備，才將鑰匙插入鎖孔，轉開家門。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOunzujFlu
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AKvjFAtQA
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkQCt3ypLT
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSluH55bju
「小渚，回來了啊？你今天睡的地方我已經整理好了。」父親抱著貓正走下樓梯，見是他，笑問「但是，去的有點久呢，不是只去買些東西嗎？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlGSdbSGvw
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3vbrNzirx
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA0dx9Tj0H
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFakDZfdqCS
他恍然想起自己出門的確是買個小東西，大概是今日一天遭遇的事情太多，竟忘了打電話回家說明。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sxMxHF2uf
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPu8PmB5vH
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnwP3EAqNp
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0la6cfdaU
「在路上剛好碰到業君，買好東西之後，我們就去吃了個飯。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIejCZiDtSZ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QLgkog8ie
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpgeq2qAMz
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBFqvV72SJ
「原來是遇到赤羽君啊。」父親了然地點點頭「他還好嗎？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdXogZ1z2Y
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ81NiaTcE
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySR9apnVJe
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNGYvDbKdS
普通家庭究竟是怎樣對待自己孩子的朋友呢？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ7LsFVj0b
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIMFXmFTnc
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMzBWZdjzo
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3mxnV6eRO
潮田渚承認，他完全無從描摹，雖然他已經擔任教職數年，在家庭教育這塊他始終不敢也不願去觸碰。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYmvv7ww4a
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2RywsZYg9
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN2KyHTetZ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26DfPBu0QA
那是他人的私領域，一旦涉入，究竟界線在哪，饒是他也無法抓準——何況，他原生家庭距離社會上說的正常家庭相去甚遠。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKUH1iFZ7N
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieZyntdVpu
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrEcCPw2v5
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy73Oq2z88
只是，此刻聽著父親那問句，他想大概就是所謂一般家庭對在自己孩子的朋友的態度——雖則，他無從確認父親是否還有與業聯繫。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxbDyYlBe1
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeEVXEUgWR
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjCZYX7CeL
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0toK0UfBW
中學最後兩個月，他借住在業的家裡是因為父親致電過去請託——當時，母親對他成績異常扭曲的執著已經嚴重侵害到他的生命甚至他未來，而他不清楚自己是否還能繼續承受異常的母親而不崩潰。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdarTtwtttF
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1X7wj3i17
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgwFzwkoa2
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuED8nA9MYq
他暫住於業家那兩個月，幾乎每日，父親都會打電話給業詢問他的狀況，業的彙報（業沒有特別注意不讓他聽到，也許就是想讓他聽見家人對他的關心）不外乎是「沒事。」「今天他很好。」「今天我們一起做蛋包飯，您下次可以讓渚給您做做看，渚君很厲害。」「您不用擔心，我有注意他睡眠。」之類尋常的內容。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCXu31gJgt
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncIq1tfce2
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUh6ukNxLQ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m5WzVlElq
雪村老師與殺老師也曉得母親在那個雨夜對他所作的事情——後來他才曉得，殺老師很早就清楚他會去業家學習並住下，如此才可以說明為何殺老師在看向業的眼神中帶著其他意味——那兩個月格外注意他的情緒。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9KtPtMXsE
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKJCnYajo1
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQFWdYXZKX
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2ZvvdN4ME
該稱為不幸還是萬幸？擁有那樣家庭，卻也擁有這樣關心他的人，得以讓他心不破碎。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgALDtlJjE5
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qqVplqMtc
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBfgpHf1lM
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DHRARAjpl
「業君很好，今天我們聊不少。他說他想回來休息，所以請了不短的長假，所以這幾天都在這裡。」想到什麼，他又補充「對了，業君說明天請我到他家裡吃個便飯，我不確定幾點回來，請媽媽明天先不用幫我準備飯菜了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerV9A9ZLTD
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6XDxyXn23
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwXm8pJB60
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY64nOqGiO
「這樣啊，要去業君家吃飯嗎？」父親露出笑容「我會跟廣海說明的，渚不用操心。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xYzQh90Y6
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukxR1iy5yF
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk99dhTxVL
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAqgTwfZsh
晚餐時，父親跟母親說了明日他要出門的預定，母親聽了沒表示什麼，應該是同意了——事實上到他高中畢業前，即使業各方面表現都十分優秀，母親對業仍頗有微詞，大概是因中學的事情，對業依然餘恨未消。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23v3Vheumm
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznmbYojWl0
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7cboEK8H2
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT4sPEfZLp
飯後洗過澡，吹乾頭髮，他渾身疲累地躺在鋪好的床上，棉被味道鬆軟，枕頭滿佈陽光況味，聞著聞著就昏昏欲睡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA7TXxZu13
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7vHEpoLP6
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7VbqM7Bdu
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKUuYnGbFV
將睡入睡之際，耳裡依稀有些幻聽。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYAONjnMHa
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtGZNOTROO
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVgtVcu9yP
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh6Lx4Kx9O
『你叫渚啊，那就是小渚囉。』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7CDDJSXkE
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnXlHsJf92
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLXvF1sqU9
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbjoC2nqAr
『對了，我剛剛就很好奇，為什麼你留著一頭長髮？有什麼特殊信仰嗎？』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkZYIaiyNd
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7XiSAF2gW
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwULJ4feNm
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEwiTKHvsf
『是這樣啊。』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr3KPti5i9
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpO6zT0T8T
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUF0hv1B1n
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49p8ifrqyR
『不過，我覺得你可以剪得清爽一些，說不定會招來些許幸運喔。』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2QL63Fc0X
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iYqEUz31v
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBgNg2aALc
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJZYwc1I1a
業絕對沒有想過吧？開學那一天他和他說的那些話，霎那讓他視野開闊，靈魂嗅到自由的芬芳。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIntWpffdF
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuFLaK8AJ1
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSNfeXl36J
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHFnDyqywR
父親還未調任到遠地單身赴任時，母親對他的掌控欲還不是那麼強烈，然而小學六年級父親隻身前往工作地點後，母親便無所不極的將過去的失敗投射在他身上，沒日沒夜逼迫他走向她規定的一切，從頭髮長度到學習，稍有不如意，便是口口聲聲愛他為了他好的惡言相向地朝他數落。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbMxgfB3LD
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA273SzngV
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xAPWne3nt
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjJuDKvSBf
人的視野決定生命的格局，中學時期，他的世界只有母親的眾多要求，每日他像快溺水，不斷泅泳於無盡底處的水中，他聽見水浪拍打，也看見遠方萬里無雲，可連一個供歇息的小島都尋覓不著。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6b8MUQrKT
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL0icr76dS
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpXuaRr7Oq
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBsPQWAfxH
在他理科成績不見起色被編入Ｅ班之後，母親像更是瘋了一樣讀了無數研究報告，如果報告指出某種學習捷徑，母親必定拿他作實驗。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOXttl1MML
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyBTSiSema
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGv51U2pme
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkf57DcWhC
母親對他掌控令他彷彿陷入名為「潮田渚」的牢籠中，待在那裡看似很安全無虞，然而他無思可緒，亦無處可去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzyeEJ6M86
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFCnWGMFEQ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRDgvSz83q
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFjQt2rWcp
他一直都畏懼回家路途，總是在學校教室待著拖踏著時間，能夠晚一些回家，他就會感覺到輕鬆一些——即使明知這樣根本無法解決，卻也不敢離家出走，母親認為同儕會影響他學習，自小嚴格篩選他可以交往的對象，結果就是他沒有任何朋友，大家給他安上多是安靜軟弱好欺侮的孩子形象。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp3sJ9QU9n
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa3byBChAW
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRvxiF737B
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNIMT8Mxnj
他沒有任何可以說話的朋友，所以，假如他遠離應該是避風港的家，他連下一步何去何從都無法想像。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuDQ2KVp2J
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKTnCzLC8X
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj26srIHveJ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjXfGJPx3G
赤羽業卻出現在他生命中，一如夜裡抬頭所見指引方向的明星，碎裂了他以為牢不可摧的監牢，讓他得以想像籠外雖然淒風苦雨，但處處充滿希望的世界。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUstqhs0br
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHMWhNypn8
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYuwNXdJmG
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g0EBndsLW
他是聽過赤羽業名字的，一個二年Ａ班成績出類拔萃但經常鬧事，令校內老師們聞之無不搖頭興歎的麻煩人物，且是永遠不可能與自己產生任何交集的——前段班與後段班的學生連教室都不同，碰見的機率趨近於零。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuF3295QQ2
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg8AuechfV
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolspS490EU
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmfWJrG0yy
潮田渚從未想過，日後他們將以那樣尷尬的方式認識彼此。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPGGsriJ2d
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvIqhWn0ik
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhyU8Cnz7D
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOHi8RqDGv
宛如神蹟，又如安排好的惡作劇。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2kMenZW6A
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t7KMsJYNc
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8ksVbn1xZ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlSdwtZhhh
可無論如何，業確實是他無盡荒蕪的生命裡偶然遇會的燈火，在櫻花漫天飛舞中，領著他走出靜寂闃夜，更讓他明白自己就是自己，不是父母手裡捏塑的人偶。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bc03T1OXY
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwT2m3m5qH
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnehE5YCaIk
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8rmLR7kcP
業讓他的視野開闊，也同時讓他察覺到不該察覺的事物。他這一輩子，都會把那祕密當作寶物，藏在內心深處，不讓任何人找著，玩著一場不告予人知曉的捉迷藏。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycVKov9i71
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXubkERTFl
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzJf22mjLS
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyFebbLllv
**23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Bk56wPbJ
23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OrUQaDO8y
過渡章ns 15.158.61.8da2
