SUNRISE678Please respect copyright.PENANA4I0qc3kivB
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“Honey?”678Please respect copyright.PENANAN5GGUlGBiu
“Rachael, I don’t have the bloody time to – ” Adam drops his cutlery and throws up his hands.678Please respect copyright.PENANAcnkD7JYDxJ
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” Rachael returns back to her breakfast. With a grunt, Adam returns to his.678Please respect copyright.PENANAul1u7fgswl
The rest of the meal passes in silence.678Please respect copyright.PENANAAJ29CX4PF0
The tall, unshaven man rises from his seat and almost trips on a bottle lying on the floor.678Please respect copyright.PENANA80fwNADp8o
“Idiot!” He yells. “Don’t you ever clean this rotten house up?” He kicks at it forcefully and it smashes against the wall, tiny green crystals cascading onto the ground.678Please respect copyright.PENANAl4OvlA8bOd
Biting her lip: “I try.”678Please respect copyright.PENANAPMeu6qfyfC
As if satisfied by his outbreak of force, Adam deflates. “Good.”678Please respect copyright.PENANATGwfjPJpvs
There’s a pause. “…Honey?”678Please respect copyright.PENANAAcylLEHYij
“For God’s sake, Rachael, what is it?” Adam turns to face his wife.678Please respect copyright.PENANAMPZLU1wmUf
Tentatively, she takes a small packet of white powder out from under the table. “…I found this in your pockets after you passed out last night. Adam, what is this?” Her eyes are wide, worried and pleading.678Please respect copyright.PENANAcetfnWPADr
“What do you think it is?” His reply is throwaway; he barely gives the bag a glance.678Please respect copyright.PENANAaUACN9tw9b
“Doesn’t it bother you?” She’s sweating: she knows that she might be crossing a line.678Please respect copyright.PENANArMldErfbSw
“Why would it?” His tone of voice already changes; suspicious of her intentions.678Please respect copyright.PENANAYuhclTnkCl
“I mean, for him.” She gestures vaguely to the bedroom at the back of the apartment where their son is still sleeping. “I don’t think all of this is good for him… He scratches himself.”678Please respect copyright.PENANAZrsVgggHcc
“…And?” Questioning. Provoking. Is this the man she married twenty years ago?678Please respect copyright.PENANAwn9eu2iZn1
“I think you shouldn’t drink so much. Or take…” She throws the packet onto the floor. “It’s not good. For you. Or for him.” She gasps, then holds her breath, waiting for the explosion.678Please respect copyright.PENANASjNVstcAU6
For a moment, everything is frozen – but then it happens – the side of his hand coming into contact with her left cheek.678Please respect copyright.PENANADWLdUfZddX
Her cry of pain isn’t registered in Adam’s mind. He’s staring at his hand as if it is somehow dirty, and with a growing feeling of shame he stumbles out of the apartment, but not before grabbing the abandoned bag on the floor.678Please respect copyright.PENANAlHo5wQyJJp
“S***, I’m sorry, Rachael.” But the words are said long after his leaving, leaving his mouth only when he is sitting on the curb of the path outside.678Please respect copyright.PENANAzaPaGu5BtL
Confused, angry, forlorn, ashamed, he curses under his breath. Since when was he like this?678Please respect copyright.PENANAp0o2IitWcO
He tears the packet open and pours the contents onto his hand before inhaling them, hating yet relishing the sting up his nostrils.678Please respect copyright.PENANAVz7pDc1VKQ
He just wants to forget. In his younger and more vulnerable years his father beat him: and every day he asks himself what he did wrong.678Please respect copyright.PENANAECp79pGb9q
Dazed, he walks up the street.678Please respect copyright.PENANAwfCAUHsJHL
It hasn’t occurred to him yet that it wasn’t his fault.
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He wakes on something soft. Green. Grass?678Please respect copyright.PENANAnrhE3wSWnq
His stomach returns the breakfast it so willingly accepted earlier that day (yesterday, perhaps?), bile burning his throat as the liquid leaves his mouth.678Please respect copyright.PENANAXaGuDYryr7
Rachael. Beautiful Rachael. She was upset about something. She’s always upset.678Please respect copyright.PENANAuE0jIyaJdi
He gets up onto his knees. “Rachael!” He yells. Where is she? He wants to say something to her. Something he hasn’t said to her for a long time.678Please respect copyright.PENANABssN7ugk4D
He laughs in relief when he sees her, standing all the way at the top of the hill.678Please respect copyright.PENANAp0XkUpuH18
Gone are the creases of worry that lined her face, gone are the tears she often cried.678Please respect copyright.PENANA0DbIYyeEF0
And, can he see – or is it just his imagination? – just like the first strands of sunlight dancing over the tops of distant mountains, the faintest of smiles lifting the corners of her lips?678Please respect copyright.PENANAUCNNxJTWQu
“Rachael!” He runs up towards her with all of his dissipating strength, not stopping, not even when his legs protest in pain, he’s rushing towards her open arms, the clouds in the blue sky singing a symphony of joy – he falls into her embrace, feeling her warmth, her happiness, surround him entirely.678Please respect copyright.PENANA2aVbXEBU65
He whispers into her ear what he never had the courage to say; just a few words, but he can tell how much they mean to her, and finally – finally! – as the sun rises on Icarus Point, her growing smile lights up those final moments, with her laugh outplaying the birds spiraling into the heavens, he knows that she forgives him.678Please respect copyright.PENANACKvRGkCgk2
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diende…
~Ad infinitum~678Please respect copyright.PENANAzTcrlmMbRX
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