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一段感情中,總有厭倦彼此的時候,在熱戀久了之後,也會對此感到乏味。203Please respect copyright.PENANAkyGgxdRIay
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「這種狀態,還能持續多久?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAeA3T4cOsYn
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熱戀時,無所不談,但到了現在反而是無話可說。203Please respect copyright.PENANA6i4mK6VK7z
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「再這樣下去,還要拖到什麼時候?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAbCSPvQaRUP
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小玫和小茉是對情侶,在兩人剛見面時,可說是一見鐘情,互相看上了對方。203Please respect copyright.PENANA293EW0jsUO
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一開始,她們並沒有想過要和同性在一起,但之後兩人時常會不知覺把視線移向對方,逐漸地,她們對彼此產生了興趣,當視線對上時,原先會尷尬地轉過頭當作沒事發生,到最後反而變成是笑得燦爛地看著眼前的人。203Please respect copyright.PENANAxUmsxswe6Q
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身為同事關係的兩人,她們倆自己沒想到在工作上有著絕佳默契,也算得上志同道合,有天,她們聊著聊著,異口同聲地說…203Please respect copyright.PENANAKtgqfVqUEt
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「我們要不要試著交往看看?」203Please respect copyright.PENANATOd0nY5nHs
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聽到對方也是這麼想時,隨即笑出了聲,看來是天生一對準沒錯。203Please respect copyright.PENANAeICRia7WBI
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在交往過程中,情侶會做的事她們也都做過,牽手、擁抱等親暱舉動,全經歷過了,但親密久了之後,還是會有膩的時候。203Please respect copyright.PENANAf7zUFl3mIr
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「我們要不要,暫時分開比較好?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAqFek6U3Yjo
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小玫這麼一說,使得小茉沉默了一會,心想著,難道她跟自己在一起膩了嗎?擔心的她,不免起疑問道。203Please respect copyright.PENANAVFcDD8l9bg
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「是我做了什麼,讓妳不開心了?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAdR07kzCndX
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「沒…沒有啦,只是…一直都這樣,不知道為什麼,我總覺得有些累了,所以…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAzLYhQeBZyk
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「…我知道了。」203Please respect copyright.PENANA4qVEXuIsoG
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之前,兩人開始展開同居生活,使小玫和小茉24小時都在一起,除了同事、伴侶的關係,還多了一個,那就是室友。203Please respect copyright.PENANAzqHt534XDn
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現在相處久了,便更能知道對方的生活習慣,有句話說:「小別勝新婚。」看來是時候就面臨到這個問題了。203Please respect copyright.PENANAEXpstRXnVE
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「那我到那空房間去好了,我們就分房間睡吧。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAKW955OusaU
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「呃…不是…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAtfZRuAQJs2
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「暫時分開,還是做得徹底點吧,不要搞得要分不分的。」203Please respect copyright.PENANA96rFs9jf3j
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此時,小玫有些後悔了,她忘了小茉是嘴上不說,但很容易把事放在心上的人,表面上性格開放,事實上心思細膩,她應該要更謹慎些才對。203Please respect copyright.PENANAg8WMN81Xt7
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過了幾天,她們雖然還是每天都待在一起,但感情沒有像之前那樣的親暱了,小茉依舊沒有主動和小玫搭話,久而久之,兩人的關係就這麼疏遠了。203Please respect copyright.PENANAB7APifQcYT
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明明人的距離很近,但心卻離對方很遠,咫尺天涯。203Please respect copyright.PENANA7IgnACc0AC
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不安於寂寞的小玫,到最後也變得習慣了這樣的相處模式,她們的感情就像是回沖過多次數的茶一樣,早已平淡無味。203Please respect copyright.PENANA4TpN2jZQ1P
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「再這樣下去,還要拖到什麼時候?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAwlLJbGmj3L
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於是小玫選擇無聲無息地離開,去找尋真正屬於自己的愛情,她認為小茉根本不在乎自己,這段日子連一句話都不過問,彷彿事不關己的樣子。203Please respect copyright.PENANALUBaV3gjLQ
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「搞不好,她已經有新歡,不想理我了,果然真的不被愛的人才是第三者。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAdIWutEK7Ek
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其實小茉早已經發現了小玫的不對勁,她沒打算說出暫時分開要分到什麼時候,自己一直都尊重著她的意見,結果沒等到她的回應,人就這麼一走了之。203Please respect copyright.PENANAIrJN8eX40S
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「原來『暫時分開』,是這麼一回事,沒想到說好的暫時,竟成了永恆。」203Please respect copyright.PENANA8BiAmkvPZK
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後來小茉決定要找尋小玫的身影,她想知道她為何什麼都不說,就離開了,尋覓之下,發現到了令她感到痛心的事。203Please respect copyright.PENANAb83CB4vvUx
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小玫和一個自己不認識的女人在一起,做的事和她們之前一樣,牽手、擁抱等親暱的舉動樣樣不少,和她在一起的小玫,笑得多開心,似乎是忘了自己和她相處的種種回憶。203Please respect copyright.PENANA3EhTxlSCeU
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「看來,我就是那個不被愛的人,她說要暫時分開,就是因為心裡有了別人了吧。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAMAbcvS957w
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想故作堅強的小茉,不自覺地流下淚來,看著她們漸行漸遠的背影,消失在人海之中。203Please respect copyright.PENANAxp69LopHix
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「我就說吧,別跟她在一起,妳就偏要,看吧?她現在把妳給甩在一旁,和別人跑了!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAI1Xw5CCErr
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小茉的男閨蜜阿謙,表面上是訓了她幾句,實際上還是心疼不已,即使狠心說了這話後,還是不忘了好好安慰這位朋友。203Please respect copyright.PENANA1zj1RC8qXT
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「她啊,一看就是個水性楊花的女人,妳還選擇跟她交往!明明妳的眼光可不差的,怎麼就落入了她的陷阱裡?她到底有哪一點是值得妳看上的?我真的不能理解了。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAuROcW4kD4h
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一想到自己是對她一見傾心的,小茉便這麼回應了阿謙。203Please respect copyright.PENANA2nvlVZV0nr
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「抱歉,我也不知道為什麼會看上她的,可能是緣分吧…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAnJZwUX5pgY
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「緣分?是孽緣吧!就算我看人不算準,但至少也知道這種貨色可不能挑啊,妳真的是被她下什麼迷藥了吧!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAYbkkpzWj4D
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「即使是被下了迷藥,我也值得,畢竟我們曾是真心相愛過的。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAMQmXfnpT4s
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阿謙覺得小茉和那女人相處過後,性格變了不少,原本敢愛敢恨的她竟成了這般溫和感性,到底那女人是有什麼魔力,可以把自己的好閨蜜給搞成這副模樣。203Please respect copyright.PENANACAjxbQBfO6
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「好了好了,別再說了,那女人不必為她感到惋惜,妳還是好好想想,妳自己之後該怎麼做比較實際,可別告訴我妳想挽回她,她不會再找妳了,不要為了她,連自己本該得到的幸褔給賠上了。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAtsYyVFSVmM
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「我知道啦,我還不至於執迷不悟成這種地步。」203Please respect copyright.PENANA1bcpQBgCqt
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此時的小玫,正和她的伴侶,小葇,一起喝酒聊天,小葇發現到,喝醉的小玫口裡叨念著的,是她隻字不提的,另一個女人的名字,於是她看向醉得迷茫的她,問道。203Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ9EXoWfmA
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「妳還在想她嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANA6Du11LZC15
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「什麼?沒有啊…我討厭她欸…哪有想她啦…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAWhSaIjX1ul
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「真的?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAs02nqqZf8c
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「對啊…她早早就背著我,跟別人在一起了…我幹嘛還要理她…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAAz7NF2wDav
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「是嗎…那妳知道是跟誰?」203Please respect copyright.PENANA7rmRKPBvlM
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「我哪清楚…她跟誰又不干我的事…當初說暫時分開一陣子…結果她就沒跟我說過話了…不是跟別人在一起不跟我講…還會是什麼…」203Please respect copyright.PENANALEh3YtVoOX
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聽到這裡的小葇,覺得有些懷疑,怎麼可能就這樣,平白無故就把人給甩了?難道對方是這種心狠手辣的人嗎?203Please respect copyright.PENANAm6Z7XUdDYU
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「妳說『暫時分開』,是誰提出的?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAflDV6ku2fJ
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「呵…當然是我啊…誰叫我們太常黏在一起了…還是要給彼此喘息的空間…妳說是吧?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAFjXwteYbzK
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難怪對方再也沒和她說過話,就是因為這個原因啊!情侶之間,不是都希望能甜甜蜜蜜,怎麼會有覺得這樣不好的?總算明白問題是出在誰身上了。203Please respect copyright.PENANANEM0Fh6i2I
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「我覺得她根本沒拋棄過妳,而是妳把她給拋棄了吧?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAeuCmdLUrCK
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聽到自己的伴侶不是站在自己這邊的,小玫不悅地說道。203Please respect copyright.PENANAXraU7atSHP
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「妳這話是什麼意思?妳不是該站我這邊的嗎…為什麼跑到她那邊去了…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAzpj6geDgSQ
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「妳說要和她暫時分開,也沒說什麼時候回復原狀,難怪她真的當真了,不理妳可是正常的吧?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAMb20yLhVwC
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「哪正常了?她不說話…誰曉得她心裡在想些什麼…」203Please respect copyright.PENANA23Ia030kDQ
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「就是因為妳不去關心她,她才不想搭理妳的,妳想要她在乎妳,那妳有沒有在乎她的想法過?要是我,都替她感到委屈了,妳還在說她的不是…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAH3eqM5Cj6O
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「…那段感情中,我認為她對妳態度算好的,還願意聽妳的話,改變自己,反倒是妳,還不打算找她說清楚,避而不談,使她討厭妳,這樣真的好嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAW9DoZ6Mx4T
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小玫聽了,皺了皺眉,面色凝重地回道。203Please respect copyright.PENANAznWiwhp6zO
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「夠了…我跟妳在一起…可不是要聽妳說教的…別在我面前提起她…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAN9PisvLKKo
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說完之後,小玫就把啤酒飲盡,小葇看不慣她這種心態,只好不說話,看著她醉茫茫的樣子,無奈地搖搖頭。203Please respect copyright.PENANAVz8JxbmJdD
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「再逃避也沒用,遲早妳還是會遇到這個問題。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAb06gk7Ni4J
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過了後天,又到了上班的日子,小玫看著只有自己一人的房間,回想起自己和她相處的點點滴滴,心裡感到孤獨。203Please respect copyright.PENANABKbdbkZedx
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「即使已經搬離了那間房子,但不知為何,在這裡也能感受到妳的身影的存在,明明妳根本就沒在這裡待過。」203Please respect copyright.PENANASv8GjOiwcR
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「這樣真的好嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAMDfIxM5k52
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想到小葇和自己前一晚說過的話,不禁反思起來。203Please respect copyright.PENANAKunXlcLg2p
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「不好,真的不好,心裡還是空虛的,怎麼樣都填不滿。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAjU5zpFRI7i
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到了公司,看著那熟悉的身影出現在自己眼前,依舊穿著和自己不同的褲裝,繫著黑色領帶,綁著馬尾,襯衫袖子往上折到手肘,一身只有黑白搭配的她,有種俐落感。203Please respect copyright.PENANACLRcAFTX0m
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她正在教新人操作電腦程式,看著她手把手教導的樣子,不免有些吃味。203Please respect copyright.PENANABab3HXIk7I
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坐在辦公桌前,開始工作著,時不時眼神還是會瞥向那處,不料,兩人就這麼對上了眼,小玫見狀後,趕緊別過頭,裝沒看見,而小茉不理解她為什麼會這樣子。203Please respect copyright.PENANAInc2EYlQYg
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「既然都分手了,幹嘛還用這種眼神看我?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAP4NKvInwRn
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對小茉來說,自己已經被「單方面分手」了,即便是她不肯說,自己也明白,一旦對方有了新歡,那還會再搭理自己嗎?想必是不會的,她怎麼可能還有心思去說這些的,對吧?203Please respect copyright.PENANATTWsZK11J8
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在午休空檔時,小茉起身去泡杯咖啡提神,想不到這時小玫也在茶水間裡,原本不想遇上的,怎麼就碰巧遇到了?203Please respect copyright.PENANAs8GdOT9UQK
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「我有些話想和妳說,方便讓我說個幾句嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAeKGHpwFK9H
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「不是分手了嗎?現在我們沒什麼能聊的,假如是要說些什麼『想挽回』的這種話,那還是別說了,妳我知道就好,說了也沒用。」203Please respect copyright.PENANA4tlL8zn4Zg
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「不是…這是我現在才要說的,不過之前都沒找到個適合的時間說,所以到現在才…」203Please respect copyright.PENANA95738JOVnV
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「分手現在說有什麼用,妳不是早就跟別人在一起了嗎?已經用行為證明過,就別再說了。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAbkxFuDbCTt
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聽到這話的小玫,心想著她比自己還早跟別人交往,怎麼反過來說自己的不是了,不滿地反駁道。203Please respect copyright.PENANAXZL7jZ43SG
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「妳不是先背著我跟別人在一起的?反倒檢討到我這裡來了。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAIAQAqB4vuB
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「我背著妳跟別人在交往?真的誤會大了,那段日子以來,我從沒有跟妳以外的人在一起過,我當初不跟妳說任何一句話,是因為我都一直在等妳說要回復正常,要不是妳說暫時分開,我們也不至於會走到這種地步。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAomLST0bDlJ
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「我看到妳和她那種親密的模樣,就讓我想起以前,我們也是相處得很好,我很難過,沒想到一直等的回覆,竟然是等到這種的,我不知道是哪裡做錯了,使妳覺得她比我好…」203Please respect copyright.PENANAMEw0yDNdtG
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「…我們這樣,真的好嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAELUtVimiXR
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小玫愣了一愣,原來在這段感情之中,自己才是那個背叛者,她根本就沒有背棄自己,還願意等到最後,讓自己說出口,她一直都是相信著自己,結果自己卻拋棄她,跟小葇在一起。203Please respect copyright.PENANAxnzfk0yNPX
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說實話,其實小葇只是配合演出,她對小玫也不算得上是真心喜歡,只是好姐妹而已,當她得知她離開了小茉,說要和自己在一起時,多少起疑了一下,這兩人不是相處得好好的嗎?什麼時候分開的?203Please respect copyright.PENANA6RlMHzJtnO
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在前天晚上,小葇才了解到事情的前後始末,憑她印象中,小茉不會是那種無故拋棄她,跟別人在一起的人,一問之下,果然自己的猜測沒錯,她才是那個拋棄者。203Please respect copyright.PENANAhud2KXkZh2
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所以小葇選擇說重話來點醒她,要她面對現實,別在逃避。203Please respect copyright.PENANAp4c4EXRSyL
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小玫帶著愧疚的眼神看著小茉,把自己的心底話說出口。203Please respect copyright.PENANAQxN7VeEOmk
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「不好,真的不好,心裡還是空虛的,怎麼樣都填不滿。」203Please respect copyright.PENANACNgYeYfvMZ
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「說出那句話的當下,我後悔了,不該隨便把這種話說出來的,忽略掉妳的感受,誤會了妳,還沒有把話說清楚就離開了,把妳視為了背叛我的人,甚至跟別人在一起,對不起,我真的太自私了,妳儘管恨我沒關係…」203Please respect copyright.PENANARLRqt5PyTw
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「…誰說我要恨妳了,我從來都沒想過要恨妳,反正妳自己知道錯了就好,以後就別再說這種傻話了,好嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAp6Qd5sdlbF
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「所以…妳不打算跟我分手了?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAkKIm463Vld
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「是分手了沒錯。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAYemGlhctHX
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聽到分手兩字,小玫失落地低下了頭,看來她們之間的感情真的要結束了。203Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bgo0usDG8
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「可是…」203Please respect copyright.PENANArgubOedfJO
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「…我沒說不能復合啊,我們重新開始吧。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAaLdJhzIHqC
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看見小茉終於對自己笑了,這時小玫才鬆了口氣,兩人總算是把話說開了。203Please respect copyright.PENANAu3AM0Ntknr
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最後,小玫搬回原本的住所,繼續跟小茉住在一起,而小葇和小玫分開了,回到原本姐妹淘的關係,這次她們懂得更在乎、更相信彼此。203Please respect copyright.PENANAJmGrN2ItN1
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感情過了熱戀期後,都會有對彼此產生厭倦的時候,能不能成功克服這段日子,可說是一項考驗,有可能會因為一句話,導致分手收場,或是持續進行下去。203Please respect copyright.PENANAInadT6njGu
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願各位的感情生活都能順利繼續,沒有倦怠期,要是有的話,也能成功攜手共度,克服難關。203Please respect copyright.PENANA26L5uvuWA7
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作者的話:
起初打這篇是因為接近白色情人節,所以想在當天就發布一篇吧。
沒想到我就花了3天的時間打完了,共4000多字的單篇故事,想內容也沒花多少時間,很快就決定好了。
不想以熱戀期角度切入,因為這樣就太單調了,於是就以倦怠期做為主題做開展,這算是第一次以女同性戀為題材做成的故事。
名字有花了點巧思,這篇的女性角色名字皆是植物名,說實話,結尾當初沒怎麼想好,要好的結局,還是壞的,仔細想過後,既然要在情人節發布,就照原則來進行吧,一如往常的好結局,因此結局走向就變成這樣了。
好啦,廢話少說,感謝各位還是看到了最後,沒有太嫌棄它:)
下次會想出更好的故事的,敬請期待吧。
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