Do you ever want to cry, but can't?679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhcKOqJErP
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpxuCl5no6
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wA9TVD46t
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwvh4k6QPf
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5bLIWBaxK
Why does it hurt like this?679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEGS93yxCZ
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz5BjA00DI
So...679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso53sMz1Ty
So why can't you?679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhmtQQISO4
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN7CbUtCbg
Your only company is the silence that follows.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3wbzMLrbE
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYh0TuxI0B
You dig.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ulT2445vB
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBkzoLxRGT
Deeper, deeper,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe2QIHDm5q
There has to be something.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAugOLdyqZC
Deeper, deeper,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKQq1mZTRY
Something that just didn't click.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWACDTBmk2o
Deeper, deeper,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK8NH7H2zw
What else is there?679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QuRSzSaQC
Deeper, deeper,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3bhuH8eMT
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxui4NYiJ0K
Deeper, deeper,679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhpPsLVNKr
It has to be the answer!679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkhLyfphAv
Deeper, deepest.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwXd7GfAVv
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPWjVSe6tC
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi3JG5iR7E
There's nothing.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LSr0xcEVH
It's empty!679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoio9yENlqR
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHFdBgWLKJ
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tfBG3DDQy
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKndN3gRau
They never came.679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oIt5aaI92
