I wish to say that you mean the world to me and yet I could never show you.
I wanted to be the best version of me just for you but I didn't know how, maybe I'm too broken to be able to love you the way I should.
I wanted to have a future with you, as you showed me what it was like to feel love. You showed me what it was to be happy. Yet again I destroyed it, maybe it's my fault for wanting too much.
I'm insecure and struggle to trust. I think everyone has other motives to be with me.
But I learned to late that you want perfect, you made me happy and taught me so much.
So I'm sorry for not giving you want you heated and needed. I'm sorry I couldn't be the person you needed.
I hope and pray you get everything you want and deserve. I want you to be happy as your smile lights up the entire world.
Be happy and be you as your amazing, kind, gentle. You are always going to be my gentle grissley.
Forever yours missy...
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