蔡予軒感覺得出來身旁的傢伙異常緊張,連帶牽著她的手也握得非常緊,雖然不到痛的程度,但以這種狀態去見任子清,肯定馬上被質疑。198Please respect copyright.PENANAPMsCgNgM4Q
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「阿佑,你還好嗎?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAytTfs2a7Yf
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「我?我很好啊。」何澄佑扯起一抹笑容,但皮笑肉不笑立刻洩漏他說謊。198Please respect copyright.PENANAUpwQJoh2rl
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「你緊張什麼,不過是見三個人,有必要戰戰兢兢的嗎?我之前見宜欣他們,也沒你這樣。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAK5JbQ3hOv5
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「那不一樣,妳不是說子清哥就像妳的家人嗎?這感覺很像……」何澄佑略為尷尬的搔搔頭,低聲說:「很像見家長,我當然緊張啊。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAiafsbU6jTU
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她詫異的轉過頭,見他還是沉浸在自己的世界,雙唇翕動,終究沒說出口。這下,原本覺得沒什麼,被何澄佑搞得好像真的要去做一件大事,她也不由自主感到忐忑不安。198Please respect copyright.PENANAfq7JfqGOar
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兩人到達咖啡廳門口,彼此對視幾秒,蔡予軒推開大門,牽著何澄佑走了進去。前台只有林如珍一個人坐在椅子上,聽到他們的聲音,露出笑容起身迎接。198Please respect copyright.PENANAZrIojkQVTa
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「來啦,可穎晚一點才會來,子清在廚房。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAAsDONOF6rK
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「如珍姐,他是我的……男朋友。」她還是對男朋友三個字感到彆扭。198Please respect copyright.PENANAaNuP8d5waJ
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「妳好,我是何澄佑。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAQvH3uLeiIR
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「你放心,我和可穎這裡可以輕鬆過關,但她的子清哥是十足的妹控,你要努力點了。」林如珍無法想像兩個男人見面的樣子,卻能想到任子清會對未來的「妹婿」露出什麼表情。198Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ9Sl1X33E
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「如珍姐,妳太誇張了。」蔡予軒連忙擺擺手。198Please respect copyright.PENANANOYLe2InxO
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「予軒,那是妳沒看到,昨天回去他一直說怎麼辦,予軒有男朋友,我都懷疑他是妳爸爸了。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAL08UKOvih3
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話音剛落,任子清從廚房裡走出來,臉上帶著清淺的微笑,十足是個斯文有禮的男人,但與他認識一陣子的蔡予軒,馬上知道這分明是要說重大事情的前奏,略為尷尬的瞥向何澄佑,發現他早換上堅定的神情,與任子清四目相交。198Please respect copyright.PENANANvrt85KtZf
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「你好,我是何澄佑,予軒的男朋友。」198Please respect copyright.PENANA88IWikzoBE
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「我是任子清,跟予軒一樣叫我子清哥吧。」任子清滿意的瞇起眼睛,嘴角微翹:「方便到外面說幾句話嗎?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAF9m5q7w2T5
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「子清哥……」198Please respect copyright.PENANAL91i6pkIPo
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任子清走到她面前,揉揉她的頭嘆著氣:「我是會吃人嗎?別緊張,想跟他說說話而已。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAbv8HCgwQN3
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蔡予軒目送兩人離開店面,個別拉張椅子坐在庭院,她是不擔心任子清會像偶像劇演的反對他們交往,就是不確定他們要聊什麼需要避開她,要是他願意對何澄佑說出她不敢說的,她會很感謝,至少不用從頭解釋,但也明白,關於自己的事情還是需要她來說。198Please respect copyright.PENANAmPhPIk9kVl
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「別看啦,跟我到裡面再複習吧。」林如珍眨眨眼,拉著她進到廚房。198Please respect copyright.PENANAPLKuWeF0FF
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庭院的兩人沉默不語,何澄佑正襟危坐,內心充滿不安,不知道任子清特地叫他出來是要談什麼。對男人的第一印象,果然是蔡予軒認識的人,連氣質都有點相像,所以在他拿出菸盒,將香菸往嘴裡送時,稍微驚訝了一下。198Please respect copyright.PENANAVBM0p2shnz
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「抽嗎?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAKmqewZzjis
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「我不抽菸。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAfwOq1TtfWt
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「酒喝嗎?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAZds3e5sXyP
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「會喝,只是不太常。」198Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZlVx95lpW
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「酒品如何?」198Please respect copyright.PENANA4qnQ83UH1Z
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「我是不太會醉的類型,也不喜歡喝太多。」198Please respect copyright.PENANARRS82QqVMg
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聽聞,任子清挑了挑眉,呼出一口煙:「予軒不菸不酒這點知道吧。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAZRYL1rJCFD
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「知道。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAfGYp4gl3Uk
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「不好奇我跟她怎麼認識的?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAKtwAU43nAn
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「……好奇,但你想說的時候應該會說吧。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAk0S5m7v72G
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「我碰到她時,曾想過跟老婆離婚,打算追她。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAhIouR7D1Bf
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何澄佑不可置信望著他,似乎不能理解剛剛那句話是什麼意思,任子清無所謂的笑了笑:「你沒聽錯,我確實曾想過這麼做,連離婚協議書都準備好了,這種想法冒出來,也沒必要佔著我老婆接下來的人生,就乾脆點吧。」198Please respect copyright.PENANA19gJAMLC7W
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「是不是覺得我很渣?」198Please respect copyright.PENANA8u1f91hE63
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「……為什麼?」198Please respect copyright.PENANA63Wf6NzSPo
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任子清長嘆一口氣,手撐著下巴,仰望如同照片上的天空,毫無雜質,只有蔚藍一片,想起女孩曾經綻放的笑容、想起女孩眼裡的憂鬱、想起初次向蔡予軒她們搭話時,她的側臉、想起蔡予軒的微笑裡參雜他熟悉的東西。198Please respect copyright.PENANAy3mmttI1xf
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「想贖罪吧,她很像我認識的一個人,當時以為自己能給予救贖,卻沒想到輸掉有她的世界。」他點掉過長的煙灰,繼續說:「剛開始遇見予軒的時候,真的以為是她回來懲罰我的,但被老婆罵醒了,予軒就是予軒,她不是誰的替代品,我也只是個普通人,不需要有拯救誰這種偉大的想法。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAE9AJgHeQLg
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「拯救什麼?」何澄佑發現這段話中奇怪的地方。198Please respect copyright.PENANATH02Cmxkxw
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「這就是為什麼要把你叫出來的原因。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAVum6RzRYsQ
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「……其實我曾經看過予軒去身心診所,手裡拿了一堆藥,但我不敢問。」何澄佑抿抿唇,決定先把知道的事情說出來,順便給自己一點心理準備。198Please respect copyright.PENANALdm5H0W8Cy
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「哦?搞不好是陪人去的,或是治療失眠這種問題。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAtgLVAKqwSt
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「她是那種非到必要絕不會去醫院、診所的人,我不相信她僅僅為了失眠去看醫師。先前她發燒時,我帶她去掛急診,發現了……」何澄佑想到當時的觸感,便心痛得難以開口。198Please respect copyright.PENANA8lh7LZP7c6
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「發現什麼?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAMOD0OZteWV
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「發現手腕上的傷痕,看不太清楚,就是摸到了。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAjnhEXKHzp5
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任子清熄滅手上的菸,沉著臉:「憂鬱症,知道是什麼吧。我沒打算讓你拯救,這太不切實際了,最後下場一定會像我一樣,陪伴她吧,讓她願意把心裡的話說出來才是最重要的。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAmThLdi23s1
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「子清哥,你現在把她當朋友還是家人?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAndEPSJILVe
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「她怎麼跟你介紹我的?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAcsIi2tzHvc
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「是她最重要的家人。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAGakJeAC94f
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「那就對了,除去血緣,我跟她就是兄妹。」任子清轉過頭,帶著笑意說:「是那種不管外面颳風下雨、受了多少委屈,只要她一轉頭就知道我在這裡的家人關係。」198Please respect copyright.PENANA6c3mKxvJEf
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他微愣幾秒,任子清拍拍他的肩膀:「接下來換你了,想說什麼說出來,我已經有個什麼都愛憋在心裡的妹妹,可不想連妹婿也這樣。」198Please respect copyright.PENANA9Mm2MJVKDa
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「啊,我想說,這次是抱著以結婚為前提的心情向予軒提出交往。」何澄佑雖然被妹婿一詞弄得有些不知所措,但意外覺得好聽,把真實心情說出來。198Please respect copyright.PENANA24644SV621
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「你們十五年沒見了,對吧?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAvOiQdstYWv
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「對。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAOuY97gmfgo
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「十五年前你們還是小學生,那時候的喜歡為什麼會持續到現在呢?」任子清的表情是很認真的提出疑問。198Please respect copyright.PENANAbK7uB16tQ8
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「因為從來沒有忘記過。」對於這個問題,何澄佑問過自己無數次,以前他找不到答案,現在他明白了:「我曾交過其他女朋友,也曾搞不懂喜歡是什麼,與前女友分手後,終於明白我不是搞不懂,而是從頭到尾心裡只有予軒一個人,一直是喜歡她的。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAi5uEzbiilX
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任子清注視他的神情漸漸柔和,心想如果蔡予軒是跟他交往,一切會很順利的,因為眼前的傢伙對於她的喜歡非常堅定,絕對不會中途退場,會跟著她一同迎接困難挑戰。198Please respect copyright.PENANAPe3IS52wKE
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倏然,大門被推開,姚可穎見到兩人便大喊:「子清哥,咦?這位該不會就是初戀吧。」198Please respect copyright.PENANArzTS8htDh7
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「妳好,我是何澄佑,予軒的男朋友。」何澄佑立即起身自我介紹。198Please respect copyright.PENANAqj0k2PCbKH
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「我是姚可穎,予軒的大學同學兼合夥人,順帶一提,我是同性戀,對予軒絕對沒有那個意思,請放心。」198Please respect copyright.PENANA0pNaXd8Y3Q
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「呃,好。」儘管對同性戀不排斥,但他還是第一次聽到這麼不在意別人想法的介紹。198Please respect copyright.PENANAe4iQtOvsjI
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人終於到齊了,他們聚在桌前吃著方才蔡予軒為了加強記憶練習的餐點,雖然熱鬧,但她卻想逃,尤其是姚可穎把她大學四年的事全說了,何澄佑聽得津津有味,她只想找個地洞鑽進去。198Please respect copyright.PENANAc4VH3KdRGD
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不過男人之間的對話似乎沒問題,她鬆了口氣,眼前的四個人是她人生中最重要的存在,突然的幸福感讓她微微紅了眼眶,連忙低下頭,跟他們說要去廁所,匆忙離開現場。實際是到廚房後面的小空地,明明不想哭,眼淚卻無法抑制的流下,她趕緊抬起頭、揮著雙手想將淚水趕回去。198Please respect copyright.PENANALrRPH5rHIB
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從家庭的缺失找到願意當一輩子的家人、從破損的友情找到願意在茫然時拉她一把的摯友、從一個人的世界找到願意用一生陪伴的愛人,她何德何能,之前受到的不愉快與殘酷,在這瞬間化為烏有,她不再是一個人東奔西跑找不到終點。198Please respect copyright.PENANAMimziI2Ykd
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一雙手從後環上她的腰,男人在耳邊低語:「怎麼哭了,嗯?」198Please respect copyright.PENANAJ97sq55DAP
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她搖搖頭不願多說,胡亂擦拭臉頰,何澄佑無奈制止她的動作,捧起她的臉,親吻通紅的眼角,嚐到帶著鹹味的水滴,知道她又在想些亂七八糟的東西,一把將人抱進懷裡。198Please respect copyright.PENANAvoYhHGWa8c
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「予軒,妳值得擁有一切、值得被愛,別再亂想了。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAPJgajPPtjW
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「我只是覺得太幸福了,在做夢吧,怎麼……」198Please respect copyright.PENANA2PgzpBsaRD
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話還未說完,唇上柔軟的觸感讓她不自覺瞪大雙眼,與他對到眼,那雙眼眸飽含笑意,下意識閉上眼睛,何澄佑輕輕舔拭唇瓣,她緊張得僵在原地,稍微放鬆警惕,他帶著侵略性的吻掠奪了她的所有。198Please respect copyright.PENANAY7MpMK9pXk
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一吻結束,何澄佑離開前,蜻蜓點水再次點上她的唇,揚起一抹壞笑:「這不是夢,我是真的。」198Please respect copyright.PENANAjqG60MhmPj
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通紅的雙頰、不敢看他的眼神、被淚水沾濕的雙眼、躲在他懷裡,模糊不清的聽到他這麼說。198Please respect copyright.PENANApf1xjMlz0d