話咁快就到7月,當然途中都仲有持續同女神係ig上面傾偈啦,我哋嘅關係都好咗好多。但係本來6月嘅考試因為停課嘅關係所以延遲到7月,而我為咗可以讀到商科亦努力緊。86Please respect copyright.PENANAIXsqYa8lpo
「喂肥聰,呢題數點計阿?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAyVnRsbuUFX
我哋好難得開住discord唔係打機而係一齊溫書,事關肥聰都唔想留班,但係佢上學期又考到成pat屎咁,唯有下學期嘅而家努力拉返平均分。86Please respect copyright.PENANA8Mu5xULJO8
雖然佢文科例如歷史個啲唔好但係其他例如數學個啲都算唔錯,所以我先問佢呢條數。86Please respect copyright.PENANAZmrpWRXqCc
「咪@);:(@再+&”()#;”咁揸架你。係咪掛住溝女唔記得要點計阿?平時你無理由唔識個喎。」86Please respect copyright.PENANA1bGizJbP7D
「唉,停課咁耐無操數係咁架啦,喂,phy chem bio又有咩要搵?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAxjqPCF1lH5
「有);“((#-@)+(”;同$(“+!+#阿,仲有(“+$!#:+”唔好唔記得+&(;$+$”(;$」86Please respect copyright.PENANAit8kKMYuHN
「屌那星,咁乸多?無計啦,唯有棄車保帥,對唔住啦黃Sir Miss Lee Miss Chan,我都係被逼架,再見chem,再見phy,再見bio,再見理科。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAHOwbUB1jT3
經歷數小時同問題同埋問題ssssss嘅搏鬥之後,我終於同肥聰講:「唔掂啦,聽日再嚟,我要食飯啦,聽日再溫過。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAjkL6qWeAN6
「咁好啦,我都要休息下,拜拜。」
就係我忙裏偷閒諗住打機輕鬆下嘅時候,我IG迎來咗一位不速之客。86Please respect copyright.PENANAZdxX6ZUUL2
「菠蘿先生,呢條數好難阿☹️ 我唔識阿,你教下我阿🥺」女神係個msg下面加多張相,而入面有一條數學題,咁啱就係我頭先問肥聰個條。86Please respect copyright.PENANArZJE4X0G44
「哦,都唔係好難阿,咪就係$+”-(;$(_+咁就得架啦。你唔問你學校入面啲同學,走嚟問我咁得意嘅😂」86Please respect copyright.PENANAzlHspiS9VG
「我係學校無朋友...」女神竟然話佢學校入面無朋友?但係佢係學校入面好受歡迎個喎🤨86Please respect copyright.PENANAic7GcoV9Bs
「係咩?係咪因為唔啱傾所以搵唔到朋友阿?定係其他原因?唔介意可以同我講喎,我唔會同其他人講。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAc6SPEWRVQA
「入面啲人個個都好虛偽,無一個係真心想同我做朋友,每段關係好似都係得返利用嘅價值,所以...我好少主動搵佢哋,廢事人哋覺得我煩啦...」86Please respect copyright.PENANAftETyetYDw
原來女神都唔係我想像仲咁受歡迎...的確有時識得多人都唔係好事。呢個又傾下個個又傾下,根本冇時間去將一段關係變深,咁又點會識到真心friend呢...86Please respect copyright.PENANAygJzyPAIgZ
「唔緊要啦,你仲有我架!呢度嘅對話唔會流出去。你咪當你發緊夢囉,一個開口夢啊,呢度嘅對話就係你個開口夢講嘅嘢,講完都唔會對你現實生活有任何影響,所以你絕對絕對可以係呢到暢所欲言。冇論開心定唔開心我都會聽㗎,只要你肯講我就肯聽架啦,我嚟做你個真心fd阿yoyo317。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAs1XKh29VdO
「明明你只係一個網友,一個所未謀面嘅陌生人,但係你竟然俾到我日對夜對嘅同學都俾唔到嘅嘢我,真係好多謝你阿菠蘿先生,但係我仲要溫書阿,得閒再傾啦,菠蘿先生。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAoPzdIW7aED
望一望個鐘我先發覺原來個時已經唔早,所以我決定早啲訓,唞足精神考好之後嘅試。
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「考試完畢,同學可以收拾好自己嘅嘢離開。」監考老師係收完同點完啲卷之後向全班宣佈,我亦即刻鬆一口氣感覺如釋重負。因為今日已經係最後一日考試,而呢一科都係最後一科。86Please respect copyright.PENANA5QyRYAgyxZ
「阿軒,終於考完試囉喎,可以盡情玩啦!」86Please respect copyright.PENANAVgXd2HH4NR
肥聰係老師一離開個班房就過嚟同我講。86Please respect copyright.PENANAFHQRnv14K8
「唉,都唔知考成點,仲要揀科同補課阿,你以為而家真係放暑假咩?」其實我唔止擔心自己,我仲擔心女神佢考成點。內心一直都好想可以繼續同佢同班同讀同一樣嘅科,所以我先成個人心不在焉咁,一直都為呢啲事心掛掛。86Please respect copyright.PENANAR00qK3Wrdw
「聽日嘅事聽日先算啦,做人邊擔心得咁多嘢架,你簡直就杞人憂天,今晚一於就打通宵,我唔信個排位咁都升唔去!」其實有時有個好似肥聰咁樂觀,咁充滿正能量嘅朋友都唔錯,係就係有時煩啲,但係勝在份人真,同埋唔開心嘅時候又可以氹到你,可能女神正正就係身邊缺少呢啲人,先覺得無朋友。86Please respect copyright.PENANAdiB7sZOFfn
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後來成績出咗,結果可以話意料之中,都係唔上唔落,中中間間。其實呢個成績都可以話得來不易,因為我基本上係放棄咗理科,係靠其他科先拉返均勻。86Please respect copyright.PENANAtWL4w8NiUt
仲有一個對女神嚟講可能係壞消息,但係對我嚟講係好消息嘅消息,就係女神都係入唔到精英班,亦即係我同佢仲有機會同班。86Please respect copyright.PENANAHtyLmVK93Q
佢係成績公佈個日成個人可以話崩潰咗。
「點解?點解我付出咗咁多時間,日溫夜溫,點解得出嚟都係咁架,唔係有句說話叫一分耕耘,一分收穫嘅咩?點解最尾會變成咁架?我真係唔明...」呢段嘢就係女神係個日係ig度send俾我嚟問我嘅。其實「一分耕耘,一分收穫。」呢樣嘢好錯,因為一分耕耘未必有一分收穫,呢句嘢就係俾咗一個假希望人,相信呢句嘅人最尾點?咪當佢哋發現原來付出同收穫唔係成正比嘅時候,就好似女神咁崩潰囉。當然我唔會咁直接就同女神講「係架,呢個世界係咁唔公平,有啲人唔洗點溫都可以輕鬆攞高分,但係有啲人搏晒命係咁溫係咁溫,最尾都係勉勉強強合格,歡迎理解現實。」咁我最後點覆佢?咪「係架,一分耕耘未必有一分收穫,但係你唔耕耘,你唔努力,就一定唔收穫。我相信你已經盡力啦,既然件事已經過咗,就由佢停留係過去啦。」唔好話你,我自己都覺得我講嘅嘢好心靈雞湯feel,但係無計啦,我唔識安慰人,唯有講啲標準答案。86Please respect copyright.PENANAvN99LWmtIj
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係暑假嘅某一日86Please respect copyright.PENANAUmaoyOFB9G
「上帝阿!我知我平時都唔係好虔誠,但都係唔該你保佑我哋3個同班阿,唔該你阿。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0yojG2V1c
我而家係個電腦面前等緊學校係9點15分公佈選科同分班結果,其實我呢次都好擔心,因為如果同唔到班,我驚我同肥聰就會疏遠,我驚以後無得係一邊望下女神。所以我真係真係好想未來3年同班。86Please respect copyright.PENANALs46EQqHc2
就係我仲幻想緊同唔班嘅結果嘅結果嘅時候。原來已經過咗個個時間。我即係係學校個網頁到禁f5。86Please respect copyright.PENANAeZf6zkPCnL
由於我唔係入精英班,所以我直接係升F4嘅cd班到搵,陳小明chem phy …何子朗geog acc…86Please respect copyright.PENANAKj3nbIBX94
何永聰econ acc 搵到啦!搵到肥聰啦!同班阿!之後就睇下搵唔搵到我同女神個名,黃浩軒 econ86Please respect copyright.PENANAJQA5GlHFzz
acc !我同肥聰同班!剩低個個就係女神…吳美麗va bio 李穎芝 chem bio…. 搵到啦!陳可柔 econ acc 阿!多謝你阿上帝!86Please respect copyright.PENANARh2VWfSn0M
係見個結果嘅瞬間,我就打咗電話俾肥聰。86Please respect copyright.PENANAPzF5iyowUJ
「喂,結果出咗啦,我哋同班同科阿!即係話我哋將來三年都會同班阿!一唔一齊食餐飯慶祝下阿?」86Please respect copyright.PENANA62cmIBfESL
「好阿,但係我要執埋啲樂器先,你去樓下樂記茶餐廳度霸定位先啦,我好快到。」明明而家都同放緊假無分別,都唔知肥聰佢咁勤力練結他同夾band做咩,不過算啦等下佢姐。86Please respect copyright.PENANAEpKnK7Zshw
「你之前咪話你哋學校今日派分班同選科結果嘅咩?最尾點阿,揀唔揀到?」我問佢係因為想佢知我同佢同科,令佢之後有咩唔識都可以問下我,睇下我解唔解答到佢。86Please respect copyright.PENANAhRkQF4s7kR
「而家啲人連等佢個兄弟一陣都要做低頭族,係到玩手機,係度溝女,唉,果然我係你心目中都唔係咁重要,你話係咪阿?」肥聰帶住個結他係個次電話嘅60分鐘之後終於到咗樂記。而我個陣咁啱等到煩,所以先攞部手機出嚟,搵一搵女神傾偈。86Please respect copyright.PENANAd8jOt9fiuE
「收皮啦你,咩原來好快到即係要成個鐘嘅?拿拿聲落柯打仲好啦。」
「講下笑姐,你又唔係唔知我夾band嗰度遠。伙記,我要個常餐A飲凍檸茶阿唔該。」86Please respect copyright.PENANA2SdmgzE9ox
「我同佢一樣阿。」86Please respect copyright.PENANA1FODRuytu1
「好嘅,馬上到。」好彩而家都差唔多兩點,唔係啲煩忙時段,如果唔係?個伙記唔屌到你走已經算好人。86Please respect copyright.PENANAfTUDW7QtIT
「今日啲句子都好少人睇...」雖然話唔係咁在乎多定少人睇,但係有時個日會淨係得一兩個人睇,其中有個人可能仲係我用手機睇返再po上ig...不過算啦,因為我知道有女神呢位讀者已經足夠。86Please respect copyright.PENANAwvb48DCAJH
「係咁架啦,先唔講你作嘅嘢,紙言呢個平台本身都唔多人睇啦。」肥聰一邊食住腸仔太陽蛋飯一邊答我,其實佢講嘅嘢都啱,可能就係因為咁,女神成為我讀者先變到咁神奇,咁不可思議。
「你知唔知黃可柔都同我哋同班同科阿。」係我講完呢句嘅時候,肥聰即刻停止食佢嘅常餐a,變做一個目瞪口呆嘅狀態。86Please respect copyright.PENANAVPNkYYB0oF
「可…可…可…柔bb同我…我…我…哋同班?我哋?真係我哋?你有無睇錯?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAegwsb4lB5S
「係阿可可可柔同我哋同班阿,你洗唔洗咁大反應阿,陳可柔姐。」講係咁講,但係諷刺嘅係,當我知道果陣嘅反應都同佢差唔多。86Please respect copyright.PENANAO5vQXGa7XK
「你唔明架啦,佢就好似一個活活生嘅動漫角色,你話佢肯cosplay嘅話幾好呢。果然今日真係好值得慶祝,伙記!要多隻炸雞翼阿!」86Please respect copyright.PENANAO8HPzRV3oe
本身諗住叫佢食少啲,不過既然今日開心就算啦。 就係我行緊返去屋企既時候,我終於收到女神既回覆。86Please respect copyright.PENANAZS2BdbfZwq
「最尾都揀到econ同acc阿,至於分到咩班呢啲嘢我已經唔係咁在乎,反正個個都係利用我,都無一個係真心嘅,次次一需要佢哋嘅時候都唔知走晒去邊,每個都無你咁好阿,咁你又揀到咩科?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAx0ZCdTIz56
「同你一樣阿,以後有咩都可以問我阿,如果我識嘅話😂。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAbuDaaAx7fG
「好阿,咁以後就多多指教啦,菠仔💛」冇錯,女神係叫我菠仔。點解佢會叫我菠仔,其實係因為女神唔想次次都打菠蘿先生咁麻煩,所以佢就係菠蘿先生呢4隻字到改花名,有:菠菠、菠仔、菠兒……雖然係好似好close咁,但係呢種close都只限於「菠蘿先生」同「yoyo317」呢兩個IG ac,而唔係「黃浩軒」同「陳可柔」呢兩個現實中嘅人。明明網上好fd好fd ,咩都可以傾,但係現實又嘢都唔講多句,呢種感覺真係好矛盾…每次一諗到咁,我就會好sad,好灰,感覺好似都係同佢無熟悉過咁,因為我哋兩個現實生活中根本就無交接。