I'm sick... no wait! I'm beyond that! Disgusted? Enraged? Pissed of? Fuming? I don't know, I got no idea what it is. One thing is clear for sure: I can't deny that I'm feeling something awfully strong. I got to get out! I have to! I need to! I must! god damn it!
I wonder what's worse... being treated like a small boy whereas it is crystal-clear that I'm the man the world needs at this very point in time. Or the constant unexpected, unnecessary, uncalled-for disrespect. Sometimes I feel as if I don't belong in this world! Or am I just allowing people to walk all over me and allowing them the authority to make me feel this way?
It doesn't matter. I have made a final choice. And I don't give a damn how many wars it will pull me into. My eyes, my real eyes, are now open and I have come to understand that the key to freedom lies in the fight for it!
No more toxic people! The gates are closed! No more toxic environments! Let me go on a date with the spirit of travelling! No more toxic ways of surviving! Don't tell me to throw away my dreams for some dum-ass job, let me figure out this puzzle for myself.
I've had it with being treated anyhow by this good-for-nothing world. If Life is a highly advanced video-game, I'm going to marry C++ and Javascript. On our honeymoon, I will code the script for 'The Life of my dreams', and send it out into the finer core of the Universe after a deep conversation with my Ancestors. Talk about taking control.
I'm gonna rise above all the garbage. Victory, my best friend, has been sitting and waiting for me at the table of success and honour for too long now.
It is high time I showed up! Let's get it baby!
2nd place! I'm done with you for Life! Scratch that! I mean all of Eternity!
I don't care how many disagree! It's time for the spotlight to shine on me and give me the glory I deserve!
I'm out!
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