If he did that to me, what would I do? How would I have felt? What more will he do?
'You having trouble in paradise?' Kojima-san asks.
I look up at her and shake my head 'no', I fidget with my fingers. I hope she avoids asking me things to do with my 'fake relationship'.
'You seemed troubled though? What's up? Are you and your boyfriend going along fine?' Now, speak of the devil. Why does she asks me this topic right when I am a bit in trouble?
'No... no... everything's fine. Lately he's being distant though...' I say. Why do I even do this to myself? Making things so complicated?
'Oh... maybe because you haven't 'you know' like being affectionate? I mean, I suppose he goes to this school, but you two never actually have an encouter in the school grounds?' She says, wow, why is she super sharp?
'Yeah... no... yeah... I mean he's a year older than us...' I lie, oh my gosh... why? Why? Why?
I don't even know any seniors in here... except one? Let alone my class... barely knew them at all. Oh my life is so messed up.
'You should introduce him to us sometimes... I don't know why you two are being secretive? You haven't even shown us his picture.' Us referring to the group. Well, I don't have any pictures... nor anything. Obviously, if I own up now, I'd be a liar.
I am so done.
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