(01)223Please respect copyright.PENANAH7Y0MUltNk
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一九九三年,他六歲。223Please respect copyright.PENANA52yqeDdY4G
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。223Please respect copyright.PENANAdSw11JNdlc
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。223Please respect copyright.PENANA49rSEX4G5h
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。223Please respect copyright.PENANAC2ETRlr7tE
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看不見,聽得到。223Please respect copyright.PENANAFO6tpRuNN3
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尖叫,呼救。223Please respect copyright.PENANAcIz2avsAyz
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心跳,鼻息。223Please respect copyright.PENANAmokDMec2Sw
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人,車。223Please respect copyright.PENANAXn707J0BWn
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電車。223Please respect copyright.PENANAljMUHgWgyN
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANAIgD2xBGQsp
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。223Please respect copyright.PENANAu5qPOYyLax
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。223Please respect copyright.PENANA2hER4Hf2L8
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。223Please respect copyright.PENANA7QWZLxhHdR
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刻骨銘心。223Please respect copyright.PENANAVuYIHEPX8n
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANAheTQSWYNdf
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(02)223Please respect copyright.PENANAKtyRf0rYnq
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看得見,聽不到。223Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ufHseusy
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。223Please respect copyright.PENANAwiXdGQMX9A
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。223Please respect copyright.PENANAFDwbpZcUxQ
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。223Please respect copyright.PENANA54WlBXKYXr
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。223Please respect copyright.PENANAfrf2uG4Mgg
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。223Please respect copyright.PENANAop0YU5sLR7
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。223Please respect copyright.PENANArq0FT71NlV
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。223Please respect copyright.PENANAhi1Kqtk82S
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。223Please respect copyright.PENANAOLRLa1J5rs
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。223Please respect copyright.PENANAd4WdvNisRR
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。223Please respect copyright.PENANAcDgj22xtGd
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANAGxRYlkgGCH
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叮……223Please respect copyright.PENANAjWHJVTgVLz
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(03)223Please respect copyright.PENANA0XvkoIPhtD
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。223Please respect copyright.PENANAVsw3Qvaj20
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。223Please respect copyright.PENANAQYDwjwOXHD
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。223Please respect copyright.PENANAVHFmDiTg1m
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。223Please respect copyright.PENANAeSreIDZNIe
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。223Please respect copyright.PENANAzodGduioqh
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。223Please respect copyright.PENANAZyRbMpglxL
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。223Please respect copyright.PENANAGVnrUDmG9E
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……223Please respect copyright.PENANA43bTpqYUSu
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。223Please respect copyright.PENANApVAHDnwFi9
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANAOZG7SGoCJi
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震驚。223Please respect copyright.PENANA7VI0Si5MAB
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?223Please respect copyright.PENANABJDX9RubMg
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANAZxYQVj30Qp
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。223Please respect copyright.PENANAj8RwAZmi1B
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。223Please respect copyright.PENANAmEr9whqJPs
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。223Please respect copyright.PENANAnjEXACqCb1
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他不想再追。很累……223Please respect copyright.PENANA03iQHrrJ2I
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANADaP9MJtSHM
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。223Please respect copyright.PENANA58dQb2j5a0
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」223Please respect copyright.PENANArbHke8Q1zm
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?223Please respect copyright.PENANA1wOzQgUYlD
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!223Please respect copyright.PENANAtnrBrsNKYj
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!223Please respect copyright.PENANA6XBJ3Mp9oO
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。223Please respect copyright.PENANAHlnnc0ISKm
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他接受不了。223Please respect copyright.PENANAeIq0D1pzNR
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANAPCIOC1ZlzQ
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。223Please respect copyright.PENANAsy9ibbpHqr
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綠手開始氣化。223Please respect copyright.PENANAxuUAP0PUEn
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……223Please respect copyright.PENANACIjLkiZynV
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。223Please respect copyright.PENANA8kKCS1yjsM
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。223Please respect copyright.PENANA6t3yxcyaSD
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叮叮——叮叮——223Please respect copyright.PENANA14Ah12LKcS
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。223Please respect copyright.PENANAhjxbcVSO4W
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緣盡。223Please respect copyright.PENANAMFu0bqrswu
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無謂執著。223Please respect copyright.PENANAKpXqdbY41B
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忽爾澄明。223Please respect copyright.PENANAOqDszXCR5l
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。223Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mrm2NGkzC
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。223Please respect copyright.PENANAznYPvv8xhV
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排隊,付款,上車。223Please respect copyright.PENANAeGV4hxpH2m
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如同其他乘客。223Please respect copyright.PENANAyQCoCwRDIz
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。