Even though I'm not quite awake yet, I can tell that it's a beautiful day. I can also sense that Elijah and Camille are in the room. I can only guess that Elijah's going to go in search of Rebekah and that is probably why he has had Cami to come. She's probably my so called babysitter until he gets back. Leave it to Elijah to still try to keep us at peace with each other.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPGy8tnghM
I can only guess that it's because of the torture I'm enduring from the knife, but I suddenly am thinking of someone entirely different. Someone that I'm in love with, but I can never have, because she's not ready for me to show her the magnificent world yet. I remember everything I've done for her and I wish that she had decided to come with me to New Orleans. Apart from the war going on between us, it's a beautiful city and I wish I could show it to her and enjoy it with her. It's something I dream of a lot these days. I may have knocked up a werewolf girl on accident, but I am still very much in love with her. Even though I am in New Orleans now, I can never be too far away from her to help her when she is in need. More specifically, to save her life when she's in need of it and her friends can't. There's only so many things that her friends can save her from. When it comes to Caroline being in life and death situations, I'm the only one that can save her and I am always more than happy to save her life. Without Caroline, I never would have found my way. Sweet Caroline is, and always will be, my constant light in this life. Without Caroline, I don't know what I'd do. If I had never met Caroline, I wouldn't have found how to learn to show mercy when need be. It's been centuries since I've known how to show or give mercy and love and kindness. Caroline is the one that taught me how to do it again, because, after so many centuries, I believe that I have forgotten how to give it to others. Before Caroline came into my life, there was no light or hope for me. I was lost and I probably always will be lost, but not as much as I used to be before I met Caroline. Caroline is my savior and I am forever grateful to her. I owe it to her to do whatever needs done. If that means that I have to show mercy or that I should learn to love again, then I will. Caroline has saved me more than once from both myself and when Silas got inside my head. In turn, I have saved Caroline. Even before I fell in love with her and really got to know her, I saved her life when her boyfriend bit her. Though, I will admit, but not out loud, that it is my fault that he bit her. But that is in the past. I remember that more than once, I saved her life from a hybrid bite, which is also a werewolf bite, since hybrids are half werewolves and a werewolf bite can be deadly to a vampire. But there was one time that it wasn't a werewolf bite I had to save her from. I had to also save her from the weapon my all powerful mother made; vampire Alaric Saltzman. Even though he was made as a weapon against me and my siblings, Alaric did not stand a chance. In fact, when Elena died because of my sister's anger, Alaric died as well. There have been many times I have saved Caroline's life no matter what the reason behind it. And even now, I would save Caroline a million times more if that's what it takes. I love her so much that I will die; truly die, saving Sweet Caroline's life. She is the one thing, apart from my family and my unborn child, which I deeply love and care about and wish no death upon. She is my entire world. When she and I are together, it's like the world stops and the only thing I care about in that moment is her. I only wish that one day, someday, that Caroline will feel the same for me as I do for her. And that is my infatuation and complete love for Caroline.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBI0kjEVYP
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