接下來,香姨拉著我找了一個位置坐下,然後分享了她跟June爺爺的故事。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAitWu4eUbmb
一個,似是只會出現在電影或電視之中的故事。
「呢個故事要由1922年嘅廣州佛山開始講起。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAhVmG8VdOp8
嗰一年喺佛山二牛村有兩家人同時生咗小朋友,王家生咗一個女,爸爸媽媽為佢改名做「王香」,亦都即係我;而另一家人,陳家就生咗一個男仔,個名叫做「陳詳」,亦都即係June嘅爺爺。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAyEdJgHRzzW
其實本身我哋王陳兩家人係村入面嘅關係已經好好,而咁啱仲要兩家人一齊有咗BB,所以自然就令我哋兩家人親上加親。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAx0Hnf0IDZt
嗰個年代,其實父母之命嘅婚姻仲係好普遍,所以我同阿詳嘅爸爸媽媽一早已經傾好,等我哋兩個大個之後就會成婚,等佢哋兩家人真係可以做埋親家。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAe02ImhMx0e
或者係因為兩家人實在太熟,所以我同阿詳基本上就係對方由細到大嘅好朋友,玩又一齊,打交又一齊,簡單啲講,就係青梅竹馬。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAce2kxykPTD
嗰時大家都無諗過要唔要結婚,但係當你每日嘅生活入面都有住對方嘅時候,你好自然就會覺得生命之中有對方係必然嘅。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAlxCfMycHRY
直到有一日,當我發現原來佢係有可能會消失嘅時候,我先發現,原來呢個世界係無必然嘅存在。」2094Please respect copyright.PENANAbJByQwTb9v
聽香姨把故事說到這裡,我不期然地想到了阿晴。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA4yweqpXFXk
阿晴由中二開始,就走進了我的生命中。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAbsqoqsXFmi
即使她只是我每天上課時的玩伴,或是我課餘時的好友,但長年累月之後,她的陪伴、同在、傾談、笑顏,一一都成為了我生命中必然的存在。2094Please respect copyright.PENANABAOugnnIca
或者,會否就像香姨所說,阿晴的出現就是為了向我證明,世上並沒有必然這回事?
「時間要跳到1938年。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAeavME855VR
嗰一年,我同阿詳都十六歲,本應仲應該係無憂無慮嘅青春日子,就俾一場抗日戰爭打亂咗。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAX5I64GBQMp
我好記得嗰年嘅四月,當時我仲係農田度幫緊手收割,點知我家姐突然好急咁跑翻嚟同我講,話我爸爸、仲有阿詳同埋幾個我哋嘅朋友都要走啦。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA17JqexuSVy
當時,我都未明白我家姐講緊咩,我只係記得我一聽到阿詳要走,我就係咁跑係咁跑,一直跟家姐跑到村口。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAmtTMI9i3Hd
喺村口,我見到差唔多全村嘅男人都上哂車,而我媽媽已經攬實我爸爸喊到收唔到聲。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAUdSu9otwOM
我聽到身邊好多人講,呢架車,係要車哂啲男人上前線打日本仔。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAWc44H8MawL
而我哋每個人都知,上得前線就預咗九死一生。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAOqSB1xpEZN
所以呢一刻,其實就已經係生離死別。
我好唔容易咁搵到上咗車嘅阿詳,嗰一刻,我見到佢喺到一直四圍望,直到見到我嘅時候對眼先停低咗。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAS8qYj5uyyb
阿詳本身就係一個唔多講嘢嘅人,而喺嗰一刻,佢更加講唔到嘢。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA6TBbtHjVhk
我記得佢一望到我,即刻就跳咗落車,然後攬住咗我。2094Please respect copyright.PENANApfHVIjtIGz
喺呢一個擁抱之前,其實我哋一直都無講過咩兒女私情嘅感情事,但或者因為大家都知道呢一刻再唔講,可能以後就無機會再講。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA7Su97XfWaR
所以,嗰時我都係咩都無講,只係靜靜地咁由得佢攬住我,同埋用佢件衫嚟抹眼淚。
喺佢再跳上車之前,佢望住我,好認真咁講咁一句:「等我,我會翻嚟娶你。」2094Please respect copyright.PENANAyejK9S4xRX
其實有邊個會知打仗打到幾時啊?2094Please respect copyright.PENANADJ3S4sO8q1
而家諗翻,其實佢都係想安慰我,但係嗰刻嘅我咩都無諗,只係一心一意咁等佢翻嚟。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAscMpFoYh1D
結果,當然佢再無翻過嚟。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAk1CsXLpQAU
而係同一年嘅十月,廣州俾日本仔攻陷咗。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAuk99neZvKF
好彩我哋一家有人脈,係淪陷之前坐船落咗嚟香港暫避,先叫做有一時嘅平安。2094Please respect copyright.PENANArdHEEhCgFs
係香港嘅我,其實仲係好掛住阿詳,雖然心裡面明知佢兇多吉少,但始終就係放唔低佢。2094Please respect copyright.PENANADhKNUqab5b
講真,一個人由每一日都對住,變成完全消失係自己嘅生命入面,呢種感覺,就好似個身體失去咗一部分,無論點都會覺得有啲唔自在。」2094Please respect copyright.PENANAymARCxppKM
我一邊聽著香姨的故事,內心卻一邊想到阿晴。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAME9MXvgrBR
即使我與阿晴的關係遠遠不及香姨跟阿詳的經歷深厚,我卻對香姨的那份感覺身同感受。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA1QAGIDgW3X
自從阿晴與他人在一起開始,我的身體也好像缺少了一部分。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA6j8fXADZDa
那一部分,或者就是心臟吧。
「到咗我廿三歲嗰年,我個心對阿詳嘅期望就跟住抗日戰爭一齊完咗。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAod3mOyplbn
或者你會問,點解我唔再等落去呢,或者打完仗就會搵到佢呢?2094Please respect copyright.PENANAriSljEPraC
但其實我想話你聽,係嗰一個年代,二十歲都未結到婚嘅女人,已經足以俾人評頭品足。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAYejkpdquzy
即使係俾人點話都好,我都一直堅持住要等阿詳。2094Please respect copyright.PENANARWwD15Y60l
但係我由十六歲等到廿三歲,等到外人唔單止對我,更加對我嘅家人說三道四,我就明白,我係時候要做決定。2094Please respect copyright.PENANALXxJ4MtRJ8
最後,我嫁咗俾一個小工廠嘅太子爺,生活尚算係唔錯。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAtUlch8FlSX
係舒服而平安嘅生活之下,我以為呢個將會係我往後人生嘅寫照。2094Please respect copyright.PENANABM1PohSOtx
但係到我三十歲嘅時候,命運就同我開咗一個最大嘅玩笑。
當時嘅我,正喺醫院休息,準備生第三個小朋友。2094Please respect copyright.PENANASODxiWQxPD
就係我訓係床上面休息嘅時候,我突然聽到隔離床傳嚟好熟悉嘅廣東口音。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAWYs6sX48VC
我好奇咁望過去,我估唔到,我竟然見到嘅係拖住一個小朋友係病床旁邊陪住一個女人嘅阿詳。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAG8yakbAOP4
嗰一刻嘅感覺,又開心,又心酸。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAIyKkuVv19D
開心,係因為一個曾經對自己最重要嘅人竟然死裡逃生。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA1Afj9mTwAW
心酸,係因為兩個曾經以為會同自己建立家庭嘅人,今日再遇嘅時候竟然已經各有家庭。
雖然心酸,但係既然難得遇翻一個生命中咁重要嘅人,我覺得都算係一份緣分。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAcf8N3HIhEP
所以,我就同佢相認咗。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAjc4mqUApNc
我好記得,佢聽到我叫佢個名,然後望到我大住肚訓係病床上面嘅時候嘅表情。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAPhPq6gvE2P
佢嗰刻無驚訝,無出聲。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA7zALr0Vtqp
佢只係望實咗我嘅肚,微微一笑,然後眼角流咗一滴眼淚出嚟。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAn7T1qyc2dD
我無問佢到底嗰一刻有咩心情,因為我覺得,或者永遠都唔會有詞語可以形容到。
相遇翻之後,我哋都向對方講翻呢十幾年嘅經歷。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAKLh7lyPoEk
阿詳佢當年入伍,可惜中國軍一路敗退,所以佢只可以同幾個朋友一路逃走。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA1M8B5H9gdt
佢曾經逃走過翻去二牛村想搵翻我,可惜當時嘅二牛村一早就被日本仔攻陷哂,所以全條村已經無哂人。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAqSO1MgEzFS
一個親人都無嘅佢就咁流落嚟香港,係戰後開始去碼頭做下咕喱。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAASf4aMfis6
因為佢份人夠老實勤力,所以好得老闆歡心同信任,到後來更加將個女嫁咗俾佢,結果,就出現咗我遇上佢同佢家庭嘅一幕。
難得我哋咁都撞翻,其實我哋兩邊嘅家人都好為我哋高興,所以亦都因為咁啱兩家人都有小朋友,所以就自然熟絡起嚟。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAUBHI3ZM5RI
之後,我哋時不時都有兩家人一齊嘅家庭聚會,一齊玩,一齊傾計,一齊學下點教仔。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAuWJuikkJd0
呢一切嘅生活瑣事,我曾經都幻想過會同阿詳一一完成。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA2M8hIhBjIC
但係到最後,我哋都只可以係對方見證下,同另一個人完成。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAwAXiJOjEWV
或者,呢啲就係所謂現實嘅無奈啦。
就係咁,我同阿詳用好朋友嘅身份相處咗幾十年。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA52ZR6BEtOM
相處到阿詳老婆十幾年前過咗身,我同我老公就開始多咗陪阿詳。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAraexx73cwa
而直到幾年前我老公都過埋身,加上阿詳有咗腦退化,就變咗我負責係老人院度照顧阿詳。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAaaDuUvDNRk
原本睇住阿詳慢慢忘記身邊所有嘢,而我都差唔多九十歲啦,我諗住呢個咁平凡同普通嘅發展,將會係我同佢之間嘅結局。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA0sEH9Q96x4
點知,就係一切似係走向平淡嘅時候,意外就發生咗。」
香姨說到這裡時刻意頓了一頓,害我滿滿的好奇心馬上抱怨起來。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAgyygaeE5x3
香姨看著我著急的樣子,笑了笑,便把話繼續說下去。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA600XKfHdQk
「係今年2012年嘅八月,亦都即係四個月之後,發生咗一件事。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAKPQh5vMC6I
嗰日本來無咩特別,我同阿詳好似平時咁喺老人院外面嘅公園散下步。2094Please respect copyright.PENANACPshlYObZ6
點知散步嘅時候,突然有一個小朋友唔知係邊度衝咗出嚟。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA9DniQrTUrp
呢一衝,咁啱撞到我,令到我個人向後跌。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA069L4oBXyK
我嗰一下咩都無諗,反而係即刻放開咗本身扶住阿詳嘅手。2094Please respect copyright.PENANA43yg3JK08g
事後我諗翻,或者我拉實阿詳,可能我唔會跌得咁應。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAJk6IHbrvYu
但嗰一刻應該係我自己下意識怕會拉跌佢,所以寧願鬆開手。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9Zjc5uD5k
結果,我後腦落地,當場死亡。2094Please respect copyright.PENANAvYKH7JH4Sb
而奇蹟,亦都係呢個時候出現。」