"I had no idea putting the kids to bed would be so tiring."
"Today the twins were excited , so they slept easier than usual."
"Is it usually easier than this? Phi Phai."
"How would i know? I never took him to bed."
"Phi Phai!"
Praphai even laughed loudly when his lover turned his eyes to cloudy eyes. And then laughed even harden when Sky walked and threw himself exhausted on the long couch because apart from the days of sleep deprivation , the teacher had already been assigned. He had never seen a lover so tired before.
I swear even after hours of sexting , Sky doesn't look as tired as this. Or this is to say taht he's not as good as the twins. A person who is playful thought funnily
In his head thinks of the stubborn man who demands non stop goodnight kisses , and the shy boy who wants to hear the story until the end. By the time he was able to both compel and beg to sleep , he was exhausted
He wasn't particularly good but at least he was familiar with his own nephews
"Phi Phai you're so good."
But Sky doesn't seem to think so
"How?"
The boy moved up t sit straight and turned to make eye contact until he saw some concern and he wanted to know what it was until he leaned against the arm of the sofa
"Well..."
Sky looked down at his hand
"Phi Phai , you know how to deal with children , know when to teach them , know how to convince them to stop crying , know how to make them smile , and the kids are addicted to you... a lot... Then how can i not say that phi Phai is good at it." The lovely person looked up until Praphai had to extend his hand to touch the clear cheek. then a gentle smile adorned the bare lips.
"And Sky , dont you think that i do all this because i want you to see that im good at it?"
Praphai leaned forward and pressed a kiss in the middle of the lover's head
"I dont know how to raise kids , i just know my nephew and niece , with other kids i don't know if i can."
And that made his eyes tremble and glanced again
"But i figured it out."
"Hmmm"
Two pair of eyes met , one full of doubt , the other trembling.
" I can figure out what it would be like if you , phi Phai was to become a father."
Prapphai was silent for a moment then gave him a gentle smile
"Hmmm"
Sky looked down at his hand again.
"Well... if you phi Phai were a father , today made me think that phi Phai would love them very much , would like to take them on trips let them ride on their backs , take them out to eat delicious food if he's stubborn and fierce. but he won't hit phi Phai to teach them what to do. Phi Phai will listen to children's ideas , if it's a boy he'll show you around but if its a girl you try to understand , i dont know if i guessed right. But you , phi Phai must have studied all the ways to understand little girls. Just the thought of pouting when you tried to brush a kid's hair , i laughed."
Although he said he was laughing , why did he see the sad look in his eyes?
Kiss!
"Have you been hanging out with Rain too much? You are thinking too much."
The playful person pressed a kiss on the temple once and said in good mood. Then the tall figure got up and turned away from the kitchen
"Sky? Do you want some water? Today was really tiring."
As Sky looked at the broad back moving toward the kitchen , the image of the lover who had the boy on his back flashed in his mind , even remembering the warm smile he had , remembering the gentle touch that gave it to the children , and those feelings drove Sky to ask
"Phi Phai
"Hmmm" The water pourer hasn't turned to look yet
"Phi Phai , do you want to have children?"
The moment seemed like time had stopped , probably because Sky was afraid of the answer he would get. He had seen how much phi Phai looked like if he was a father , and he couldn't give that to his lover. At that moment , Praphai put down his glass of water , turned around and what Sky saw brought tears to his eyes
A s,ile that seems to understand his feelings
The big man who walked back had to stand up , his sad eyes watching his lover who took a long but slow step to stop in front of him until their eyes met. Praphai was so close that Sky saw the reflection in those eyes of how terrified he was
Yes he was afraid phi Phai would say that he wanted to have children but he really couldn't brush off this feeling.
"Why do you think that?"
Instead of answering , the big man chose to ask
"Well...."
"Say it , i am listening."
Every now and then , Praphai would reach out and touch any part of his lover's body because Sky loved to be touched , loved to feel his lover's skin temperature under the palm of his hand. But this time the playful good humored man didn't do that , the tall figure just stood quietly watching Sky's face change accordingly
Im scared , im expecting
Finally , the beautiful lips moved slowly
"Phi Phai , you have been bi since the beginning , you can still fall in love with a woman. You can have kids with someone you love. I know you don't like going home but phi Phai , i see how much you love your family every time you are with khun po and khun mae. Or even though you didnt speak , you were very worried about phi Pering and Pran so i though..." Sky bit his lip until it hurt , then lowered his head , his last voice trembling
"..."
"Phi Phai , you may want to have a family."
At the end of his words , the entire room was covered with a terrifying silence. It was quiet that Sky didn't dare to look up. He admitted that he was afraid. Before the bass sounded , the person who was waiting felt that it was too long
"But the one i love is you , Sky."
Kwaak!
Sky immediately raised his head , seeing the sad look in the man's always good mood
"Sky are you going to chase me to love someone else?"
"I didn't..."
"I know Sky you dont mean that but i can't help but be disappointed."
is phi Phai disappointed in him? the thought cause Sky's face to drop once more. The person who was watching lifted up a smile
"Im disappointed in myself that Sky , you can't trust me."
Once again , the little boy raised his head in shock , and then he saw a warmer smile than had ever been sent to him , the warmth that this man would only give him. He wanted to argue that it wasn't true. Phi Phai had convinced himself all along but h couldn't speak
"Sky"
However , the fear was completely blow away with a big hand moving over to support his cheeks , and the man who was said to be unserious gave him a smile. A smile that tells how much he is loved
"Yes , my happiness is family. And family doesn't have to mean children but the person im looking at right now."
"..."
Dripping
Dripping , dripping
"I am really bad , i am making my loved one cry again."
"No phi Phai you'r enot bad , im just..."
He didnt know what this feeling was , but just listening to phi Phai words , clear tears rolled down from the beautiful apple of his eyes , flowing down his cheeks , dropping down on the tip of his chin until his big palm had to gently wipe it.
"Aside from having to comfort two crying children. I also have to comfort a grown crybaby?"
Praphai said jokingly , and that made Sky laugh through tears
"Yes , i'm a crybaby."
Swipe!
Damn , just a warm hug pulled him into a hug. the fear that had been all day had completely disappeared as if his thought were just silly things that should not be considered. That's right , doesn't he know phi Phai the best and why does he think so much?
Phi Phai , the man who everyone calls to be passive , glib and slimy , just wants ex. the guy apart from the first time we had sex , this person always showed him sincerity. A who tires to make him smile , makes him laugh , who cries for him who was unable to cry. The person who turned this Sky into a cry baby.
The one who taught him to express his feelings was thing person too
"Who siad my lovely Sky was cold? My Sky is someone who thinks too much."
"I think too much because i love you." Sky didnt know if he was going to cry or laugh but let his big boyfriend rock him around.
"Sky?"
"Yes."
"I love you not only for what you are but for what i am when im with you."
Sky could only raise his watery eyes in astonishment , letting the big man gently stoke the corner of his eye
"What i am today and what you see. Whether it's warm , gentle , fatherly , or whatever , its because i have you Sky standing right here , in front of me , in my embrace. I don't just love you as Sky but i love you for turning me into a better person ,someone who knows what love is , and i will treasure that the best i can."
Sharp faces leaned down until their foreheads were close together
"My family , my love..."
The lips pressed a kiss on the thin lips , firmly emphasizing the feeling to the heart
"Its all you , Sky."
Once more , Sky's clear tears rolled down in streams. He didnt want to cry but cried , and threw himself into a tight hug like a helpless child. Sky , over the years he's gotten stronger but he still has weak parts , and the person keeping those parts together is this guy
"I also love you , phi Phai."
"Wah? Don't you have any profound words for me?" But the man in a good mood is still the same person who teases and jokes
Sky knew the other party wanted him to smile but could only sob
"I can only tell you this."
And this man's answer made him love more and more every day
"This is enough."
Phi Phai is saying that his feelings are known. This is enough
"Im stupid."
"Hahah , i didn't say that."
"Phi , you didn't say it but i know."
In the bedroom , Sky was lying on the bed with his lover's arm , talking about the day's events. This is after the sentiment has passed.
"So what if you are stupid? I love you stupid or not."
Like phi Phai said he was stupid but yeah , really stupid.
"Im really sorry. I even thought that i would propose to you Sky in the future but you are still chasing me to have a new wife. Sigh , my Phai little heart is so mean."
"read too many novels? That is such a lousy line."
"its because i am looking for sweet words to express that i love my wife."
The person who listened to it let out a smile
It was so cute that big man's eyes glowed , draped his arms over his legs , and arranged for his lover to be a bolster , his sharp face tucked into the crook of his neck like a fang
"How do you think i want to be a father? Just nowadays when the family steals you time , i still go crazy. If children are stealing the time when i should be with you again , i will not be warm father , i will be a ruthless father."
"Why? Will you hit your son?"
Praphai made a sly face , then...
"Ugh... Phi Phai."
He pinched his wife's nipple.
"I will not hit my son , better hit my wife." Praphai siad that his voice was lower than usual , deliberately teasing him by lightly stroking his erect nipple until Sky quickly grabbed his hand
"The children are sleep in the next room phi Phai."
"Its okay this is the parent's quality time."
"Phi Phai." Sky tried to dissuade him , even though he knew it didn't work out.
The way his cute person stared at him made the young man sigh loudly , laying down and hugging him
"I wondered if looking after the twins i will not have some quality time with my wife , now i know that fact. Today was completely crazy , tomorrow morning i'll send them back right away."
Sky know that his lover is saying that
This person was very worried about the people around him that he brought the children to sleep here because he was afraid they would let him stay with phi Pering. Therefore , even if he threatened to throw it away , it wasn't true but when he looked at his pouting face with sharp eyes that were touching , his karma's heart softened
Really weak since phi Phai said that he knew he was thinking too much but didn't want to pressure him to speak , waited for him to be ready , and said it himself
How will other people look toward phi Phai? He shoudl know very well what kidn of person this person is
"One round."
"Hmm?"
Praphia wide eyes instantly bounced like a bee
Hey , did SKy think he saw phi Phai ears and tail popping? Uh fangs growing from him?
"Two rounds."
"Do you want it or not?"
Praphai narrowed his eyes but Sky fought back to tell him how much he had and that...
"Want it , one round three positions and we have deal."
"Phi Phai... mmmmfph."
Angrily , Sky though about punching but he didn't the cunning man quickly put his lips down , and soon the chatter turned into a groan . As if a big man wants to prove that one round with multiple positions , plus a long hold from cumming is really possible!
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