I walk to the kitchen like I do every morning. Awake before everyone else so I am just alone with me and my thoughts. Once I have made my way through the dinning room into the kitchen my mind is set on the pantry where I can get a quick something to eat before I have to leave.
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But my eyes and my mind catch something glinting the light. It is a knife left out from last night, maybe to dry or it was used from cutting something and was forgotten to be put away. Acting on instinct as if I couldn’t control myself I grab the knife and take it to my arm. I wait a second eyeing where I can see my blue vein that shows through my skin.
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I take the blade and slowly bring it down my arm watching as blood bursted out my vein and flooded down my arm to the title floor. My heart is pounding and I feel blood fill my mouth that might have been from me biting my tongue so I wouldn't scream based on the stinging pain that filled my nerves to my brain from my arm and my mouth.
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I couldn’t help myself apparently since I drug it down the rest of my left arm and hand’s veins that I could see. Down my arm and my hand until all you could see is the ripped and pulled apart skin, I had cut so deep that you could see the bone and the torn muscles. It looked like a murder sence. There was blood flooded over the title floor.
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