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No Plagiarism!Ng5b8nlZeLpsTbrvcQDxposted on PENANA 放學了,那時的我站在校門口,慢慢地等著雨生;我還記得我等了很久,待校門口群雜的人影消散,我才等到雨生到來。121Please respect copyright.PENANAxRD2JIJzKy
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「抱歉久等了。」她一如繼往地對著我打招呼,她背著書包,衣上還有些雜亂的跡象。8964 copyright protection117PENANAfFNq3eZvKt 維尼
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「你好慢。」我和她說;不過也確實,從四點三十分直到六點,任誰都會覺得煩躁。8964 copyright protection117PENANAGpLkax3d1Z 維尼
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「嘿嘿,你就原諒我吧。」她對我說著,不時故意裝著可愛的聲音。8964 copyright protection117PENANAGGT550upGb 維尼
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「妳的藉口就只有這樣嗎?每次誤點妳都這樣。」我敲著腕上的手錶,向她說道。8964 copyright protection117PENANAFmPOdL8hZA 維尼
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「哈哈,可是這伎倆確實好用,你不也是每次都原諒我了?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAyWUOzDxhOU 維尼
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「⋯⋯確實。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAtEGIVnsF2p 維尼
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我沉默了下來;面對這一事實我無力反駁——這是其一。8964 copyright protection117PENANAxpffApE2lA 維尼
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我看著她的全身,從她怪異、笨拙的姿態中,多少也能看出他在藏些什麼。8964 copyright protection117PENANA7g6SG8kh4R 維尼
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我看著她,在她最後一句的言語中,我只覺得當時的空氣近乎靜止下來,猶如冬雪般凝重;因為我在她的腕上,看到了原先沒有的數條抓痕及瘀青——這是其二。8964 copyright protection117PENANACIWdSPk6xZ 維尼
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「嘿嘿,所以呢?你怎麼不說話了?」她笑著說到。8964 copyright protection117PENANATsF6IqfJlo 維尼
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「喔⋯⋯沒事,我只是在想你剛在說的,關於鳥的事。」我溫吞地說道。8964 copyright protection117PENANApMTRvvNdnZ 維尼
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我努力整合著字句,去回應她違和感十足的活潑語調;因為見到了這一畫面,我的心裏莫名出現一股暖意,灼燒我整副身軀。8964 copyright protection117PENANAihWwyyPqn7 維尼
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那時的我難以判斷這份情緒是什麼,就連今日的我也都不知該怎麼描述;當時,我只是看著她正笑著的臉,我也一同對她擠出微笑的表情。121Please respect copyright.PENANACIf3HEMXgj
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「嗯⋯⋯那這樣正好,我也想跟你講這件事。」她對我說道,雙眸閃閃發亮地看著我。8964 copyright protection117PENANAHZKCDJQ4qo 維尼
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而我此時心裡倒想著——只要把這一切裝的自然而然就好了,當作無事發生;但我真的能無視這一切嗎?8964 copyright protection117PENANAcQZjJUWIxH 維尼
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總之,我陪著她走著,從學校的彩礫步道,走往海旁的木板橋;她在我身旁嘀咕,邀請我去他家作客。8964 copyright protection117PENANA6sLG2WH8kf 維尼
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我答應了,於是,我們到木板橋對面的公車站等車,接著便到了她家。8964 copyright protection117PENANAcCxfL0RWfT 維尼
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爬了幾層樓梯後,雨生打開他們的家門,她拉著我的手走了進去。8964 copyright protection117PENANA8oKCXgiCBN 維尼
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這間房子不大,大抵只有七到九坪,卻堆了許多雜物在地上和一邊的床上,使原本較小的空間變得更狹窄,整個房間都亂糟糟的。8964 copyright protection117PENANAAXH6GjmSOw 維尼
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「哎。」我看向雨生,她的眉微微皺起;這是我認識她以來第一次看到她做出這表情,「家裡有點亂;你先去我房裡坐一下,我等下再過來。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAMxcfnEbGc8 維尼
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「誒?」我突然有些遲疑,但看到雨生一副催促我進去的表情,她推著我的身體。8964 copyright protection117PENANAQg8nOWFktN 維尼
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「你快點進去啦,你這臭木頭。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAX1tEckK1HH 維尼
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就這樣,我被推進房中了。8964 copyright protection117PENANAG66USZ4IdW 維尼
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我看向四周,心想這裡比起外頭更小,但很整潔;怪給人一種大空間的氛圍。8964 copyright protection117PENANAz7avO4mCZa 維尼
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除此之外,與外頭的空間也沒什麼不同;牆面、地板等保持著單一的米色色調,燈光的白盤旋在房中四周,以及雨生的香氣。8964 copyright protection117PENANAl7x4GbmHFI 維尼
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第一次來到她房中的我只覺得暈乎乎的;她的香氣充斥在這,在那,迴盪在我鼻咽中,卻也使我對她手上的傷痕記憶更加深刻。8964 copyright protection117PENANAn2zP6OnZHK 維尼
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我傻愣在原地,怕動到她的東西;可正是這時,我發現到了一隻凝視我的眼睛8964 copyright protection117PENANAum3wqKvQrT 維尼
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從那小廚櫃上的鳥籠中盯著我,牠壓低身姿,睜大了圓亮的眼;像正警惕我般,不時發出叫聲。8964 copyright protection117PENANAR3MnKsYQ1T 維尼
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我湊了過去,牠便叫得愈尖;一會,便笨拙地開始揮動翅膀,撞得滿身是傷。8964 copyright protection117PENANAMydIgd0tUc 維尼
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我看著牠,烏黑的羽翼隨叫聲拍動,隨著拍動黑溜、濃稠的液體順著掉落,牠不斷掙扎著。8964 copyright protection117PENANANxKpVAOrZ7 維尼
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牠不斷尖鳴,叫了數分鐘,驚恐的影全都映在牠烏溜的眸中,高挺著紅喉凝視著我;直到雨生進到房中才慢慢消停。8964 copyright protection117PENANAmOa3H8wwcT 維尼
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她拿著兩杯紅茶,遞一杯給我後,才發現到那隻驚恐的燕子。8964 copyright protection117PENANAo0Tp9s3N75 維尼
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她便坐在床上,手拍了拍床墊示意我坐下,接著他傾身向前,往那鳥籠方向靠去。8964 copyright protection117PENANAqPGK6iyAqC 維尼
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「原本是想等到進來後,再好好跟你介紹這小家夥,沒想到你們這麼早就見面了。」雨生捧著鳥籠,靠在了我的身旁。8964 copyright protection117PENANAMSqHfomZCH 維尼
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她捧著那個鳥籠,對著裡頭的鳥兒低語:「抱歉喔,家裡蠻亂的,讓你久等了。」8964 copyright protection117PENANA4WApZA7jlO 維尼
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我沒說話,只是看著眼前的少女輕輕撫弄著那燕子的翎羽,安撫牠。8964 copyright protection117PENANAiU3qkMIrFT 維尼
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而那燕子也回頭慢蹭著雨生的手指,用那胸前紅羽依靠在她指尖。8964 copyright protection117PENANAirW1A4uqfl 維尼
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而她在撫摸完後,便托著這鳥籠展示在我面前,彷彿示意我去接觸牠似的。8964 copyright protection117PENANAVi8cEz2AaG 維尼
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我伸手,順著他的目光,看著、伸著自己手指到了那燕子身邊,試圖想去碰觸。8964 copyright protection117PENANAldigSTjXVa 維尼
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牠將喙靠在了我的指旁,用上頭凹陷兩孔呼著氣息;接著,啄得我近乎流血。8964 copyright protection117PENANAh2P2Xj04wh 維尼
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於是我更加堅定——牠並不喜歡我。8964 copyright protection117PENANArBkWWwkEgM 維尼
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我趕忙將我的手指抽回去,耳邊還不時會聽到雨生的笑,不過我卻沒有半點生氣,亦或是憎恨。8964 copyright protection117PENANA03ttJfziW6 維尼
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只是聽聞她的笑聲,我也一同做出笑的動作,直到他緩緩收起笑容,她說到:「你看,我可沒有對你撒謊吧?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAAgY1YNFnwK 維尼
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「我也沒說過妳在說謊啊⋯⋯好吧,那獸醫怎麼說?」8964 copyright protection117PENANABwWifCcn3B 維尼
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「嘿,我就是想要證明一下呀,臭木頭。」雨生伸直了背,她閉上眼,雙臂擺成數字四的模樣,向天空伸展,「明天。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAqZJBH74T6o 維尼
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「什麼?」我回應。8964 copyright protection117PENANAhmkKTRRN7B 維尼
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「明天就要手術了,聽說會蠻快結束的。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAHxTCAqKeQT 維尼
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「這麼快?是你家巷口五個街道外的那家獸醫院嗎?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAQWU1UI9v9B 維尼
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「嗯嗯。」她神氣得點著頭,「沒錯喔,就是那家還蠻有名的獸醫院。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAVXz8MxceYg 維尼
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她的右手擺出了V字,展在他咧開的小嘴下,向我誇耀她所做的事跡:「嘿,我可是一下就拿到隊伍優先權咯,而且免費!」121Please respect copyright.PENANAd7U3r4yUE6
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她大大張著手,眼睛睜得特亮,把我全身的無奈、疑惑全都照得透徹,「喂喂,臭木頭,你這副表情⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection117PENANAIdrOrmPJF0 維尼
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「唔,我沒說什麼啊,妳怎麼一副要找我碴的樣子?」眼看他的面朝了過來,我的頭跟著後仰了。8964 copyright protection117PENANAgJ3DNbGydC 維尼
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「看你沒有回應,我想你等會就會說:『這也沒啥好炫耀的。』之類的話吧?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAL0W083tt4p 維尼
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「可能吧?」我回應道,看她一臉心躁的神態,我心裏也莫名起了騷動,「但,能獲得這資格,我也不太可能倒喝采吧?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAa9OdNDaReM 維尼
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那時的我不斷回憶著關於那間獸醫院的事跡,只知道班上流言都呈述過那醫院的好;可就是貴、難預約。8964 copyright protection117PENANARzCSY3uEZQ 維尼
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我仍惦記著雨生水汪的雙眸,及誇張舉動,彷彿祈求著我的稱讚般;於是,我決定回應她。8964 copyright protection117PENANA8lQl0QoEgN 維尼
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「真是的,一定要我明示你才肯回答嗎?」她氣鼓鼓地嘟嚷著,用那哀怨式口吻捉弄著我的駑鈍。8964 copyright protection117PENANA1ytX5HlJt9 維尼
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「抱歉。」我的眼對著她,對她道歉,卻只見她將頭撇到一邊,啜飲先前端來的冰紅茶。8964 copyright protection117PENANAVKnAzdhXKn 維尼
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也正是在一瞬,我也正在釐清著我的雙眼至今所記錄下的畫面;包括那些傷痕,以及笑容。8964 copyright protection117PENANABD5t4KCYSa 維尼
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可當我越想,這種愈大的矛盾感,便愈讓我感到混亂。8964 copyright protection117PENANArggwgcOd7M 維尼
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我試圖窺探在她長髮後的真實面容,可我總覺得她的臉逐漸變得虛無。8964 copyright protection117PENANAEFY7depnvF 維尼
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於是,我更加確信自己真是個駑鈍的人。8964 copyright protection117PENANAonvofZa6TE 維尼
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「嘿,不準再這樣嘍?」雨生突然轉過頭來講著。8964 copyright protection117PENANAOcjxnIZp5c 維尼
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAQKGGLI4bgF 維尼
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「下次當我說類似的話,你必須得說:『啊,真不愧是雨生大人,竟然能做出這一壯舉。』」8964 copyright protection117PENANA75xkH0SAON 維尼
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我笑了下:「真不愧是雨生大人,竟然能做出這一壯舉!」8964 copyright protection117PENANA4xEaeh7NUY 維尼
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「喂,你在搞什麼啊,我可沒叫你現在說好嗎。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAIxle2GY7w0 維尼
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可話一說完,我們兩人都笑了,就像一切都曾未發生過似的。8964 copyright protection117PENANA1lstT3Ehjw 維尼
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我腦中所有混雜想法全在這一刻消散,就像有一個定標扎穩了我的大腦。8964 copyright protection117PENANA3wDWFOcGeL 維尼
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當我們笑完後,我們不約而同地看向彼此,她說:「嗯⋯⋯現在八點了,你還是快回去吧,不然你家裡人會罵的。」8964 copyright protection117PENANA509CVGs1tp 維尼
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「啊,我這邊沒問題的,家裡父親是跑船的」我面朝著他,說著,「而且你應該有更多事要跟我講吧?我這麼走掉⋯⋯沒關係嗎?」8964 copyright protection117PENANAyJnkBdcJBR 維尼
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「嗯嗯,沒關係。」她當我說到跑船的字節時,雨生瞪大了雙眼,貌似有些好奇;可接著他又輕搖著頭,「反正,說來說去,也就是關於鳥翅膀的幾件事。」8964 copyright protection117PENANAStHO4DDPtw 維尼
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我看著此刻懷中的鳥籠及燕子;那小腦袋時不時地往外頭張望,似乎還很有活力的模樣,讓我有些擔心。8964 copyright protection117PENANA7QoyBvoQMx 維尼
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總之,我把鳥籠雙手交給了雨生,我雙眼面朝著他們,便見到雨生笑咪地朝我揮手,我才默默離開。8964 copyright protection117PENANAqbBFPg6ayq 維尼
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闔上了雨生房門,來到客廳,一種擁擠的壓迫感便迎面而來;幾乎能夠碰觸到雨生剛打掃的幻影。8964 copyright protection117PENANAhgeAVJUy5g 維尼
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可即便她匆忙打掃完了,剛散落在地上的衣物我依然能夠看到——那些暴露的內衣、開盒過的保險套包裝等;仍在我眼中打轉。8964 copyright protection117PENANAQueyi8xocc 維尼
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而現在,我倒覺得雨生其實也說得不錯;天色已經晚了,窗外幽幽桃紅爍彩成了我眼中的餘光,讓我整個人徹底疲倦——是時候該走了。8964 copyright protection117PENANAQHjFfN8EYr 維尼
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