Authors pov
Gun : We finally meet prem.
Prem's eyes teared. He felt his knees weakening. ''w-why are you here?!'' Gun's eyes teared. ''mom is in the ICU..'' he said as a tear rolled down his cheek. He harshly wiped it and looked at prem. ''what happened?!'' Prem said trying his best not to cry. A tall man came and stood next to gun , off.
Off : We were returning to home from the airport.. she was in a different car.. it got into a accident..
Doctor : Mr. atthaphan?
Gun : Yes?! is she okay?!
Doctor : The patient is no longer in a critical condition.. But she has multiple fractures throughout the body. Soft tissue damage will heal very quickly. But the most severe is the damage to her spinal cord , which has led to paralysis of the lower half of her body. The surgery was very successful , but you have to be prepared for the struggles that lie ahead , because post-surgery rehabilitation is a very long process.
Off : Will she able to walk again?
Doctor 2 : Its difficult to say when it comes to nerve damage. we will have to evaluate her condition after she has recovered..
Brave : t-thank you..
Gun : Prem.. can we talk?
Prem : (Nods)
Gun and Prem went downstairs sitting in a bench not even looking at each other.
Gun : so what are your thoughts?
Prem : i dont have any thoughts.
Gun : Look.. your already 19 years old.. your an adult now.. Considering mom's condition right now.. she has to relay on us.. There will be many things you will have to decide on..
Prem : what are your thoughts?
Gun : I was thinking.. You did so well in your exams.. With mom's condition.. im afraid she has to stay in the hospital for recovery.. for a long time.. How about you come with us? That way.. you can take care of her and can attend university here.. its a win-win situation..
Prem immediately looked at gun ''What makes you think that i would do that?!'' he asked as a tear rolled down his cheek.
Gun : She is your mom. You cant just abandon her!
Prem : She already gave up on me. She didnt care of take care of me! Why should i take care of her?!
Gun converted his gaze to the ground again. ''She was wrong that time but she is our mom after all! As her son you should forgive her'' gun said almost crying.
Prem : Why the hell should i?!
Gun : she is your mom! Without her , you wouldnt exist. Prem , you wouldnt really abandon her right?
Prem : what about you? are you going to take care of her?
Gun : um.. i am studying in beijing.. I will come and take care of her whenever i have time.. i promise. I will take care of everything.. please prem.
Prem looked away.. annoyed. He couldnt take a choice.
After a few hours
Prem was sitting next to boun in those hospital chairs next to his mom's room , stressed.
Boun : what are you going to do??
Prem : I.. dont know hia..
Gun came out of the room and looked at them. ''I have to go back in two days.. I will get a private duty nurse. When i am done with that , i will come and take care of her after work. Your finals doesnt start until semptember anyways. Stay here , take care of her. She has to have someone beside her.'' he said making prem more stressed.
Prem : I.. have to go back.. i will be back tomorrow..
Gun : You! Your mom is like this and you.. (Scoffs)
Off : gun..
Gun : Hm..
Prem and boun got up from their seats and walked outside before boun and off exchanged glares. Prem and boun were silent the whole drive. Fear of losing each other. Prem opened the door and saw brave and the other talking. As soon as they saw prem and boun entering , they run towards them.
At the terrace
Brave and boun took a shot and looked at the sky.
Brave : Prem might go to the US..
Boun : I.. know..
Brave : You ok?
Boun : I am not.
Brave : He has no other choice.. even if she gets out of the hospital.. she will need a long period of physical therapy in order to walk again.. Gun is studying.. and even if he goes.. her mental condition might get worse.. Gun is not the calm type.. he gets angry easily.. Prem has to go.. He will leave soon..
Brave glanced at boun who is crying hardly silently. Brave moved and put his hand on boun's shoulder as boun let out a big cry.
Boun : (Crying) I dont know what i am going to do without him.. oh my god.. today.. we were talking about getting married.. and the next second.. he has to leave me.. oh god what is this? Please dont do this to me..
Brave : Boun... dont cry please..
Boun : (Crying) Didnt she already give up on him?! Didnt she not want prem anymore? What is he doing now? Is he crazy?!
Brave : Do you want to stay with him there?
Boun drank his wine in a shot and threw the glass to the ground. ''oh shit shit shit!!'' He shouted in anger and puffed. ''W-what happened?!'' brave asked as a tear rolled down his cheek.
Boun : i have to take care of my company here.. i cant go..
Brave : i-
Boun : Yes.. I may have to go to Korea..
Brave : oh no..i...
Boun : God.. what do i do?! Please dont do this.. (Crying) I cant...
Downstairs
Mild opened the door and saw prem crying inside the bedsheets. She turned on the lights and sat beside him. She opened the sheets and he saw her with his eyes filled with tears , nose red and mouth was slightly parted which made her heart ache.
Mild : Dont cry prem..
Prem : What do you want me do?! You know i love boun... i cant leave him.. i cant.. I love him so much.. how can i do this?
Mild : But you have to eat too prem.. dont starve yourself.. please.. come..
Prem : No.. no!!
Aya : (Walks inside and sits beside mild) Prem.. you didnt eat the whole day..
Prem : (Crying hardly) I wanna die.. i cant do this..
Aya : dont you dare say that.. (Tears storming out) Prem.. we dont have a choice do we?
Prem : (Crying) i cant live without him.. Why is this happening to me?! I thought my life was getting better when i saw boun but she ruined everything..
Aya didnt want to cry in front of prem and she wiped her tears before leaving the room. Mild stormed out as she kept crying. Prem kept crying the whole night. Brave and boun opened the room and saw prem crying. They went and sat next to him. Prem saw boun as he jumped on him giving him a koala hug , boun and prem hugged each other while crying hardly. Brave closed his mouth as he cried.
Prem : I cant leave you hia!! I cant live without you.. (Crying hardly)
Boun : Baby.. i love you so much.. dont leave me.. (Crying)
Brave : Prem we want to say something to you..
Prem got down from the hug and looked at brave with a serious face. ''w-what is it?'' he asked as he looked at them while crying.
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