I was shocked, and was unable to move after listening to those words. "Aayu???" "Aayana baby" Shikha and our our caretaker Lata aunty called me, which gained everyone's attention and seeing me standing there they all were shocked as well as nervous. Obviously they would be nervous after all that they were doing just now that to without my acceptance. "Aayu" Vansh bhai called me and that was trigger to my inner thoughts which made me burst out. "WHAT THE" "HOW CAN YOU WITHOUT ASKING ME" " AM I BURDEN TO YOU ALL NOW THAT YOU ALL WANT TO GET ME MARRIED AND that to without asking me " "Do you guys hate me that you all are doing this to me" "You all want to get rid off me right." I without thinking anything blabbered all this. "AAYU" Shikha shouted and slapped me. "How can you speak like this with your family this is how respect them after all they have done for you?" Shikha started shouting at me, and after that slap only did i realize what blunder have i done and what rubbish did i speak. When i looked up at everyone i could see how hurt everyone was listening to the rubbish i spoke. I felt like slapping myself, but thanks to Shikha she had done that for me.
Badi maa was crying listening after listening to my stupid words, i just threw everything on the floor and ran to her and hugged her very tightly. " sorry badi maa, i am really very sorry. Please dont cry, i cant see you crying please badi maa." I made badi maa to sit on the sofa. "Badi maa aap toh jaantey ho na ki mein kitni badi jhaali hu, bina kuch sochey samjhey kuch bhi bakwas kar deti hu. Please badi maa please chup ho jao na please math roo. Mujhe marro, thapad marro mujhe meri iss galti k liye par please badi maa please math roo." ( Badi maa you know right how big of a dumbo i am, without thinking anything i will speak rubbish. Please badi maa please stop crying. Hit me, slap me for this mistake of mine but please stop crying.) I kept my head in badi maa's lap and started crying. How could i speak like this to everyone, when all they have done is to always keep me happy, always put my demands, my tantrums on top and fulfilled every wish of mine. I slowly started crying in badi maa's lap. I feel so ashamed of myself right now and i know mom and dad are also upset with me after what i have done today. Listening to my silent sobs badi maa immediately hugged me and wiped my tears. " Aayu mera baccha chup, aise ghar aatey he rotey nahi aacha shagun nahi hota" ( Aayu my child stop crying, it is not good to cry just when you have returned to home, it is in auspicious ) Listening to her we all turned our faces towards her and after staring her for one minute we all started laughing like lunatics. " Senti Queen" " Mother India" I and Vansh bhai and Ronak all together called her with an unbelievable look on our faces and she with a very cute and innocent face is asking us "What???"
" Are you serious maa" Vansh bhai asked her "Exactly are you OK senti queen here i have hurt you by speaking all this stupid and rubbish words and all you are worried about is your shagun and upshagun i mean seriously " i asked her with a completely amused face. And suddenly i heard someone laughing in the background, and this someone is none other than the reason behind the shit i have spoken to my family right now.
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