那時候的我是處於比較低潮的時候。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ugQGpdqYf
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我發了一個夢，361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZOHBtEIEk
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夢裡的我很想死，361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtBq1uOfZS
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但我卻發現自己擁有了不死之身。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMqhnb3uee
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在夢裡用了很多方法嘗試自殺但傷口卻在我感覺自己快死時奇蹟癒合。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUElaUtpovT
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自殺時那種感覺是真切的痛，即使在夢中亦會感受到刀片在手腕的肉裡移動，血液慢慢從身體中抽離那種痛不欲生的感覺。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPkUTDIrs5
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每次承受這些痛時都想著沒關係，再忍一下，死了就不會痛苦了，但它卻慢慢癒合。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsonGhb95ah
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這種感覺真是生不如死。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50hsqip37a
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在絕望中我開始不斷向路人請求他們殺死我，但沒有人理會我。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj69VrqV3yU
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於是我坐在街上哭，那時候有一位先生經過說他可以完成我的願望，然後他也讓我死了。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR24sQzZ9D
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死了的我看見家人在我喪禮上痛哭，心也一下一下的抽痛著。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtEheEi7n8
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看見自己剛出生的那天，看見自己笑。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4l1aRK63g
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那一剎那我不想死了。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasRqCtdIOM
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冷靜下來之後覺得自己真的好衝動，受了一點點挫折就想死。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCnsfkJbsj
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我又開始哭，哭累了抬起頭發現自己在漆黑的房間內，那個先生坐在我身旁對我說“嗯，死了就什麼都沒有了”361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEA7OcfntS
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然後我就醒了。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF0sqT8Whm
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那天不用上學我就這樣睡到下午一點多，即使家人在罵我遲起床，但我卻覺得能活著真好，至少可以在生活中發現美好。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHC1iGNHbN
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對以前的我就是那麼悲觀但……最可怕的是我竟然忘記那位先生的樣子了(๑ १д१)如果是個帥哥的話怎麼辦！361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOxcOYwB8b
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