蔡予軒的心情非常平靜,過去纏著她的惡夢有段時間沒出現了,曾經嘗試不吃藥,但效果不佳,翻來覆去幾個小時終於睡著,卻被惡夢驚醒,難以再入睡。相反的,與何澄佑躺在同張床,安穩到天明,他不太希望她一直靠安眠藥,最近狀況不錯,她一個人在家時再次嘗試,雖然還是躺了一下才睡著,但難得睡得很好。170Please respect copyright.PENANAcEmwHLUBvS
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2RLlIq4vFs
可能是壓抑在心裡多年的情緒爆發後,慢慢的痊癒了吧。170Please respect copyright.PENANA0eg2ISmt8s
170Please respect copyright.PENANAjbGEwO2gdx
第一個發現的是任子清,某天直勾勾盯著她,若有所思的抿起唇,笑得她心驚,不好忽視那人眼中的探究,詢問怎麼回事。170Please respect copyright.PENANAxQuqg3xg3c
170Please respect copyright.PENANA6mYjFIC7FG
「就覺得妳變了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAngluxajnLA
170Please respect copyright.PENANAAyyEi8Cn9m
「哪裡?沒有啊。」她慌亂的摸摸身體,再打量身上的服裝,一如既往。170Please respect copyright.PENANAe4QgyYXQxH
170Please respect copyright.PENANARWEg5963Vs
「跟外表沒關係,是眼睛,已經沒有別人看不懂的東西。」任子清拍拍她的頭,失笑道。170Please respect copyright.PENANA9qWagIlwVU
170Please respect copyright.PENANANLnAstwP4s
她愣在原地,下一秒被抱進男人懷裡,從頭頂傳來的聲音帶著無法察覺的欣喜:「果然只是蔡予軒啊,妳幸福真的太好了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANA1xdozMnXpe
170Please respect copyright.PENANAv4EXr8ApSP
當蔡予軒把這件事告訴何澄佑,他卻非常坦然表示任子清有跟他說過那段故事,會有這種反應一點都不奇怪,畢竟他同樣也是將自己束縛在過去的人。170Please respect copyright.PENANAVPLNuu0UZd
170Please respect copyright.PENANAZoH7DTcoo3
「妳幸福活在這個世界上,能提醒他,那個女孩的死去並不是他的錯。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAinsqzlvlNc
170Please respect copyright.PENANAGpCeFh6vDt
「你們到底偷偷瞞著我聊了什麼啊……」170Please respect copyright.PENANAmHl2fJHRWO
170Please respect copyright.PENANA0D2MSvmKle
「子清哥是妳哥,要把妳娶回家也要打好關係啊。」他把她摟進懷裡,輕吻她的耳垂。170Please respect copyright.PENANAuGA1RcZ8IO
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2VhyvqVeAQ
「你別亂親啦。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAvmP06KamKo
170Please respect copyright.PENANA60G0b3Z8rw
「予軒,下個星期跟我回家一趟吧,我爸媽很想見妳。」她轉頭便見到他認真的神情,點點頭同意。170Please respect copyright.PENANAi9MQbvVCNk
170Please respect copyright.PENANAWv4gmz7j8K
答應是答應了,但真的要去的時候,她緊張得想退縮,前一天,拉著何澄佑選了送給何爸爸、何媽媽的禮物,他無奈地陪她挑選,笑著看她慎重的表情,只希望她別被自家父母的熱情嚇到才好。170Please respect copyright.PENANAKYNxFRc0Ow
170Please respect copyright.PENANATQvv7PFvda
她難得穿上長裙、化淡妝,搭配針織毛衣,明明是很簡單的穿著與妝容,何澄佑仍是怔愣幾秒,大概是太少看到打扮完整的她。身為女人,蔡予軒最討厭的就是裙子和化妝,不只是他,林宜欣她們也買了幾件連身裙給她,總被一句「穿裙子工作不方便」堵得啞口無言,化妝更不用說,不是不會,純粹嫌麻煩,再加上何澄佑曾說過喜歡她素顏,更有理由了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAU98TnK4X1L
170Please respect copyright.PENANA7J9EDBZOdj
終於來到何澄佑的家門口,她不安的握緊何澄佑的手,他捏捏手以示安慰。170Please respect copyright.PENANAO18EhiZ6DG
170Please respect copyright.PENANARMgaHMyZNj
「妳是予軒吧,快進來。」大門一打開,何爸爸笑臉盈盈迎接他們。170Please respect copyright.PENANAnv14QqyI3m
170Please respect copyright.PENANAi9tFA7d74v
兩人進門後,蔡予軒害羞得將禮物輕放在桌上,說:「這是送給你們的禮物,希望叔叔阿姨會喜歡。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAr55F3Ymvnt
170Please respect copyright.PENANAoFt7s9Uckl
「怎麼這麼客氣,我們非常想見妳,能讓我們阿佑念念不忘,一定是很好的人。」何爸爸帶著慈祥的笑容打趣道。170Please respect copyright.PENANAe1GGcKNcHa
170Please respect copyright.PENANAcoMwceDdvp
「爸……」170Please respect copyright.PENANAfH9FUjQnCN
170Please respect copyright.PENANAHS1S7TlCKd
「你媽在廚房,帶予軒過去認識一下吧。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAxI266qkWYt
170Please respect copyright.PENANA92lCOi2xTs
何澄佑帶著她到廚房,何媽媽背對他們炒菜,抽油煙機轟隆隆的作響,他稍微放大聲音:「媽,我們回來了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAGsYB8m4nZe
170Please respect copyright.PENANASVQPEOxBS8
何媽媽轉過頭,暫時把火關上,擦擦手來到他們面前,蔡予軒率先開口:「阿姨,妳好,我是蔡予軒。」170Please respect copyright.PENANA7gdralkAuX
170Please respect copyright.PENANA9lHZEHyooz
「妳好妳好,先到外面坐坐,等好了再叫你們。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAhBUWAMOpQa
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2n2FVCckja
「阿姨,我來幫忙吧。」170Please respect copyright.PENANA3PRWcz1p0g
170Please respect copyright.PENANAesCnkaU8uZ
「不用不用,已經快好了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANA3yWidMc58o
170Please respect copyright.PENANA28aIt7fzqp
「可是……」170Please respect copyright.PENANAiiVkiUL5zu
170Please respect copyright.PENANAarCbxLZPje
「真的不用,妳跟阿佑去外面坐著,跟叔叔聊一下。」何媽媽趕緊將人推出去,順便用眼神意示何澄佑,他只好把人帶出去。170Please respect copyright.PENANAsN2lXOQKlF
170Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5RZdZivnk
何澄佑跟何爸爸打了招呼,帶著蔡予軒回到他房間,距離上次回來大約是兩個月前的事。她環顧四周,發現跟現在的房間不太一樣,這裡乘載著高中以前的何澄佑,有她認識也有不認識的過去,房間主人似乎不打算隱藏,維持同樣的風格。170Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZAgesWYz5
170Please respect copyright.PENANAPlsL2AHHHs
門後有幾張高中舞蹈社的海報,時間久了有些褪色,書桌前的牆壁貼著照片,看得出來他的生活過得多采多姿,她仔細端詳,那人臉上的笑容從來沒有改變,突然發現什麼,瞇起眼睛輕輕笑著,何澄佑似乎想起什麼,卻早已來不及了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAgjZe1m13vz
170Please respect copyright.PENANAvRsMKf5kHo
「這是高中的女朋友?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAFgr9o0K5KY
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2cHaXZUDxE
「……對。」早知道他應該好好整理,至少關於前女友的東西都該清除才對。170Please respect copyright.PENANA8mMa5X4wAO
170Please respect copyright.PENANAp6f6TQr6R2
「幹嘛這種表情,我有說什麼嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAiCNtq4Fbiz
170Please respect copyright.PENANAgP6r2Do4Ul
「沒有,但很多電視不都這樣演,現任女友發現男朋友的過去,大吵架。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAgTYsWqju7b
170Please respect copyright.PENANA2bpxKIVCCD
「我不會。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAhauGytyAjP
170Please respect copyright.PENANAk7AOZfYBo3
「我知道妳不會,所以心情上很奇怪。」170Please respect copyright.PENANA9thV94FdWU
170Please respect copyright.PENANAomV7Zx06bE
「難道我相信你不好嗎?還是比較希望我跟你吵架?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAYy72fRuXZw
170Please respect copyright.PENANAJm0Mzz59YG
「永遠都說不過妳,看來非娶妳不可了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAs5RZRPEH3w
170Please respect copyright.PENANAAu47gYBOes
「哦,意思是,你想過娶別人?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAetN2smMpYH
170Please respect copyright.PENANAP2Pfl1zOga
「……」多說多錯,唯一的辦法就是堵住她的嘴,一吻結束,低頭看著雙頰紅潤倒在他懷裡的人,心想,是該好好把這裡整理一下了。170Please respect copyright.PENANAZGpZQv0P2x
170Please respect copyright.PENANA1poxwanYKI
何媽媽在外面叫他們出去吃飯,兩人相視而笑,一同走到飯廳。這是蔡予軒第一次感受到真正的家人在飯桌上是什麼樣子,以前母親工作忙碌,曾寄人籬下一段時間,那時的氣氛稱不上好,少了針鋒相對,卻死氣沉沉,大家什麼話都不說,等母親接她出去住,常常是一個人吃飯。170Please respect copyright.PENANAuhBG0g2nr3
170Please respect copyright.PENANAjTGrdOTjQR
何爸爸、何媽媽時不時說些何澄佑的事情、為她挾菜,說她太瘦要多吃點。她很慶幸在斷掉聯繫的幾年間,何澄佑沒有變壞、沒有半途而廢,選擇一條喜歡的路往前走,何爸爸和何媽媽對他要當舞蹈老師沒有反對,給予支持,最終成長為成熟且溫暖的男人。170Please respect copyright.PENANAi1r4UsZPB8
170Please respect copyright.PENANAYjpLsxI8H7
或許過去的苦痛是為了遇見何澄佑。她心想。170Please respect copyright.PENANAD0TGgJCc2h
170Please respect copyright.PENANA6dHszP6KZW
「阿姨,我來洗吧。」蔡予軒起身接過何媽媽手裡的碗,走進廚房。170Please respect copyright.PENANA15A41pey9z
170Please respect copyright.PENANAUL3SNDbl44
何澄佑把想要跟上去的何媽媽推去客廳:「媽,妳跟爸去客廳吧,我跟予軒來收拾就好。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAcFsVHZmXwI
170Please respect copyright.PENANAUJeTnO7vv3
他倚在門邊,盯著正在洗碗的背影,嘆了一口氣,雖然他希望她不要憋著,可以的話哭出來最好,但她好像是得到了發洩,想把這幾年沒哭的全哭完,方才瞥到她微紅的眼眶,立刻知道她一定想到曾經的日子,他僅有一次的經歷都讓人難以承受,更別說十幾年。170Please respect copyright.PENANAsp0pm58vbt
170Please respect copyright.PENANARcUWBErCvQ
蔡予軒揉揉眼睛,用抹布擦乾流理台,剛轉過頭便撞上何澄佑擔憂的神情,他的指腹輕撫過她的眼角,輕柔的吻落在她的眼角。170Please respect copyright.PENANAyjM1yTVzXX
170Please respect copyright.PENANA317Oo95Drj
「小笨蛋,別哭了,爸媽會以為我欺負妳。」170Please respect copyright.PENANArQJpULBmPa
170Please respect copyright.PENANAwr5nIFrcgy
「你沒有欺負我嗎?」170Please respect copyright.PENANAiusI0FmYJd
170Please respect copyright.PENANAbBJyOtQebZ
「呃……」他再次被打敗,確實小學時期以欺負她為樂,無言以對。170Please respect copyright.PENANAxV5LU5W0o2
170Please respect copyright.PENANAqTQRBlQaUv
「阿佑,你來得太慢了。」半晌,她靠在他的懷裡,纖細的雙手環抱住他的腰,帶著撒嬌意味的蹭了蹭他的胸膛。170Please respect copyright.PENANARXatdSr7iN
170Please respect copyright.PENANAzlbSH0QDua
他微愣幾秒,緊緊抱住懷裡的人,略帶心疼的說:「嗯,對不起,我來晚了,不會再讓妳一個人了。」170Please respect copyright.PENANAASY3XQSbqV