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No Plagiarism!a2C1hT4VeNM1BsEZXdzQposted on PENANA 當作什麼都是徒勞時,我會去對街的小巷,買一些「快樂」。8964 copyright protection62PENANAMrMx2HAutZ 維尼
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無論是被毆打時,或者是被關在漆黑的房間時,只要吃一顆快樂,就能夠舒服不少。8964 copyright protection62PENANAYlVCpCKVSL 維尼
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「這也是我們的愛啊。」他們總是這麼說,但手中的藤條與皮帶卻總是沒有停過。8964 copyright protection62PENANAlkHUtuAvcO 維尼
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他們總是在快把我打死之前,就把我關起來,雖然身上有很多傷,但卻也不至於死亡。8964 copyright protection62PENANAeudNUZ5jYC 維尼
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這樣的才不是愛。8964 copyright protection62PENANAhkrDkc1LjE 維尼
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愛應該要是閃閃發光的,能夠為了他人付出一切,能夠接納他的所有,這才是愛。8964 copyright protection62PENANAPcxuyCG1IL 維尼
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不過,我早已放棄那樣的東西。8964 copyright protection62PENANALjU6l06x8O 維尼
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若這是故事,早已用我的死迎接了結局。8964 copyright protection62PENANAX2DTfWfzK6 維尼
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若這是音樂,早已用我的逝去劃休止符。8964 copyright protection62PENANAdGISJ7AXzg 維尼
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然而,這就是我的現世,只連接著無盡的苦痛與現實。8964 copyright protection62PENANAJSIlbWnAd0 維尼
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不斷被抽打、被關起來的日常持續著,望不到結束的那天。8964 copyright protection62PENANAJdflYMYeba 維尼
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然而,機會總是會造訪。8964 copyright protection62PENANAUoG5iBKxvO 維尼
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惡魔與幽魂雙雙倒去,箝制羽翼的枷鎖不在,我終於能展翅飛翔。8964 copyright protection62PENANAJWXMYQNLzo 維尼
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走在熟悉又陌生的道路上,我又下意識地想要去買快樂。8964 copyright protection62PENANAsOiF9tGc4g 維尼
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「喂!那邊那個!」8964 copyright protection62PENANAhNWyQDVbly 維尼
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有個手中拿著小刀的男子叫住了我。8964 copyright protection62PENANAiMs83vhEhg 維尼
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「老實點,把錢拿出來吧。」8964 copyright protection62PENANAAkXRg5VcYg 維尼
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「錢……?」8964 copyright protection62PENANAwSq8wSIV7U 維尼
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男子不怎麼開心地看向我。8964 copyright protection62PENANAyaG1evjqjH 維尼
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「對啦,不想吃苦頭的話,就快交出來。」8964 copyright protection62PENANA5MYKasUqbT 維尼
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「你有……愛著的人嗎?」8964 copyright protection62PENANAHsgBfGFCJI 維尼
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「啥?」男子一臉莫名地看著我。「你到底在說什麼?」8964 copyright protection62PENANAyiQLRGUxCG 維尼
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「有沒有,可以先回答我嗎?」8964 copyright protection62PENANAOm59cuqbnH 維尼
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「怎麼可能會有那種東西嘛!」8964 copyright protection62PENANArPLX1GSmPo 維尼
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一個瞬間,他的臉孔在我的眼中,被劃上了大大的紅色叉叉。8964 copyright protection62PENANA3iL0loQ8PL 維尼
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這傢伙也不行嗎?8964 copyright protection62PENANAf9eWN3isdO 維尼
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「這樣不行啊……」8964 copyright protection62PENANAYMd54vl4AU 維尼
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我伸出手,握住了他的刀刃。8964 copyright protection62PENANAHFt84q8M5p 維尼
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熟悉的觸感,搭配上從傷口中流出的鮮紅……8964 copyright protection62PENANA4n9DqZHI6E 維尼
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一切、一切都讓人感到懷念。8964 copyright protection62PENANAjaQgucVwlk 維尼
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「這種骯髒事,要為了所愛之人做才行啊。」8964 copyright protection62PENANAWgnBOQ2hsu 維尼
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他鬆手了,刀刃就這麼卡在我的手掌中。8964 copyright protection62PENANA3EuiiwKrML 維尼
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「為了愛啊,我認為可以去欺騙、去犯罪、去奪取,甚至去殺害都可以。」8964 copyright protection62PENANAadDYSAhGKh 維尼
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將刀刃從傷口取下,我握緊了那把小刀。8964 copyright protection62PENANAWFalzPpORP 維尼
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「奇……奇怪的傢伙……」8964 copyright protection62PENANAOM5VczZXbE 維尼
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原本跟我要錢的男子,現在轉頭就跑。8964 copyright protection62PENANARwfLucQI7N 維尼
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「啊哈哈哈,要玩捉迷藏嗎?終於可以輪到我當鬼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection62PENANA6tDdYkPsL6 維尼
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老實說我還挺開心的,因為以前總是我被迫躲起來。8964 copyright protection62PENANAE8Z2xy02kS 維尼
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我一邊笑著,一邊追了上去。8964 copyright protection62PENANA1HBIq5vRSy 維尼
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最後,我看到縮在牆角的他。8964 copyright protection62PENANAaEgeQc1FjG 維尼
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「找 到 你 囉。」8964 copyright protection62PENANAWnt73kV6B7 維尼
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一個一個字的說著。不過,找到之後應該要做什麼?8964 copyright protection62PENANAXMxILBCorR 維尼
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我以前被找到的時候,總是會被毒打一頓,這就是那樣的遊戲對吧。8964 copyright protection62PENANAAGa5yFVqPr 維尼
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我望著手中的小刀,沒想到他連遊戲道具都準備好了。8964 copyright protection62PENANAqROvJzcv7L 維尼
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「那接下來就是懲罰單元了,對吧?」8964 copyright protection62PENANAh55PmblbmU 維尼
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我將小刀揮下。8964 copyright protection62PENANAaQsT7L1bO5 維尼
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在懲罰的過程中,我嚐到了比被懲罰還要舒服的感覺。8964 copyright protection62PENANAw9gHWkKA2a 維尼
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就好像知道自己該做些什麼一樣,身體比起思考先做出了行動。8964 copyright protection62PENANAxfcFA4mee7 維尼
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不斷重複著戳刺與拔出的動作,這就是父母教會我的愛嗎?8964 copyright protection62PENANAGrCmu5aEIY 維尼
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好溫暖的手,但他的表情卻又如此冰冷。8964 copyright protection62PENANAyxbxR4bH6L 維尼
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我就這樣一直跟他玩著,玩到他再也不能動為止。8964 copyright protection62PENANAC4Nl1kEALu 維尼
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「啊,玩得太過火了。」8964 copyright protection62PENANAgo0UZL7REE 維尼
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拍拍手,將手上的污漬拍落。8964 copyright protection62PENANAu3tIljbaRs 維尼
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「這樣應該也不用關起來了吧?」8964 copyright protection62PENANAgK47m812c5 維尼
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我就這樣把他放在現場了。8964 copyright protection62PENANAm9YhdimCZ2 維尼
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不過,漸漸的我發現,快樂不再讓我快樂起來了。8964 copyright protection62PENANAkoDDMIGFM6 維尼
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應該說,已經不能再滿足我了。8964 copyright protection62PENANAuWMZGJnlrn 維尼
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自從體驗過懲罰他人的感覺之後,好像其他東西都不能再讓我開心起來了。8964 copyright protection62PENANAil5xDZJKtR 維尼
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所以,懲罰他人就是愛的表現嗎?8964 copyright protection62PENANAtMz3ynBQEL 維尼
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問題的後面,總是接著另一個問題。8964 copyright protection62PENANATd7ICxFnOq 維尼
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我愛我自己嗎?8964 copyright protection62PENANAgIjzzTddTI 維尼
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不知道。8964 copyright protection62PENANA2Z7ogDL7iE 維尼
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那就試試看吧?8964 copyright protection62PENANAU0m1OhSerA 維尼
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於是,我拿起小刀,往我的手臂割去。8964 copyright protection62PENANA6yBpVymXH8 維尼
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看著流淌而出的鮮血與滿溢而出的疼痛感,我不禁大笑出聲。8964 copyright protection62PENANAqItwrK43em 維尼
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從來沒有一種感覺讓我這麼興奮過。8964 copyright protection62PENANAHov5tV8J88 維尼
66Please respect copyright.PENANAdUOWjNZszo
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於是,我開始嘗試著各種方法。8964 copyright protection62PENANA0UX078hn3M 維尼
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撕扯自己的頭髮,拔去自己的指甲,用鐵鎚敲打自己的手指。8964 copyright protection62PENANAhrIO8aQfmh 維尼
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然而,當某天再次用小刀娛樂時,卻發現已經不如以往快樂了。8964 copyright protection62PENANARmkwMOZADM 維尼
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「還不夠……」8964 copyright protection62PENANAxiKmJSiJVs 維尼
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痛覺不能被習慣,但能把它變成快感。8964 copyright protection62PENANA5sLI3b3iWO 維尼
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而現在這份快感快被習慣了,再這樣下去只會留下苦痛而已。8964 copyright protection62PENANArrX1fuffEj 維尼
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還不夠……不滿足……8964 copyright protection62PENANAAWRTmNxQxU 維尼
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還要更多,更多更多才行……8964 copyright protection62PENANAGRua3MkcZv 維尼
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風險與疼痛,最後導出的結果,就是填了五發子彈的左輪手槍。8964 copyright protection62PENANAyQlEmX7jrH 維尼
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俄羅斯輪盤?是叫這樣的東西對吧——8964 copyright protection62PENANAFkkBeGcLZz 維尼
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只抽掉一發子彈,因為這樣能受到更多疼痛與刺激的機率比較高。8964 copyright protection62PENANAJHHpE8U5rj 維尼
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如果中了六分之一的機率,就能活下來想更刺激的娛樂方式……8964 copyright protection62PENANA893RTC0tLO 維尼
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無論是哪個,都具有迷人的吸引力啊。8964 copyright protection62PENANA1E4MQ3gaFM 維尼
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拿起槍,轉動槍膛,對準了太陽穴。8964 copyright protection62PENANAeyHDXm8kj9 維尼
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我扣下了板機……8964 copyright protection62PENANATsDSYNhIqu 維尼
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