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嘎嘎的前言:9Please respect copyright.PENANAbBF8bCjqHn
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˙這章是我很喜歡的一章,已經很久沒出現自己這麼喜歡的篇章了。回頭再看和寫得當時一樣感動的難以言喻。9Please respect copyright.PENANAnqIIzrESLc
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˙這章出現了至今為止唯一的一句我愛你,什麼人說、說給誰,這應該也代表了我心中的一些想法和觀點。笑9Please respect copyright.PENANAfnP6dDgp0S
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˙最近坑愈挖愈多,希望能盡量維持每個都一個禮拜更一次  ̄ ▽  ̄9Please respect copyright.PENANAA7ZXhDSnGt
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『夏碎……夏碎…不要睡囉〜回家了。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAfUQfSdqYvV
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一個好聽的女性嗓音在自己正上方響起,揉揉視線還不清楚的眼邊搖搖晃晃的站起身。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1BBeEm3dtb
抬頭他看到和自己一樣的紫眼半蹲著身望著自己,她的臉上有著春暖花開般的微笑,是那種發自內心的笑容,著著紫色為底、粉色櫻花為襯的和服的她站起身,伸出右手到自己面前。9Please respect copyright.PENANApeIvUtY9Gx
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『媽媽……』9Please respect copyright.PENANA9Cj7rbNgyb
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『呵〜夏碎你不會睡到連自己的母親都不認得了吧?』出水蓮花般的微笑再次綻放開來,讓看者無不感到輕鬆的笑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAevyHlgqz3C
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『沒有。』小小的手伸過去抓住女性伸出來潔白的右手。9Please respect copyright.PENANAonYshVsYLj
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兩人慢慢的踱步走向木造的日式老建築,和以往藥師寺家或是雪野家那種氣派的房子不同,是更為小巧但做工精緻,顏色單純不多加著墨、裝飾的木頭房子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFr46patGhs
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『媽媽,這裡不是藥師寺本家也不是雪野本家。』說出的不是疑問句而是肯定句,在夏碎的心裡他就只有這兩個地方能去,縱然不論哪一個對於他本身都稱不上是容身之處,反到學校還比較算是。9Please respect copyright.PENANAIjtvU6Rebn
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學校……學校……9Please respect copyright.PENANA9OOoCsuWom
小小的腦袋左晃右晃,他覺得自己好像忘了什麼,但是想不起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAaqJmt7WRTB
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『嗯,都不是,媽媽已經沒有住在那裡了。』溫柔的手牽著夏碎,黑色的髮挽起來用簡單的白色蓮花作為裝飾。9Please respect copyright.PENANAL6QJGO4UyN
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『這樣啊……』喃喃唸著,沒有一絲猶豫他跟著母親走向那棟木頭房子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhEKXe5YMjp
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『夏碎,想進去嗎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANAtUr9pZZcuG
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走到門口時她停了下來,蹲下身認真的看著自己,漂亮的臉在面前放大,烏黑到發亮的柔順黑髮襯著白色的蓮花美到讓人屏息,但真正叫人對她印象深刻的則是那身超脫的氣質,跟蓮花一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPfXTQtSvc0
是的,就跟蓮花一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANARFTwmfCTRL
夏碎在心裡默默的這麼想著,曾經遺忘的母親容顏現在真實的呈現在自己面前。9Please respect copyright.PENANAH0EL9oE0vK
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他迫不及待的想待在她身邊,就和以前一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANAm4iskPELsX
所以他不懂母親怎麼會這樣問。9Please respect copyright.PENANAkqIOH4A7BS
難到她不是和自己一樣,如此的期待相聚的這一刻嗎?9Please respect copyright.PENANAVwMoRATqTF
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『媽媽,不希望我留下來?』夏碎疑惑的詢問著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAc3bQUDnw45
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『嗯嗯。』苦笑著她搖了搖頭,一手撫上心愛孩子的頭摸了摸。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjT7WYfkYDi
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對於她而言,這個見面渴望了許久。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzQMbve75RO
她看著夏碎一天一天、一年一年長大,默默的守護著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxWJTUyl3Ln
當孩子苦讀睡著時想幫他蓋件被子卻做不到、難過默默流淚時好想摸一摸他的頭唱謠籃曲哄他入睡也不行,明明……明明就在身邊啊…9Please respect copyright.PENANAgDGoKm0Fkj
如果可以,她也好希望夏碎留在她身邊,那至少比起將他獨自遺棄在人界受苦孤獨來得好。9Please respect copyright.PENANADVZAdaiyeO
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但是直到有天。9Please respect copyright.PENANAti3AiLqk8T
夏碎外出任務入住在校外的民宿中,不改習慣的研究咒語到深夜不小心睡著,那夜是寒冷的冬日,她望向一旁的淺色毛毯使勁的想拿起攤開蓋在自己的孩子身上……9Please respect copyright.PENANAnt3NbMCN1P
努力了好久卻沒有任何的成效。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1z2fkrd7e2
想流淚的瞬間,從自己後方伸來一雙手,輕輕的攤開毛毯溫柔的覆蓋在夏碎的身上。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzrNGDOsNMp
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她知道他,孩子信賴的搭檔。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdyeY4lo9tA
抬起頭入眼的是神色柔和透著點點清淡光芒的冰炎。9Please respect copyright.PENANA12APrtxrbV
那刻她知道她不用再如此的擔心夏碎,害怕孤單的夏碎沒有人陪了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAfepRo7Qgsj
那雙手會代替她幫夏碎蓋被子,在夏碎痛苦時陪在他身邊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAHdLOZgYrdg
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『那就交給你囉〜』9Please respect copyright.PENANAqvHzqqlmDP
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那時的自己是這麼對著那半精靈這麼說的。9Please respect copyright.PENANAXAS5mh9HPi
一手悄悄的拉起夏碎的手,另一手牽起冰炎的手,慢慢的……慢慢的將其靠在一起。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb6PtKUCbVj
即使知道他們不會感覺到但這是種心意。9Please respect copyright.PENANAphPQ1qTxpB
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那夜兩人睡得安穩。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvLNDfmhbC4
醒來後才發現雙手交握著,且有條紅線纏繞在夏碎的左手小指上,連接到的彼方則是冰炎的右手小指。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPndKoebGTv
那是,願望的具體化。9Please respect copyright.PENANAMRGnVSDzNU
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那時的冰炎和夏碎都還不夠成熟。9Please respect copyright.PENANApMsFbYSiPr
無法正視、發覺到彼此的想法,但她知道沒關係的,他們終究會握著對方的手走下去的。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqvO0fT9ucn
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正因為知道還有個對夏碎來說那麼重要的人。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJTujHQ519e
而那個人也視夏碎為重要的存在,所以說什麼她都不能將孩子留在這……9Please respect copyright.PENANA17SfsxFWdd
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『媽媽?』細細的稚嫩童音將她喚回神,單純的紫色眼睛還再等著自己的回答。9Please respect copyright.PENANAv2jLVhbdgi
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『嗯。』回過神她直視著那雙和自己極其相似的眼,再次溫柔的微笑著摸上夏碎的頭邊開口告訴著他,『媽媽希望你留下來,好久好久不見了。』9Please respect copyright.PENANABngBmDokKs
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說著她將夏碎僅僅擁入懷中,淚水在眼框中打轉。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1lhZdZwJxI
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『但是夏碎是不是忘了什麼,你還不能那麼快來到這裡,知道嗎?』她抱著那懷念許久的小小身軀,現實中的夏碎如今早已高過她,長得英挺有氣魄很值得她驕傲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAeRHqpAxVSe
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但當來到這時都會以當事人及接觸者心中反映的樣子而具象化。9Please respect copyright.PENANAORpYy77oZj
所以和她碰面的夏碎,停留在5、6歲的年紀,而自己也是離開人世前不久的樣子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAKoQW31vhdE
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在夏碎心裏駐足著想對母親撒嬌的心願。9Please respect copyright.PENANANV9yHl5lW6
而自己則是渴望照顧、關懷孩子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAeVjlQthPRI
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『人的歲數不比精靈,但是還是太早了啊〜』她扶著夏碎的肩膀將距離稍微拉開,眼淚早就已經掉了下來,苦澀的笑在嘴邊畫開,輕輕閉上眼她這麼說著:『你現在到這裡來太早了,快回去!』9Please respect copyright.PENANAjPdU9j7Acg
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夏碎疑惑的望向自己的母親,微微抬起手替她擦拭著眼淚。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmfxtyZPHnm
她驚訝的張開眼,旋即又溫柔的笑著,輕輕的抓住那隻幫她擦乾眼淚的手。9Please respect copyright.PENANAf4bLj1D77z
總是這麼溫柔啊〜9Please respect copyright.PENANATIJG1hXyoL
這是她的孩子與生俱來有的個性。9Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ebAMlhMl
是她的孩子─ 藥師寺 夏碎,無人能取代的……自己的孩子啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAFzEWzDrt5j
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『謝謝。』無數想說的話,最終只能化成這兩字。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAMb6ll4hlH
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已經很滿足了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAavE1DG2NAw
能再見面已經很滿足了,得趁著時間還得及時趕快讓他回去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlFC7E0VW1S
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『好了。夏碎不能再拖下去了,快沒時間了。』她眼神變得堅毅,站起身恢復成那個藥師寺家強悍的女人,抓著夏碎的手快步的走向房子前方的水池。9Please respect copyright.PENANAv6B19dCb7L
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『媽…媽媽,不是要回家嗎?』什麼都還沒想起來的夏碎一頭霧水的跟著走。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGljjIt5sqq
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害怕的情緒擴展開來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5dDXKUq21
是不是自己又要被丟下?9Please respect copyright.PENANAECgaFWi6xw
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『……』母親依舊沒有回答他,看著那身紫色頭也不回的樣子,他愈來愈害怕於是手用力的抽開。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGbCbblAa63
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『不要!』9Please respect copyright.PENANATCVrh09Dgo
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還來不及思考話語已經脫口而出。9Please respect copyright.PENANAC5DL1961lo
她維持抓著夏碎的手的樣子沒有回頭,而掌心中的手已經被主人抽回。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPPBNfqt5Du
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『…… 夏碎,你聽好。』她慢慢的轉過身蹲下,臉上是溫柔的微笑,她輕輕的牽起夏碎的雙手搖晃著,『媽媽……媽媽沒有不要你,終有一天…終有一天會再見的,在這裡 再見。你現在還不能待在這,時候還不到,那邊還有人在等你、為了你而打鬥,就只是為了你,所以不可以忘記他。我會在這裡等你回來,好嗎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANAST6Yl2YZ2G
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『那邊是哪邊?』夏碎偏著頭疑惑的詢問。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7qUWrNJA2M
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『你等一下就會想起來了,但相信我你不回去會後悔的。』她又站起身牽起孩子的手,起步要走卻發現掌心中的手的主人遲遲不肯動身,頭低著看不到表情。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzntQiyAO34
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『夏碎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANA1UWgtsEHPn
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隔了半晌。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAmKeNWae10
他抬起頭,眼恢復成單純的色彩,少了疑惑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlGkd0jZgm8
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『我相信母親大人所言。』於是起步向前走,她微微笑著將人帶往水池邊。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJYBZTnNnWQ
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『好了,該說再見了。』她將夏碎的衣服稍微整頓了一下,手指輕柔的拂過他的臉龐又在頭上溫柔的摸了摸,輕輕的抱了孩子一下才不捨的放開,準備要讓他回去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAziH4tYtiqu
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但放手的那刻。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQDEWq7AUzj
一雙小小的手卻抓住自己,不讓她站起身。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJjBp8HhRat
小小的手環繞上她的脖子,緊緊……緊緊的抱著。她驚訝的臉旋即溫柔的笑了起來,雙手也用力抱著那個小小的身軀。9Please respect copyright.PENANARXzwI8Z7p8
好捨不得,好不想放手……但是,足夠了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA9ab6Qqdtog
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『夏碎〜該去囉。』她柔聲的提醒著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGcFM0SB0jX
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『再一下下就好。』倔強的埋在她的頸間,她知道他在哭泣,因為這難得的見面在他的有生之年中可能再也不會有了,想盡量的填補那她存在時會有的溫柔、溫暖和一切,於是她柔和的拍了拍夏碎的肩膀,一下一下穩定的節拍。9Please respect copyright.PENANAwoo3vVFiFW
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然後。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEn3HhLKdHL
響起的是熟悉的搖籃曲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGyRwWBEl7V
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『屋簷下的雪花乖乖睡,睡過冬天到春天。9Please respect copyright.PENANAgVTiVOTTwI
春天之後開出粉雪,吹起的細雪花瓣飛過夏天,我牽著你的手走過沙灘草原,大大的太陽照著小雪,漫天的星星告訴我們東南西北。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbbQaBmTqiM
我們躺在星空下直到秋天,枯萎的花打著哈欠,軟軟的草鋪成了床墊。9Please respect copyright.PENANACfuWlxW0oy
然後你看喔你看,很快的我們回到冬天,白色的細雪轉成大雪,去年的雪人追著我們跑遍白色山原。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2RvWQEQv0s
乖乖的,我們躺在雪地上看著屋簷,屋簷下的雪花乖乖睡,睡過冬天之後又回到春天。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ur3ZvJrP
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孩子在她懷中略微的閉上雙眼。9Please respect copyright.PENANAtLRzJs9Qmq
溫暖的微笑綻放在唇邊。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAesKlhZWOn
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『夏碎要記住噢,我愛你。』輕輕的輕輕的在他臉頰上親吻了一下,接著將人放入水池中,望著夏碎逐漸的被水淹沒下沉,淚水忍不住的奔流而下,但她的唇微微的勾起,像蓮花般的微笑綻放著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAASH7M73VxS
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在水中的夏碎。9Please respect copyright.PENANATk7kFDBYSi
微微睜開眼,他看到自己的母親帶著流著淚的笑臉揮手目送自己而去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoHy2Dw7Se5
於是也微笑對著她揮揮手。9Please respect copyright.PENANACXcCE7TpCv
心如刀割,若可以他想留在那。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzqshPuCvU9
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但他卻不行,原因是什麼卻想不太起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAraC2lyPft9
眼的視線被水遮蔽著,帶著一層模模糊糊的柔和感。9Please respect copyright.PENANAwn1cwz62pX
母親的身形逐漸被一波又一波的水波覆蓋,表情漸漸的看不清楚只剩下朦朦朧朧的身形。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVSSxnm3hOq
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然後他慢慢的想起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqomZrV3EPp
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「冰炎。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAiedWkbCpu6
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是的,他想起來了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAe5u5b7K1BK
摸著口袋,他拿出在帛琉時對方送他的透明紅色玻璃製扁平圓型物品。9Please respect copyright.PENANATCHPkhgWDt
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「冰炎,你會等我回去吧。」他微笑著肯定的這麼說。9Please respect copyright.PENANAyWeUDk7TSP
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他要回去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmTeOerLedz
回去那個體貼卻又狂妄,偶而還會鬧小孩子脾氣的半精靈身邊。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZlFJjXYWb
站在他旁邊和他一起戰鬥。9Please respect copyright.PENANApPCs8ded8H
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那個人的背後只有自己可以站立。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdialtetrVv
而自己的背後也是。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPOCu3iIyeQ
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為了自己的性命,他要戰鬥!
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˙這章是我很喜歡的一章,已經很久沒出現自己這麼喜歡的篇章了。回頭再看和寫得當時一樣感動的難以言喻。9Please respect copyright.PENANAnqIIzrESLc
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˙這章出現了至今為止唯一的一句我愛你,什麼人說、說給誰,這應該也代表了我心中的一些想法和觀點。笑9Please respect copyright.PENANAfnP6dDgp0S
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˙最近坑愈挖愈多,希望能盡量維持每個都一個禮拜更一次  ̄ ▽  ̄9Please respect copyright.PENANAA7ZXhDSnGt
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『夏碎……夏碎…不要睡囉〜回家了。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAfUQfSdqYvV
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一個好聽的女性嗓音在自己正上方響起,揉揉視線還不清楚的眼邊搖搖晃晃的站起身。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1BBeEm3dtb
抬頭他看到和自己一樣的紫眼半蹲著身望著自己,她的臉上有著春暖花開般的微笑,是那種發自內心的笑容,著著紫色為底、粉色櫻花為襯的和服的她站起身,伸出右手到自己面前。9Please respect copyright.PENANApeIvUtY9Gx
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『媽媽……』9Please respect copyright.PENANA9Cj7rbNgyb
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『呵〜夏碎你不會睡到連自己的母親都不認得了吧?』出水蓮花般的微笑再次綻放開來,讓看者無不感到輕鬆的笑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAevyHlgqz3C
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『沒有。』小小的手伸過去抓住女性伸出來潔白的右手。9Please respect copyright.PENANAonYshVsYLj
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兩人慢慢的踱步走向木造的日式老建築,和以往藥師寺家或是雪野家那種氣派的房子不同,是更為小巧但做工精緻,顏色單純不多加著墨、裝飾的木頭房子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFr46patGhs
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『媽媽,這裡不是藥師寺本家也不是雪野本家。』說出的不是疑問句而是肯定句,在夏碎的心裡他就只有這兩個地方能去,縱然不論哪一個對於他本身都稱不上是容身之處,反到學校還比較算是。9Please respect copyright.PENANAIjtvU6Rebn
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學校……學校……9Please respect copyright.PENANA9OOoCsuWom
小小的腦袋左晃右晃,他覺得自己好像忘了什麼,但是想不起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAaqJmt7WRTB
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『嗯,都不是,媽媽已經沒有住在那裡了。』溫柔的手牽著夏碎,黑色的髮挽起來用簡單的白色蓮花作為裝飾。9Please respect copyright.PENANAL6QJGO4UyN
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『這樣啊……』喃喃唸著,沒有一絲猶豫他跟著母親走向那棟木頭房子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhEKXe5YMjp
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『夏碎,想進去嗎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANAtUr9pZZcuG
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走到門口時她停了下來,蹲下身認真的看著自己,漂亮的臉在面前放大,烏黑到發亮的柔順黑髮襯著白色的蓮花美到讓人屏息,但真正叫人對她印象深刻的則是那身超脫的氣質,跟蓮花一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPfXTQtSvc0
是的,就跟蓮花一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANARFTwmfCTRL
夏碎在心裡默默的這麼想著,曾經遺忘的母親容顏現在真實的呈現在自己面前。9Please respect copyright.PENANAH0EL9oE0vK
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他迫不及待的想待在她身邊,就和以前一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANAm4iskPELsX
所以他不懂母親怎麼會這樣問。9Please respect copyright.PENANAkqIOH4A7BS
難到她不是和自己一樣,如此的期待相聚的這一刻嗎?9Please respect copyright.PENANAVwMoRATqTF
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『媽媽,不希望我留下來?』夏碎疑惑的詢問著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAc3bQUDnw45
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『嗯嗯。』苦笑著她搖了搖頭,一手撫上心愛孩子的頭摸了摸。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjT7WYfkYDi
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對於她而言,這個見面渴望了許久。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzQMbve75RO
她看著夏碎一天一天、一年一年長大,默默的守護著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxWJTUyl3Ln
當孩子苦讀睡著時想幫他蓋件被子卻做不到、難過默默流淚時好想摸一摸他的頭唱謠籃曲哄他入睡也不行,明明……明明就在身邊啊…9Please respect copyright.PENANAgDGoKm0Fkj
如果可以,她也好希望夏碎留在她身邊,那至少比起將他獨自遺棄在人界受苦孤獨來得好。9Please respect copyright.PENANADVZAdaiyeO
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但是直到有天。9Please respect copyright.PENANAti3AiLqk8T
夏碎外出任務入住在校外的民宿中,不改習慣的研究咒語到深夜不小心睡著,那夜是寒冷的冬日,她望向一旁的淺色毛毯使勁的想拿起攤開蓋在自己的孩子身上……9Please respect copyright.PENANAnt3NbMCN1P
努力了好久卻沒有任何的成效。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1z2fkrd7e2
想流淚的瞬間,從自己後方伸來一雙手,輕輕的攤開毛毯溫柔的覆蓋在夏碎的身上。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzrNGDOsNMp
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她知道他,孩子信賴的搭檔。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdyeY4lo9tA
抬起頭入眼的是神色柔和透著點點清淡光芒的冰炎。9Please respect copyright.PENANA12APrtxrbV
那刻她知道她不用再如此的擔心夏碎,害怕孤單的夏碎沒有人陪了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAfepRo7Qgsj
那雙手會代替她幫夏碎蓋被子,在夏碎痛苦時陪在他身邊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAHdLOZgYrdg
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『那就交給你囉〜』9Please respect copyright.PENANAqvHzqqlmDP
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那時的自己是這麼對著那半精靈這麼說的。9Please respect copyright.PENANAXAS5mh9HPi
一手悄悄的拉起夏碎的手,另一手牽起冰炎的手,慢慢的……慢慢的將其靠在一起。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb6PtKUCbVj
即使知道他們不會感覺到但這是種心意。9Please respect copyright.PENANAphPQ1qTxpB
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那夜兩人睡得安穩。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvLNDfmhbC4
醒來後才發現雙手交握著,且有條紅線纏繞在夏碎的左手小指上,連接到的彼方則是冰炎的右手小指。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPndKoebGTv
那是,願望的具體化。9Please respect copyright.PENANAMRGnVSDzNU
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那時的冰炎和夏碎都還不夠成熟。9Please respect copyright.PENANApMsFbYSiPr
無法正視、發覺到彼此的想法,但她知道沒關係的,他們終究會握著對方的手走下去的。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqvO0fT9ucn
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正因為知道還有個對夏碎來說那麼重要的人。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJTujHQ519e
而那個人也視夏碎為重要的存在,所以說什麼她都不能將孩子留在這……9Please respect copyright.PENANA17SfsxFWdd
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『媽媽?』細細的稚嫩童音將她喚回神,單純的紫色眼睛還再等著自己的回答。9Please respect copyright.PENANAv2jLVhbdgi
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『嗯。』回過神她直視著那雙和自己極其相似的眼,再次溫柔的微笑著摸上夏碎的頭邊開口告訴著他,『媽媽希望你留下來,好久好久不見了。』9Please respect copyright.PENANABngBmDokKs
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說著她將夏碎僅僅擁入懷中,淚水在眼框中打轉。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1lhZdZwJxI
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『但是夏碎是不是忘了什麼,你還不能那麼快來到這裡,知道嗎?』她抱著那懷念許久的小小身軀,現實中的夏碎如今早已高過她,長得英挺有氣魄很值得她驕傲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAeRHqpAxVSe
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但當來到這時都會以當事人及接觸者心中反映的樣子而具象化。9Please respect copyright.PENANAORpYy77oZj
所以和她碰面的夏碎,停留在5、6歲的年紀,而自己也是離開人世前不久的樣子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAKoQW31vhdE
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在夏碎心裏駐足著想對母親撒嬌的心願。9Please respect copyright.PENANANV9yHl5lW6
而自己則是渴望照顧、關懷孩子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAeVjlQthPRI
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『人的歲數不比精靈,但是還是太早了啊〜』她扶著夏碎的肩膀將距離稍微拉開,眼淚早就已經掉了下來,苦澀的笑在嘴邊畫開,輕輕閉上眼她這麼說著:『你現在到這裡來太早了,快回去!』9Please respect copyright.PENANAjPdU9j7Acg
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夏碎疑惑的望向自己的母親,微微抬起手替她擦拭著眼淚。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmfxtyZPHnm
她驚訝的張開眼,旋即又溫柔的笑著,輕輕的抓住那隻幫她擦乾眼淚的手。9Please respect copyright.PENANAf4bLj1D77z
總是這麼溫柔啊〜9Please respect copyright.PENANATIJG1hXyoL
這是她的孩子與生俱來有的個性。9Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ebAMlhMl
是她的孩子─ 藥師寺 夏碎,無人能取代的……自己的孩子啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAFzEWzDrt5j
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『謝謝。』無數想說的話,最終只能化成這兩字。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAMb6ll4hlH
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已經很滿足了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAavE1DG2NAw
能再見面已經很滿足了,得趁著時間還得及時趕快讓他回去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlFC7E0VW1S
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『好了。夏碎不能再拖下去了,快沒時間了。』她眼神變得堅毅,站起身恢復成那個藥師寺家強悍的女人,抓著夏碎的手快步的走向房子前方的水池。9Please respect copyright.PENANAv6B19dCb7L
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『媽…媽媽,不是要回家嗎?』什麼都還沒想起來的夏碎一頭霧水的跟著走。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGljjIt5sqq
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害怕的情緒擴展開來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5dDXKUq21
是不是自己又要被丟下?9Please respect copyright.PENANAECgaFWi6xw
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『……』母親依舊沒有回答他,看著那身紫色頭也不回的樣子,他愈來愈害怕於是手用力的抽開。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGbCbblAa63
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『不要!』9Please respect copyright.PENANATCVrh09Dgo
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還來不及思考話語已經脫口而出。9Please respect copyright.PENANAC5DL1961lo
她維持抓著夏碎的手的樣子沒有回頭,而掌心中的手已經被主人抽回。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPPBNfqt5Du
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『…… 夏碎,你聽好。』她慢慢的轉過身蹲下,臉上是溫柔的微笑,她輕輕的牽起夏碎的雙手搖晃著,『媽媽……媽媽沒有不要你,終有一天…終有一天會再見的,在這裡 再見。你現在還不能待在這,時候還不到,那邊還有人在等你、為了你而打鬥,就只是為了你,所以不可以忘記他。我會在這裡等你回來,好嗎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANAST6Yl2YZ2G
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『那邊是哪邊?』夏碎偏著頭疑惑的詢問。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7qUWrNJA2M
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『你等一下就會想起來了,但相信我你不回去會後悔的。』她又站起身牽起孩子的手,起步要走卻發現掌心中的手的主人遲遲不肯動身,頭低著看不到表情。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzntQiyAO34
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『夏碎?』9Please respect copyright.PENANA1UWgtsEHPn
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隔了半晌。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAmKeNWae10
他抬起頭,眼恢復成單純的色彩,少了疑惑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlGkd0jZgm8
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『我相信母親大人所言。』於是起步向前走,她微微笑著將人帶往水池邊。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJYBZTnNnWQ
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『好了,該說再見了。』她將夏碎的衣服稍微整頓了一下,手指輕柔的拂過他的臉龐又在頭上溫柔的摸了摸,輕輕的抱了孩子一下才不捨的放開,準備要讓他回去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAziH4tYtiqu
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但放手的那刻。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQDEWq7AUzj
一雙小小的手卻抓住自己,不讓她站起身。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJjBp8HhRat
小小的手環繞上她的脖子,緊緊……緊緊的抱著。她驚訝的臉旋即溫柔的笑了起來,雙手也用力抱著那個小小的身軀。9Please respect copyright.PENANARXzwI8Z7p8
好捨不得,好不想放手……但是,足夠了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA9ab6Qqdtog
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『夏碎〜該去囉。』她柔聲的提醒著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGcFM0SB0jX
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『再一下下就好。』倔強的埋在她的頸間,她知道他在哭泣,因為這難得的見面在他的有生之年中可能再也不會有了,想盡量的填補那她存在時會有的溫柔、溫暖和一切,於是她柔和的拍了拍夏碎的肩膀,一下一下穩定的節拍。9Please respect copyright.PENANAwoo3vVFiFW
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然後。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEn3HhLKdHL
響起的是熟悉的搖籃曲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGyRwWBEl7V
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『屋簷下的雪花乖乖睡,睡過冬天到春天。9Please respect copyright.PENANAgVTiVOTTwI
春天之後開出粉雪,吹起的細雪花瓣飛過夏天,我牽著你的手走過沙灘草原,大大的太陽照著小雪,漫天的星星告訴我們東南西北。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbbQaBmTqiM
我們躺在星空下直到秋天,枯萎的花打著哈欠,軟軟的草鋪成了床墊。9Please respect copyright.PENANACfuWlxW0oy
然後你看喔你看,很快的我們回到冬天,白色的細雪轉成大雪,去年的雪人追著我們跑遍白色山原。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2RvWQEQv0s
乖乖的,我們躺在雪地上看著屋簷,屋簷下的雪花乖乖睡,睡過冬天之後又回到春天。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ur3ZvJrP
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孩子在她懷中略微的閉上雙眼。9Please respect copyright.PENANAtLRzJs9Qmq
溫暖的微笑綻放在唇邊。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAesKlhZWOn
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『夏碎要記住噢,我愛你。』輕輕的輕輕的在他臉頰上親吻了一下,接著將人放入水池中,望著夏碎逐漸的被水淹沒下沉,淚水忍不住的奔流而下,但她的唇微微的勾起,像蓮花般的微笑綻放著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAASH7M73VxS
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在水中的夏碎。9Please respect copyright.PENANATk7kFDBYSi
微微睜開眼,他看到自己的母親帶著流著淚的笑臉揮手目送自己而去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoHy2Dw7Se5
於是也微笑對著她揮揮手。9Please respect copyright.PENANACXcCE7TpCv
心如刀割,若可以他想留在那。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzqshPuCvU9
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但他卻不行,原因是什麼卻想不太起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAraC2lyPft9
眼的視線被水遮蔽著,帶著一層模模糊糊的柔和感。9Please respect copyright.PENANAwn1cwz62pX
母親的身形逐漸被一波又一波的水波覆蓋,表情漸漸的看不清楚只剩下朦朦朧朧的身形。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVSSxnm3hOq
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然後他慢慢的想起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqomZrV3EPp
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「冰炎。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAiedWkbCpu6
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是的,他想起來了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAe5u5b7K1BK
摸著口袋,他拿出在帛琉時對方送他的透明紅色玻璃製扁平圓型物品。9Please respect copyright.PENANATCHPkhgWDt
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「冰炎,你會等我回去吧。」他微笑著肯定的這麼說。9Please respect copyright.PENANAyWeUDk7TSP
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他要回去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmTeOerLedz
回去那個體貼卻又狂妄,偶而還會鬧小孩子脾氣的半精靈身邊。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZlFJjXYWb
站在他旁邊和他一起戰鬥。9Please respect copyright.PENANApPCs8ded8H
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那個人的背後只有自己可以站立。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdialtetrVv
而自己的背後也是。9Please respect copyright.PENANAPOCu3iIyeQ
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為了自己的性命,他要戰鬥!
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