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No Plagiarism!ozgEtAEVK4VbNEnsOSXBposted on PENANA 其實那天的我穿着很普通,就只是一件灰色的V領緊身連衣裙,然後裙邊開了個比較高的叉,只是因為過份貼身,這條裙裙除了是我認知的「好睇」外,更曾經被Andus形容為「好淫」。外面穿上了Oversize的牛仔外套,和普通的純白球鞋。8964 copyright protection135PENANAhV0Ik8mHXx 維尼
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但我覺得⋯⋯就只是「咩人諗咩嘢」吧,香港35℃,基本上一踏出路面就會開始冒汗,要不是跟Yannie早就約好,我還真的不太想出門。8964 copyright protection135PENANA7HjZg0IaEf 維尼
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甚至我跟Yannie相約的目的地並不是蘭桂坊,而是旺角的某家樓上Cafe。你問為甚麼嗎?因為我戒酒了(只有Yannie還未戒掉香煙,請一起鼓勵她,嘻嘻。)。8964 copyright protection135PENANAk12AY1fCA9 維尼
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也因為我們都長大了,現在特別去中環都只是為了在某家餐廳吃上晚餐,吃完就會離開,再途經那遍擠擁的地方,現在連路過我都覺得特別厭倦,特別吵耳。8964 copyright protection135PENANA3tiKzAhAxJ 維尼
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嗯,我跟Yannie都需要長大了。8964 copyright protection135PENANAc6x1NBLMY3 維尼
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「吓你唔諗住同佢講你走㗎?」Yannie驚訝地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAG2ufpb2FjL 維尼
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「講咗又點啫?佢又唔係我邊個⋯⋯佢話係普通朋友咋嘛!」我無奈地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAxNgZJd5Vjq 維尼
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「唉~好唔捨得你走呀⋯⋯」她失落地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAzjgrK0Wk7w 維尼
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「你咪當我去咗個好遠嘅地方旅行囉⋯⋯同埋我會翻嚟㗎嘛~你又可以過嚟揾我嘅~」我微笑着說道。8964 copyright protection135PENANA2RQESjYBIA 維尼
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「咁有時差㗎嘛~同埋諗起要坐十幾個鐘飛機就覺得攰吖!」她說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAZaA2HRzCDs 維尼
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「你愛我就唔會覺得攰㗎啦~」我撒嬌地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAgUWYOAQ3YP 維尼
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我把身體貼着Yannie,用頭不停地磨蹭着她的手臂對她撒嬌。8964 copyright protection135PENANA7MQAM5Z0Ju 維尼
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對着熟悉的同性我總是特別能自然地撒嬌,特別是Yannie這類我可以把生命都交上的女人,雖然被我這樣對待的女人總是會叫我死開就是了。8964 copyright protection135PENANAO4BwPM9yNH 維尼
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「死開啦~我唔鐘意女人㗎~」她恥笑地說道。8964 copyright protection135PENANAm2gc1kXO4O 維尼
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「喂吖~遲吓你想都無得叫我死開㗎喇~」我繼續撒嬌地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANARdV0uybaPW 維尼
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「唉!咁你幾時飛呀?」Yannie失落地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAdH4dqR7fR0 維尼
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「兩個月後。」我微笑着說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAzI0ONdsSSG 維尼
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其實我有想過跟Andus坦白我的離開,某次晚餐期間我有嘗試隱晦地試探過他的口風。8964 copyright protection135PENANAMJDg0wgxff 維尼
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「你呢⋯⋯呢排身邊多唔多人會移民呀?」我試探說。8964 copyright protection135PENANA25SsAGotDM 維尼
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「有啲嘅⋯⋯早排有個Senior一家大細咁去咗加拿大。」他淡淡然地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAqOlgRfJJk9 維尼
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「咁你呢?你有冇諗過移民呀?」我追問道。8964 copyright protection135PENANAjTtE4vY7s2 維尼
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「嗯⋯⋯唔啦~我呢行去到其他地方,就無可能揾到咁高人工㗎喇~」他笑着說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAWWBU796gLE 維尼
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「但外國地方大,生活舒服啲嘛~」我裝着漫不經心地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAYGpbgpa5iS 維尼
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「等我老咗去退休掛~依家唔諗住啦。」他平淡地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAWOjhRYK9sk 維尼
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跟Yannie相見的最後,我跟她緊緊地擁抱在一起,雖然仍是我單向地抱緊她,雖然她還是會取笑被我的胸脯壓得喘不過氣。8964 copyright protection135PENANAadgPLfMuNJ 維尼
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其實我真的很喜歡擁抱的感覺,因為能真切地感受到對方的温度、心跳,還有氣味。就是感受到擁着一個有血有肉的生命的感覺,總比獨自孤單地抱着自己來得温暖。8964 copyright protection135PENANAEoH6lxdRPN 維尼
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而且,被擁抱的感覺實在很美好的。8964 copyright protection135PENANA2vAgkCCTBd 維尼
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因為出門以前我跟Andus吵了個架,所以跟Yannie見面之後,我亦順理成章地沒有回去他的家,我選擇了回到自己的家。8964 copyright protection135PENANAuGqexOvE9i 維尼
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回到那個我曾經為了兩個相似的男人,而失聲痛哭過好幾百天的房間內。8964 copyright protection135PENANAGhSxnFrMGh 維尼
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『咁夜仲唔翻嚟? 00:35 AM』Andus Whatsapp問我。8964 copyright protection135PENANAXMlbECICjf 維尼
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『我翻咗屋企呀。 00:35 AM』我秒速回覆。8964 copyright protection135PENANACUmpoO3TH1 維尼
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我還是無法拒絕地回覆了他,因為我實在不願意在這段最後相處的時光中,再跟他吵上無謂的架。8964 copyright protection135PENANAMlwiaLujzq 維尼
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至少我希望我在他心中最後的模樣,依舊是當初那個為了他,全都願意的我。8964 copyright protection135PENANAHrNW1z9gba 維尼
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『咁你聽日再過嚟? 00:36 AM』Andus再Whatsapp問我。8964 copyright protection135PENANAJYcE8XW0p2 維尼
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我沒有再回覆,我把手中的電話放下,開始執拾家中的物件。8964 copyright protection135PENANAvVXHPhGXJF 維尼
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在這個陪伴了我二十多年的家中,我經歷過不同的人類,唯一就只有這個家陪伴着我,陪我渡過了無數個失眠的夜晚,還有酗酒的日子。8964 copyright protection135PENANAYBCg0roZqm 維尼
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那張我原來還有留下,再過幾年應該能放在博物館,跟第一個他拍下的古早貼紙相;那支我特意為另一個他而買下,只有我們書信間才會用上的深紫色MUJI水筆;跟那個他在深宵喝酒時,我悄悄留下來的玻璃瓶蓋;另外這個跟我相處時,我一直搶着跟他說很好看,所以他直接脫下來送給我的手錶。8964 copyright protection135PENANAuxssHblY4P 維尼
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但全都已經毫無意義了吧,反正當中的回憶現在應該就只剩我一個人還記得吧,他們大概早就把這些有發生過的事情,全都拋諸腦後了吧。8964 copyright protection135PENANAd7OHEDJt8a 維尼
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那就⋯⋯全都丟棄了吧,好嗎?8964 copyright protection135PENANAasgsc00BKO 維尼
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接下來的一個星期,我都沒有再跟Andus聯絡,就我沒找他,他亦沒有聯絡我。8964 copyright protection135PENANAkIJnV9Lsxf 維尼
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生活上我忙着不停打包個人物品去船運,工作上我忙着跟同事做好最後的交接,跟HR交代我離開時需要的文件。8964 copyright protection135PENANATrcKkJvp5E 維尼
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「唉~我都唔知呢半年跟過幾多十單離職係因為移民喇!估唔到你咁細個都話要走!」HR無奈地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAPii9e6zLxj 維尼
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「你有小朋友就更加要走啦~佢第時同你講話想飲土豆西紅柿湯你唔好喊呀!」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAqpdG2nf50m 維尼
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「唉~我都有同老公傾過吓,可能一兩年後睇吓點再決定掛!」HR失落地說。8964 copyright protection135PENANAWe7zmJZFHL 維尼
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