Me and my mum talked it out last night I left out the part where my ‘friends’ were being mean to me. She told me to talk to my pupil support teacher at school; since I’m alone at lunch any way that didn’t seem too difficult. I started a diary too basically I’m just writing what I’m feeling instead of trying to explain it. Last night I had another nose bleed and I had a rly bad thought. I don’t wanna talk about it. I also had another flash back. It was when I was little and my dad…died. It was all my fault. I’m only just realising it now. We were in my room reading a bedtime story and someone came in with a gun; he threw me toward my mum and got shot in the chest. I didn’t know, I was 4.
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