Summary: Set in S2-5. Just a Delena songfic.
*Fifty Shades Of Grayson*
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
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It was a dismal night, as Damon and Elena stood in front of each other in the living room at the Salvatore boarding house.
“So why are you still here?” he questioned her. “I’m bad, Elena. I am bad for you. So why wouldn’t you have run away from me as far away from me as humanly possible?”
“Because I love you, Damon,” she simply answered him. “Because I chose you and because I stand by my choice.”
“Well, now I’m choosing. And I’m choosing to let you go,” he replied.
“What?” she whispered. “No, Damon.”
“I’m choosing to not have to think about how you must feel every time some ghost from my past comes into our life. I’m choosing to relieve you of having to defend me of every awful thing I’ve ever done.”
“Stop acting like I’m perfect,” she replied. “Damon, I’ve done horrible things too. You think I’m going to stand here and judge you after I find out that you’ve been tortured for five years?”
“Stop defending me!” he yelled at her. “I won’t change what I am. I can’t. But I refuse to change you,” he said, before walking away, leaving her in the living room.
*Home*
You can go and tell them
Tell them all I know now
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
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It was a dismal night, as Elena sat against a pillar on the ground in a building, sobbing, having heard that the spell had been stopped before Damon could pass through Bonnie to come back to life. He was stuck on the Other Side and there was no way to start the spell again. It was too late.
Damon’s ghost came to see her.
She felt a touch and knew that it was Damon.
“Please, don’t leave me,” she sobbed.
“I don’t have a choice,” he said, though she couldn’t hear or see him and he knew it. “You were the best thing that ever happened to me,” he added.
*Bloodlines*
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
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It was a beautiful day, as Damon drove through Georgia with Elena in the passenger seat. He’d taken her with him, since he’d been on his way when he’d rescued her from the car crash a vampire had caused her to have.
“Am I going to be safe with you?” Elena asked him.
“Yes,” he replied.
“And you promise not to use the mind-control thing on me?” she questioned.
“Yes,” he said again.
*The Descent*
And when all is done
There is nothing to say
And if you’re done embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
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It was a dismal night, as Damon stood in front of a human girl in the middle of the desolate road, confessing to her, his secret that he’d never told anyone.
“I’m not human and I miss it. I miss it more than anything in the world! That is my secret. But there’s only so much more hurt I can take.”
A moment later, he fed on and killed her.
*Graduation*
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
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It was a dismal night, as Elena and Damon stood in the living room, in front of each other.
“I wanted to apologize,” Damon stated.
“Good,” she replied.
“Let me finish. I said I wanted to. And then I realized, I’m not sorry,” he informed her.
“You would rather die than be human, and you expect me to be okay with that?”
“I didn’t say you were supposed to be okay with that. I just said that I’m not sorry. But you know what I really am? Selfish. Because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I’d rather die than be human. I’d rather die right now than to spend a handful of years with you, only to lose you when I’m too old and sick and miserable and you’re still you. I’d rather die right now, than to spend my last final years, remembering how good I had it and how happy I was, because that’s who I am, Elena. And I’m not going to change. And there’s no apology in the world that encompasses all the reasons that I am wrong for you,” he replied to her.
“Fine. Then I’m not sorry, either. I’m not sorry that I met you. I’m not sorry that knowing you has made me question everything. That in death, you’re the one that made me feel the most alive. You’ve been a terrible person. You’ve made all the wrong choices, and out of all the wrong choices that I have made, this will prove to be the worst one, but I am not sorry that I’m in love with you. I love you, Damon,” she replied.
They looked at each other in silence for a moment, before kissing.
*American Gothic*
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken, ooh, ooh, ooh
I hoped would be
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
Impossible
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It was a beautiful day, as Damon and Elena stood in a room with each other.
“Then why tell me that you’re in love with me? Why tell me that I’m the most real thing you’ve felt in your life?” he questioned her.
“I told you that because I was sired to you, Damon, and now that I’m not, I know none of it was real, but if you still think it was, maybe you need help with your emotions. Not me.”
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