「唔使等下次喇,我而家就可以話俾你知。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAuTfI9Wcw4K
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「嗯?」小悠一臉好奇。284Please respect copyright.PENANAQfdjw0BWaN
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我別過視線:「不過,你可能要有心理準備…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAzLJTYceGYU
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「吓?心理準備?係咪好震驚架?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXEQbBOHtvl
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「我講完之後,你或者真係會咁諗都唔定…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXHAUwlsaCG
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小悠諗兩諗,忽然好似醒起某啲嘢:「吖,不過提起心理準備,我都諗起有件事要同阿帆講架。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAbFx1JgjGJZ
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「咩事呀?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAizJiKV5pv1
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佢笑:「都係你講先。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAs4G7zByUtl
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估唔到就連開口告白,都要遇到啲咁嘅橋段。284Please respect copyright.PENANAuvbOAmuLC5
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如果我跟住落嚟堅持俾小悠講先,佢有99%機會又拋返個波俾我,我地之間嘅對話就會陷入沒完沒了嘅局面。284Please respect copyright.PENANAXNc44fI3xU
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所以照道理,我係應該唔理三七廿一,同佢講咗我想講嘅嘢先;只不過,呢個道理只係適用於正常情況下。284Please respect copyright.PENANAwrGjepQ3Ri
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而家嘅情況,係我咁大個人,第一次同人告白。284Please respect copyright.PENANAioJMayL1WB
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所以,內心稍微緊張一下,都係正常吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAxuXzlmppbY
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雖然唔知佢要講嘅係咩,但根據同眼前人相處咁耐嚟睇,八成都係蠢嘢;聽完之後,話唔定能平息心裏嘅緊張感。284Please respect copyright.PENANA9ec7Y6kNFC
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就咁決定之後,我搖頭:「都係你講先啦。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAlEiqfuxy3Q
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慶幸嘅係小悠冇將個波拋嚟拋去:「好啦,咁你聽住喇喎。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAK8KR44fF3i
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「嗯。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAtXcgHDfxKM
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會係關休比事,定係關屋企啲零食事——我喺心入面猜測。284Please respect copyright.PENANAmOhkHyDfAs
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「就係,過埋呢個學期之後,我會跟紫悅一齊離開呢度。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAjzJ3nloTfo
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欸…?284Please respect copyright.PENANA4yshadcll6
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空氣彷彿停滯於眼前。284Please respect copyright.PENANA2AhMjLfXUv
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我用咗大概十秒時間去理解佢講嘅嘢:「離開呢度,係指…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAmWinNpcI06
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佢接落去:「冇錯!就係離開呢個地方,出發到外地旅行。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAncu2O5HE5L
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「…旅行?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAWtbmoDUe9X
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「又或者換個講法,係去追逐夢想。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAFKeqhTit1E
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「…夢想?」大腦嘅思考功能由剛才開始忽然停歇,只係識得重覆佢講嘅單字。284Please respect copyright.PENANAxUXT1bSMb6
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「嗯!就好似阿帆咁,我都搵到自己想做嘅嘢…阿帆?」小悠喺我眼前揮手。284Please respect copyright.PENANAnuuaRcqVti
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「吓?我冇嘢…」我回過神來,「你諗清楚架嗱?你同赤城紫悅識咗唔係好耐咋喎…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAi9ixggrx9c
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「嗯!就係諗得好清楚,先決定讀埋呢個學期,咁樣阿帆你會冇咁唔捨得我吖嘛。」284Please respect copyright.PENANASnID2kD1SY
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距離學期完結,仲有幾個月。小悠選擇咁早同我講,可能真係如佢所講嘅咁,我會早啲有心理準備、唔會咁唔捨得佢。284Please respect copyright.PENANAOJIx8cmeVB
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雖然知道,但依然抑制唔到內心嘅激動,我強迫自己唔去表現出嚟。284Please respect copyright.PENANAfTFGquk1u5
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「…你想做嘅嘢,係咩呀?」喉嚨發出乾澀嘅聲音。284Please respect copyright.PENANAGIJmQA5pm5
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「我之前咪同你講過,紫悅係一個會行走於世界各地嘅龍貓學者嚟嘅?其實唔止做研究,佢真正嘅工作係拯救世界上所有有需要嘅龍貓…我想做嘅事,就係呢樣。」小悠一臉憧憬嘅表情。284Please respect copyright.PENANA8N8LFpDVb8
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「…你真心?」總係覺得,自己嘅決心俾一個莫名其妙嘅理由打斷咗。284Please respect copyright.PENANAbpdXBPLipT
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佢笑:「又或者咁講,一邊拯救龍貓,一邊去睇呢個世界,呢個就係對我嚟講,呢一刻最想去追尋嘅夢想。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3mPTzMNXS
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聽到佢咁講,我內心忽然一軟。284Please respect copyright.PENANAOVrwEjOzdr
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然後厭惡頭先覺得決心被打斷嘅自己。284Please respect copyright.PENANAeko62oYywy
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對於冇背景、冇來歷嘅小悠嚟講,可以填補內心一片空白嘅,就只有親眼去見識,並且切身去經歷;呢段日子以嚟佢喺學校嘅投入度就足以說明一切,但係呢個世界好大,佢唔應該俾一間小小嘅學校困住,呢一點我再明白不過。284Please respect copyright.PENANAlwF9Sf92SJ
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喺宏大嘅夢想面前,頭先我嘅所謂決心更顯得微不足道。284Please respect copyright.PENANAOQHklIHvhg
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我勉強揚起嘴角:「聽落好似好犀利。」284Please respect copyright.PENANANdePVdycAs
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佢搖頭:「自從選完學生會之後,見到阿帆咁努力嘅身影,我就開始諗自己有一日都要有想實現嘅夢想,然後親自去體驗一吓,嗰種無論如何都想要達成嘅感覺。所以倒不如話,係阿帆你令我搵到自己想做嘅事。」284Please respect copyright.PENANATQJotpDww1
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「我明明咩都冇做過…。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAzZomTFXrfG
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「有架,由一開始阿帆已經幫咗我好多,唔單止包食包住,仲有供書教學…」佢開始數起手指。284Please respect copyright.PENANAktUNjWdVmM
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我笑起上嚟:「照你咁講,我係咪應該逐樣收返錢好啲?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAjDR0vvahEm
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「你終於笑喇。」小悠講完呢句之後,我同佢都靜咗落嚟。284Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Ogsid6Hr
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係頭一次,我居然會去在意我地之間嘅沉默。284Please respect copyright.PENANA69fPILSIOa
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隔咗唔知幾耐,佢再度開口:「你放心啦,雖然同你相處嘅時間唔係好長,不過我一定…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAE2KoCGZZHI
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唔知點解,佢講到呢度就冇再講落去。284Please respect copyright.PENANAhGUSEhVW15
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我將佢嗰條未梳好嘅頭髮撫平:「得喇,明喇。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAB2TFx7eUG2
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喺道別嘅氣氛之下,就連呼吸一口空氣都令人感到格外無奈。284Please respect copyright.PENANAddhumGquzr
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「咁到阿帆喇,你有咩要同我講呀?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAP0tRdAVNem
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「我…」一時間諗唔到要講咩。284Please respect copyright.PENANA5cF5aCy6LZ
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「嗯?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAgesb6Csua7
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我搖頭,將一瞬間閃過腦海嘅替代句子講出:「我…向學校投咗稿,成功嘅話佢地會登我幅畫喺校刊裏面。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAb6StSdcJLD
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「真係太好喇!」小悠望落甚至比我更興奮。284Please respect copyright.PENANAmY1RDajDTu
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至於原本要對佢講嘅說話,我選擇先藏喺心入面。284Please respect copyright.PENANAoKQ0DqXaCS
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