Hey, How's you day going?689Please respect copyright.PENANASiO1KjWsEm
I hope it's going well. I'm not so sure about mine. On any day I'm not really sure. During the day, it was great. In my head, it was terrib-- no, it wasn't--- yes-- no-- yes-- no it wasn't.689Please respect copyright.PENANAbk6mlWvvnl
It's a war. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAjDuqxLVcuP
Usually the voice that speaks 'yes' beats the 'no'. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAjxOOxI4FWJ
What's your favorite color?689Please respect copyright.PENANASSXsKvmOqP
Is yours blue or black or maybe you're unique and you like orange? For me, I don't know why but it's yellow. Why? I can't say. It's happy and bright but it can be more. The sun is drawn as yellow as can be while people rush and go through life. The night is drawn in the opposite, drawn in black. Darkness goes through the black night, lit only by the white moon and his tiny companions. Both are beautiful but during the day so many things happen in result of the night. At night, people think, plan, sleep, or rest. During the day, people act. Some act aggressively, others stand to the side doing nothing at all. Most sit there confused, not understanding the acts happening around them. Yellow stands for happiness but it also means unstable.689Please respect copyright.PENANAsMc9ouqwEr
Who do you trust to share your troubles with?
Honestly, I'm not sure. My own mind is too crazy to even know what it truly thinks. First it's "You have amazing friends! They're always here for you!" and within moments it transforms to "Do they really care? They didn't bother to invite me, and I didn't even know about the event till 3 weeks later. I got a new phone. I thought I would be added to the group chat, that my old phone would never allow. Instead I've had it for two weeks and no one barely texts me... just as it was before". I'm just there.689Please respect copyright.PENANAwHMJnMvkRS
Are you suicidal or depressed?
I don't know. I don't want to kill my self, so I guess I'm not suicidal. I would say I'm depressed but, I really don't know. My mind doesn't know. My heart knows but then over-thinking comes into play and leads me into the darkness of confusion. Depressed, maybe. Just as I said, I'm not sure. And who do I trust? I trust what I believe and know in but those who I feel I should trust, never seem to understand. I try. They back off. Or just never respond. I'm alone yet I'm not. I'm sad, but I'm not. I know and I don't know. I'm stuck in the middle with nowhere to go.689Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gz2I0ja0b
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People can judge me. I'm not sure what I'm saying or writing. Don't get offended, I don't have that intention. Just as I said, I don't know and I don't understand. I'm sorry if I offended you. If you judge me, go ahead, you are you and I can't stop anyone from being them. With that said, I hope you enjoy your day....689Please respect copyright.PENANAgjvb5aw0MX