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Dear, somebody
I think I’m going to start writing at this time. It just so busy and loud in my house and I need some quietness. I love my family but sometimes I need some space.198Please respect copyright.PENANA3yjAO5qyXS
It was the middle of semester 2 and you guys made it official. I can’t believe that I kept my feelings for this long.
She is not even right for him I bet if he wasn’t the cool guy she wouldn’t be dating him. Well either way she would still date him but only for his looks.198Please respect copyright.PENANAhk4fxKVBCO
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She doesn't even treat him right. When will he know? If I try and tell him she will know. Somebody will end up hurt and it will be her but I wouldn't care. Then now you made a promise to her to have kids and a future together. I know because I heard you in the back of the bus you guys were behind me and even gave her a promise ring! When will it stop? How could I tell you? I can’t just tell you ‘I like you and break up with your girlfriend’ (even though I hate her and wish her heart broken the whole school will hate me just because you guys are like a trend in this school.
Just talking to you makes me blush hard. I don't blush because of your looks or any material things I like you because your personality. You are funny and kind to me when everyone can't handle me. Well you do. Nobody wanted to be my friend ever at all you could tell because everybody hated me on that bus. They called me many mean names he was going to hit me but you stopped your ‘friend’
End of the school week.
I sit down in the second last seat of the bus taking my headphones out and trying to connect my phone to the head phones. I look up and see her and she looks at me and rolls her eyes and I groan not wanting to deal with her.198Please respect copyright.PENANAf4BAehTmBt
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“Oh trust me feel the same way about you” Then he came on the bus we make eye contact and he smiles at me but then her annoying ass voice came in.198Please respect copyright.PENANAJPc6VQHTwU
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“Oh come sit with me!” Then he smiles at her and sits with her. As everybody is sitting down mu phone finally connected to the stupid headphones. I hear her giggling and next thing you know she is on top of his lap.198Please respect copyright.PENANAsPM19PiK7H
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“Will you be my girlfriend?” I mentally roll my eyes hearing their conversation. It’s like she sits behind me just to destroy my soul.198Please respect copyright.PENANAaUDazxcDHO
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“Yes” Oh I want to throw up. I hear them start kissing and I literally want to throw up so I put my head phones on and pull out a book. This bus ride is going to be long… as people come in to sit they look at them and cheer on. One of his friend from the football team come next me and nudges me and yanks my headphones off.
“What are you doing you prude?” I punch him in the face and he falls in the other chair he gets up.
“You bitch” As I was ready for impact I close my eyes and then 5 seconds later I open my eyes and see that he breaks the impact.
They look at each other like they were going to kill each other in the bus. He is holding his friends fist and pushes him against the window. The bus driver speaks in the mic.
“Hey what’s going on back there?!” everybody turns their attention to her.
“What do I look like a fucking mannequin?” she rolls her eyes
“Sit the fuck down and shut the hell up” everybody sits down except him and his friend.
“She shouldn’t have punched him” She mumbles… ugh could her voice get any more annoying.
“You shut the fuck up and sit the hell back down” she sits and pouts
He leans down to me and makes eye contact with me.
“You okay” I nod
“Fucking little whore” and everybody starts yelling mean profanities at me
I grab my things and get off the bus tears coming down my cheeks…I hear him call my name but all I do is run.
I stop running losing my breath.
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