媽媽,辛苦怪胎十個月將你生下來的人。361Please respect copyright.PENANAfm2ZwF6o8m
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幼兒園時第一次讀到這個詞的時候天賜非常的迷惘。361Please respect copyright.PENANAIyPrSQTpfM
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他身邊好像沒有這樣的人。361Please respect copyright.PENANAkqGUQb0Gfz
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幼兒園老師不耐煩的解釋道。361Please respect copyright.PENANA7SbGAkWsRA
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"就是那個會幫你穿衣餵你吃飯的人啊。"361Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hw0wtYPBO
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天賜恍然大悟。361Please respect copyright.PENANA6Bd06fbvaF
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回到了家,天賜耐心地等待週末的到來,當那個會擁抱他,會為他好吃的飯和柔軟的衣服的人出現時,天賜激動地抓住了她的手。361Please respect copyright.PENANA9gqn7mQkhk
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"媽媽!!"361Please respect copyright.PENANAT9fZo3aTRy
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天賜永遠都忘不了,在場的兩個擁有相似臉龐的人同時變了臉色,然後他就被真正的媽媽打得半死,他才知道每個週末都會來的那個女人是媽媽的妹妹,應該叫姑姑才是。361Please respect copyright.PENANAkwcK23upPt
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很快就來到了周末,天賜收拾好了自己的小背包,穿著洗的發白的衣服,乖巧地坐在沙發上等待著姑姑的到來。361Please respect copyright.PENANANwFZXOXvlU
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林解語&林淑語。361Please respect copyright.PENANA2Bsa8YIx3K
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兩個人是雙胞胎,長著相似的臉龐,過的人生卻是截然不同。361Please respect copyright.PENANAj35JcUixl2
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天賜自出生以來,就沒見過所謂的爸爸,爺爺,奶奶,也沒有見過所謂的外公外婆,那個時候,這個小屋裡,就只有他們母子兩人。 361Please respect copyright.PENANAJJ3h9wArvb
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在他的小世界裡,只有媽媽和他,直到他四歲那年那個和媽媽長著相似臉龐,氣質卻完全不一樣的女人闖入了他的生命中。361Please respect copyright.PENANAqsfx77o1rs
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那是第一次,有人輕聲細語的跟他說話,會摸他的頭,會抱他,會給他溫暖的人。361Please respect copyright.PENANAOWyfnby5ft
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也是她讓他能夠到幼兒園去上學。361Please respect copyright.PENANAiGwX15N3TG
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每個週末,星期三她會過來將堆滿垃圾的房子打掃一番,週末兩日則是林解語的生意高峰期,平時就算了,這個時候還留小孩在家總是不好的。361Please respect copyright.PENANAPuRXs7kz2p
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“姑姑!”361Please respect copyright.PENANAIR3m2mtD7I
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咔嚓,天賜將鐵門拉開後,立刻落入了一個溫暖的擁抱中。361Please respect copyright.PENANA7azsrpmile
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"天賜在學校有沒有乖乖的啊?"溫婉的嗓音在耳邊響起,身上有淡淡的花的香氣,女人有些一頭微捲的中長發,穿著雪白的低跟鞋,身上穿著米黃色外套和過膝的黑色裙子。361Please respect copyright.PENANAxbUwao8bAh
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姑姑是市一中的老師,姑丈好像是……副校長?361Please respect copyright.PENANAqDFVqIFIHZ
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"你媽媽呢?"林淑語抬手拂過天賜過長的劉海,讓他露出白淨的小臉蛋,看了看他裸露在外的手臂和腿沒有明顯的傷痕,她暗自鬆了口氣。361Please respect copyright.PENANAcGfgLIDvGu
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看樣子這星期姐姐心情不錯,起碼沒有打孩子。361Please respect copyright.PENANAvEy2yzklC0
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"在睡覺。"天賜享受著姑姑的撫摸說道,一般沒到下午她是不會起床的。361Please respect copyright.PENANAM4YcboDMWh
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"我想也是。"嘆了一口氣,如往常那一般,將打包來的午餐,多半會變成晚餐的食物放進冰箱裡冷藏起來,稍微將家裡的垃圾簡單打包一下,終於在黃昏之前將天賜帶離了這個地方。361Please respect copyright.PENANAinZBR6Z0Wq
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咔當,咔當361Please respect copyright.PENANAqZUfz9fcKD
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在這個年代,能有一台車代步顯然是奢侈的,有車也是丈夫在使用,林淑語帶著天賜搭上了公車,從紅燈區上來了一個女人帶著個小孩,哪怕女人打扮得很正式,公車司機還是忍不住對她多看了幾眼。361Please respect copyright.PENANAkIzhGhUfiQ
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站在前頭的一名民工對林淑語吹起了一個口哨。361Please respect copyright.PENANAJuFVxxzPiW
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"?"天賜好奇地扭頭看過去。361Please respect copyright.PENANAIlyPSbdfRy
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林淑語直接無視了民工,很快地帶著天賜在公車上靠窗的座位坐下,看著車窗外逐漸亮起的街燈,天賜的意識逐漸模糊,很快就靠著林淑語陷入了夢鄉。361Please respect copyright.PENANAAc1nCUslPP
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其實也就不過幾個站的距離,到站的時候林淑語本來想直接抱天賜下車,畢竟幼兒園的小孩她還是抱的起的。361Please respect copyright.PENANAWhOySFlZWI
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但就在她要將小孩抱起時,小孩猛地睜開了雙眼,眼中充滿著驚恐倒映著淑語的臉,淑語能感覺到從手掌上傳來的小孩的僵硬,待對方看清自己時緊繃的身體又迅速鬆懈下來。361Please respect copyright.PENANAzoAYH7RhMP
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林淑語的眼神暗了暗。361Please respect copyright.PENANA1YOLuEmC32
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"大妹子啊,你還下不下車啊。"361Please respect copyright.PENANAjo3tc0qkqi
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公車司機在前頭呼喝道。361Please respect copyright.PENANAycIayd1QmF
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這回倒是小孩率先回過神,從座位上爬下來,拉起林淑語的手就噠噠噠地下車了。361Please respect copyright.PENANAcNsbOrIk0Q
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黃昏的陽光將兩人的影子拉得老長,一大一小緩緩地步向社區,下班的人逐漸多了起來,也開始有大人帶著小孩出來散步,林淑語牽著天賜走在路上,見到什麼新奇的好玩的東西,都問天賜想不想要。361Please respect copyright.PENANADQorD1qDTM
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然而小孩都只是搖了搖頭,望向玻璃專櫃倒映的一大一小身影,他們就和身邊一般的母子沒什麼兩樣,然而媽媽卻從來沒帶自己上街過。361Please respect copyright.PENANA3eq8k8z3Io
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小孩低下了頭,林淑語能感覺到手中的小手握住自己的勁道緊了緊,也不在多說什麼,牽著小孩穿過熱鬧的街區,很快地來到住宅區。361Please respect copyright.PENANAwgw2edR3gj
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熱鬧街區旁的兩層樓排屋,林淑語也算有點儲蓄,進了家門,已經來過很多次,小孩還是小心地脫了鞋後擺正。361Please respect copyright.PENANAeMxRt5asIa
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每次來到這裡,都有種格格不入的感覺……361Please respect copyright.PENANATkZxukyCyQ
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彷彿漆黑的烏鴉突然闖進了鴿子的世界那般無措。361Please respect copyright.PENANAIL6WKHSI0x
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"媽媽!"還沒等天賜放下包包,一個胖胖的小孩就從沙發後竄出來猛地抱住了林淑語的腰叫道。361Please respect copyright.PENANAS3aG0cY6j6
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這是他的表弟-張家寶。361Please respect copyright.PENANARlqHGzF72U
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年齡上比天賜小一歲,作為林家目前唯一的孫子,小胖子被養的白白胖胖的,體型甚至比天賜還大上一圈。361Please respect copyright.PENANAy0nGuBSedx
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張家寶暗地裡向這個表哥吐了吐舌頭,他非常不喜歡這個每個星期週末都來打擾他們家的表哥,長得土里土氣,衣服書包都舊舊的,每次來媽媽都很照顧他,還會把自己的糖和東西分給他,張家寶看著天賜的眼神就是活脫脫的看臟東西的眼神。361Please respect copyright.PENANA5vlTYzUc2W
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天賜不自覺地退了一步,然而林淑語並沒有察覺到暗地裡的破濤洶湧,很快丈夫就要下班回來了,將兩個小孩打發到客廳看電視,林淑語穿上圍裙便進了廚房。361Please respect copyright.PENANA715PF0O5SJ
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兩個小孩坐在黑白小電視前看著滑稽的卡通人物,電視中的人物在賣力地表演,但是現場唯二的兩個觀眾都沒什麼反應。361Please respect copyright.PENANApEbUE4tj1H
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天賜抱膝坐在沙發的角落,努力的減少自己的存在感,就像他在家時躲在角落裡一樣361Please respect copyright.PENANAqeBpxgX1Tc
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另一邊,小胖子張家寶則以惡意的眼神打量著他。361Please respect copyright.PENANAz7YwQ7pwCm
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當指針指向八點時,大門傳來的響動,張家寶丟下抱枕,立刻和剛剛一樣竄了出去,不用回頭,很快就從玄關聽到男人哎喲哎喲的聲音。361Please respect copyright.PENANA8g6PO6gag9
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"爸爸!"361Please respect copyright.PENANABRvxKpcj5h
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"哎喲哎喲,寶寶今天在家有沒有乖啊?"361Please respect copyright.PENANAtmsvrHbM58
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"有!我今天在家啊~"361Please respect copyright.PENANARA8Lelz2wH
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"姑丈。"哪怕知道對方不待見自己,天賜還是向對方問好。361Please respect copyright.PENANAk8wmKiFd74
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玄關走進了一名身材微胖,穿著西服提著公事包,一手將張家寶抱在懷裡的中年男人,聽到天賜的問候臉上的笑意瞬間收斂了不少,簡單地對天賜點了點頭,便抱著家寶向飯廳走去。361Please respect copyright.PENANAZBS2LB6uND
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飯桌上,說最多話的就是張家寶,坐在姑丈膝蓋上邊被餵著邊將學校裡的趣事說個父母聽,林淑語皺了皺眉,對於自家丈夫張國棟對孩子的溺愛她也無可奈何。361Please respect copyright.PENANAKq3mvrwPIL
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轉頭看向天賜小心地夾著菜,林淑語眼中充滿了欣慰,會時不時夾菜進他的碗裡,無視張家寶吃人的眼神,一周裡難得可以吃到溫熱飯菜的時刻天賜自然是努力地填飽肚子,儘管還想加飯,但他也只是吃了一碗飯就停住了。361Please respect copyright.PENANAc9YQ0hi7Pz
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飯後,林淑語給兩個小男孩洗了澡後便讓兩人睡在同個房間裡。361Please respect copyright.PENANAm31TIfbDSk
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暗地裡一直和天賜較勁的張家寶也只是個小孩,躺在床上很快就發出了呼嚕聲。361Please respect copyright.PENANA4EBbYIbWHc
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哪怕只是打地舖,到這裡還有溫暖又乾淨的棉被,望著貼有夜光星星貼紙的天花板,天賜緩緩起身,走到廁所,對著鏡子緩緩掀起自己過長的劉海。361Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZvqA22bO5
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劉海之下,是稚氣未脫的白淨臉蛋,和其他小孩唯一不同的,就是那雙如湖水般通透碧藍的藍色眼瞳。