今天是小學運動會,蔡予軒站在自家社區門外等何澄佑,原本她是婉拒他來接的,但何澄佑說兩人的家離得不遠,沒必要分開行動。昨晚她像個要出去郊遊的小朋友,睡得不好,但怕精神不濟便沒吃藥,結果一大早就醒了。209Please respect copyright.PENANAEWzTV0FEWt
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她真有點看不起自己,明明這麼多年,對異性一點感覺都沒有,感情不能隨便,她不想再傷人了,既然如此,一個人也能好好生活,何澄佑的出現,馬上佔滿她的生活、擾亂她的心。209Please respect copyright.PENANAbFI5Owboah
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「唉,好像我這麼多年就在等他似的。」蔡予軒深深嘆了一口氣,喃喃自語。209Please respect copyright.PENANAckbyecHBDJ
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在她胡思亂想的時候,一台車停在她面前,車窗緩緩搖下來:「予軒,上車吧。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAE7VVYbfeY9
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剛坐下,眼前出現一袋食物,疑惑的望向何澄佑,男人似乎有點緊張,右手微微遮住下巴:「不知道妳喜歡吃的有沒有變,隨便買了點。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA03kXFhFJWb
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蔡予軒從袋子裡拿出一份花生吐司與中杯溫奶茶,微愣幾秒才輕聲道謝。雖然很想開啟什麼話題,但覺得怎麼說都不對,只好安靜的吃早餐。沒想到何澄佑還記得她喜歡吃的東西,這下不多想都不行。209Please respect copyright.PENANAGtFRdWxPvM
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她從國小四年級開始走路上學,有段時間母親上早班,沒辦法幫她買早餐,她著實鬆了口氣,早上常常沒胃口,理所當然什麼都不吃,但她的胃並不好,迎接的後果是胃痛,儘管能忍,何澄佑還是細心察覺她的不舒服,幾次逼問得到答案後,開始每天替她買個吐司與奶茶。209Please respect copyright.PENANAtPMo3NGeKk
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倏忽,她聽到駕駛座傳來笑聲,何澄佑感受到目光,心情很好的勾起嘴角說:「我想到以前買早餐,妳無論如何都一定要給錢,還說不喜歡男生就該付錢這套理論。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA0qfalfxB1F
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「你、你記的那麼清楚幹嘛啊……」蔡予軒慌亂的咬著吸管,不滿回道。209Please respect copyright.PENANAaBZi8XFtd1
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「大概是妳的態度吧。」何澄佑操控方向盤往左轉,眼前的道路變得熟悉:「那時候妳不喜歡依賴別人,連跳舞也是。啊,還記得有個比賽,妳也是想先準備好再跟其他人說,不是嗎?我就想,要是能給妳多點依靠就好了。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAj3letsJ8BQ
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「那是習慣。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA346X4ox4tO
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「對,就是這句話。什麼叫做習慣,明明我是妳男朋友,卻只能待在一旁沒辦法幫妳,多難受啊。」何澄佑雖然語氣輕鬆,但蔡予軒還是能明顯感覺到他的不悅,那雙緊盯前方道路的眼睛,透露出一絲她看不懂的情緒。209Please respect copyright.PENANA0pKziA1KII
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「因為你已經幫我很多了,不想再麻煩你。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA3ADJe6o2BQ
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紅燈標誌亮起,車子緩緩停下,何澄佑有空檔望向她,抿起唇無奈笑道:「妳要記得,男朋友寧願妳麻煩他,也不要去麻煩別人,就算是朋友也不行。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAKebJm98clj
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被他深沉的雙眸凝視著,蔡予軒恍了神,隨意點點頭移開視線不敢再與他對視。抵達校門口,何澄佑先放她下車,他們來得很早,學生與家長熙熙攘攘進入校園,那些是她曾經走的路,心中感嘆歲月的流逝。209Please respect copyright.PENANAGJX3GS42r0
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「怎麼一副青春不在的樣子。」何澄佑輕笑的調侃聲從右側傳來。209Please respect copyright.PENANA06KXUzvHlO
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「確實是不在了。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAHUQPvUyowC
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何澄佑輕拍她的頭,笑說:「我們都還年輕,別像個老人一樣。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAG5Zbs403Jf
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兩人進入校園,大樓、操場、司令台一切都還是熟悉的模樣,何澄佑打電話聯絡班導,詢問在哪一棟樓。過不久,班導拿著手機往他們的方向走來,看到她習慣性給予擁抱,再帶著他們搭乘老師專用電梯。209Please respect copyright.PENANAqkJtmbKReu
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「你們兩個怎麼一起來?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAvsMtONbnEb
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「我約的,想說很久沒回來了。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAIpN37nmtzl
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班導好歹是身經百戰的男人,與何澄佑對上視線後,心照不宣的扯開話題。209Please respect copyright.PENANApDomIZEwli
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樓層是熟悉的五樓,教室依舊是熟悉的教室,每走一步就能遙想當年,想起教室在哪、想起哪裡有鞋櫃、想起哪裡是老師休息區。他們進入教室,蔡予軒忽略學生們裝著好奇的雙眼,班導替他們整理座位,順便回應學生的問題。209Please respect copyright.PENANARroIFuJyfw
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「老師,他們是誰啊?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAejSR7E2PwD
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「你們的學長姐,還不問好。」班導頗有威嚴的說。209Please respect copyright.PENANAVDO4o5E6Bt
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可能是不常見到校外人士,學生對他們到來特別興奮,曾經他們也是這樣。每次有學長姐來找班導,大家都好奇的問是誰,偶爾還會爭寵,但通常不會打擾他們敘舊,把該問的問完,就自動自發的回到教室。209Please respect copyright.PENANA5CBqjqo6WS
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「我們以前的座位有這麼小嗎?」何澄佑撐著頭,瞇起眼睛看著學生的桌椅,思考問道。209Please respect copyright.PENANAoGtIDgTQlu
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「因為你長大了。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAxBPPZ1XrFQ
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「不,一定是現在小孩長太矮。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA2akHAfJEjr
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「你以前也沒多高好嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAFcgLonMO1u
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「喂……」209Please respect copyright.PENANAN5XzkKs0mB
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「學長、學姐,你們是男女朋友嗎?」一位學妹亮著純真的雙眼,打斷他們的談話。209Please respect copyright.PENANAvd5Zxqab2W
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被問到的兩人都愣了一下,蔡予軒抿抿唇,決定把問題丟給一旁的傢伙。209Please respect copyright.PENANA56kUs1vwCz
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何澄佑意識到她雙眼中的複雜,露出笑容回答:「不是哦,但曾經是啦。」209Please respect copyright.PENANACuH8TZwOiI
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聽聞,蔡予軒瞪大眼睛,癟著嘴想對他說什麼,最後什麼都沒說,被她小表情可愛到的何澄佑笑出聲,連忙應付眼前學弟妹的問題。209Please respect copyright.PENANAJMpcZk1E5z
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問題很多,例如怎麼在一起的、怎麼分開的、為什麼會一起來學校,難道和好了嗎?她發現交給何澄佑是對的,雖然答案大部分是真的,但參雜著一些玩笑話,學弟妹們都不太相信他說的。209Please respect copyright.PENANAKfgl33K5L0
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「你們該準備了,該喝水的、該吃早餐的趕快,別煩你們學長姐。」班導的一句話比任何人都有用。209Please respect copyright.PENANAWzxcLFGRCo
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何澄佑對學弟妹笑了笑,等他們離開後,有些虛脫的說:「現在學生的問題真多啊。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA19DHAx0xAa
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「那是你活該。」209Please respect copyright.PENANADwWgHN6pY5
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「但我說的是實話。」何澄佑聳聳肩表示沒說錯,她想回嘴又不能說他錯。209Please respect copyright.PENANACWhijSjW83
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蔡予軒不明白,為什麼何澄佑能夠一次次若無其事說出他們曾交往的事情,或許在他心裡真的不重要,但她卻希望現實能對他們好一點。209Please respect copyright.PENANAHqHGaG7YgM