It is the next day… I wake up still on the lounge; and notice my shirtless man making his way to me.. I smile as I look at this romantic, blossoming eyes with a cup of tea. I smile… as he walks towards me and sits down beside me on our elegant sofa…129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWc2vtNMkt
The love he has for me… it is surreal… I know I keep saying it…. But I love it… the intense loving emotion he shows me… is so loving… I love it so damn much… I will never FORGET IT… I can tell the new life of unemployment he is living; he completely loves it… now so more he can focus on his art career and I can work on getting this abby out; as well as my journalism career..
He smiles as he begins talking to me:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjJALhtkBX
“I just can’t believe the day is finally here…. I can now pursue my art… what I really love to do… the passion that drives me every day…. I will be starting to sell art projects all around town… I just can’t wait darling NANCY… I can’t wait..”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmYPGQQe2Y
I smile at him… I love his excitement so much.. I then respond:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJUjhMhQO2
“I know honey… I can see how happy you are.. it generally makes me so happy… on how much you love me… it makes me so happy… oh I love you so much..”
He kisses me and I kiss him back. We then hold hands; he kisses my hands and speaks in a loving fashion:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFGP5SnpBw
‘The scent and feeling of your hands is like the angels of GOD touching me..”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmfWgVPLuS
Oh wow…. The compliment he gives is so wondrous… and most handsome-like… the detailed compliments he gives… ahh… I love you to handsome… we kiss again… then I respond:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfACLQ7IEHu
“The touch of your lips to mine is heavenly gorgeous… like ROMEO and JULIET speaking and kissing for the first time by the balcony…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1EM8Lgixr
He smiles…
Just like SUPERMAN and LOIS; I have always been intrigued by the ROMEO and JULIET story; the love both teenagers have for each other; despite their feuding families… it didn’t keep them apart… but the tragedy is devastating…. Ahh… I love this man with all my heart… I speak to him back… “You JESSE ROMEO… I am…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWWunzgkI2
He responds swiftly back:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqMzwt0CDV
“ANd you are NANCY JULIET..”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuyPv7pboQ
I smile as he takes ROMEO as his middle name; and I take JULIET as my middle name..”
SHAKESPEARE is my favourite author; hence that is why I love ROMEO and JULIET so much.. the type of words he coveys in each play is so surreal and superb… it’s clever, intelligent and fantastic to read…
I smile at JESSE once again in a million times; he kisses me; I kiss him back…
SUDDENLY - JESSE’s phone rings… he stops and looks at his phone. Who dares interrupt our other romantic session? Who dares? Damn… I am so annoyed… uh… we were having such a great time.. UHH..
He looks at me and apologises; with a confused look on his face; like he doesn’t know who is calling. I question him:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pk6oYsfVF
“Hey handsome… all good? All good?”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9eCB8hAga
He responds:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIOpx1OSlp
“Yeah I uh… I have no idea who is calling… uh…. Let me answer this… this is an odd number..’
He stands up and exits the living room making his way outside… I smile though am anxious…. But I assure myself he will be fine…
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But it doesn’t seem that way… he returns to me with a worried expression on his face… I look worried and question him…129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6xGVT5ylm
“JESSE… JESSE darling… is all GOOD??” He responds; ‘Yeah…. YEAH… all is GOOD..”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lTEN6Ne3g
He says that but I know it doesn’t look right…. I speak to him…:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdUVzkeaDZ
“IT doesn’t look good… your face.. your face handsome… my worry JESSE… you are my biggest worry… and I know when my JESSE doesn’t look alright…?129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbuYnQ0mnN
He responds back to me in an annoyed tone:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5eMi3FGr0
“Seriously NANCY… all is well… all is well… I am fine…”
I grow concerned. I keep digging for the truth like the goddamn journalist that I am…. I may sound like a bitch…. But I continue on my journey to the truth… “JESSE… it’s okay… I’m your girlfriend… you can tell me everything…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXWVZOf5Pa
He responds to me in angry tone…129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS27VkXksgx
“DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP BEING A JOURNALIST ALL TNE TIME… I told you I AM FUCKIN ALRIGHT…?”
Oh no… the yelling…. It’s starting again… but it just confirms to me that something is seriously wrong… it concerns me deeply…. I yell back even though it’s not good for my stomach or our baby…129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqToZ4jJBwq
“NO JESSE… DO NOT YELL AT ME… I am generally concerned about you… SOMETHING IS WRONG and you are not telling me???”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVmq8ahtDz
I grow angry…
And here comes the pacing again…. He paces the floor again like a goddamn maniac… I can’t believe to say that his anger is starting to piss me off.. and I forget to remain calm and collective; as what job prospects in university tell you to do… I yell at him:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabraNkYB1V
“STOP PACING LIKE A GODDAMN MANIAC.. you are just CONFIRMING TO ME THAT SOMETHING IS FUCKIN WRONG… SOMETHING IS FUCKIN WRONG… and YOU ARE NOT TELLING ME SHIT…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkfxrrpwP4
He rages at me; in Both a ferocious and furious manner…. I am stunned:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1aVLeTGpG
“SHUT THE FUCK UP WOMAN… I TOLD YOU TO FUCKIN SHUT UP YOU FUCKIN COW….”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjLmeEOf8t
He slaps me hard on the face; I cry as he punches me in the eye next…. I rage back at him:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdyNzMzMrB
‘STOP FUCKIN HITTING ME YOU FUCKIN ASSHOLE… YOU GODDAMN FUCKIN ASSHOLE..”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sLAvr3IOm
I slap him hard back… he grabs my arm hard and pulls me back. I feel the strength of his arm gripping my wrist; I scream at him:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvV8cd0Odh
‘STOP HURTING ME…. STOP HURTING ME..”
He responds back furiously and pulls me in his arms restring me… I finally see the man who I met and became pregnant with for who he is truly is…129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNSmEd0iPu
“LISTEN TO ME BITCH… LISTEN…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3ikst9fKD
I cry as I try to break free. His barechest and his bare arms continue to restrain me. I grow scared as I look terrified at me. He speaks:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8qlxoU34i
“WHEN I SAY ENOUGH… I SAY FUCKIN ENOUGH…. ENOUGH…. ENOUGH ENOUGH…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcDN9rdKhc
I scream at him and bite his arm… he kicks me hard in the stomach; I fall as I grow terrified of him…129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BdZpjQF0S
A MONSTER…. I married a GODDAMN MONSTER. I scream at him with fear: “STAY AWAY FROM ME…. Stay away… you hurt my belly.”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcgv5CKeR8
Uh the pregnancy pains hit me… the sick JESSE looks at me in the most devilish way… he screams vile insults at me and threatens me:129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8I4b37mRZ
“YOU FUCKIN BITCH….YOU FUCKIN BITCH… DO NOT FUCKIN PISS ME OFF… DO NOT PISS ME OFF…”129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZConEShXF7
I scream in fear as he grabs the platinum TV near me and smashes it to pieces beside me. I grow scared as I look at the shattered glass. I am completely terrified of him… this domestic violence abuser…
“YOU SHUT UP… OKAY….. OKAY”
I cry as I obey his order.. “Okay…. Okay…”
JESSE makes his way outside… the big agro bear leaves I am completely and utterly shocked… I… I can’t believe I met a monster….129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKiH8BWxCp
I mean it’s my fault I met a man… practically a stranger who I instantly fell in love with; with which he proved out to be a demon hiding within himself… I can’t believe I fell pregnant with someone who I fell in love with at true sight… when at fact he was hiding his monster side inside..
I am heartbroken as I cry… holding my sore.. hit belly. I pray to GOD that things will be alright and he will forgive me; and I know he will.
All I want to do is escape and find the truth… I want to find the truth about JESSE. His vile actions and physical assault actions to me has driven me into a rage of finding out the truth. I breathe as I grow determined…
I grow as I lift myself up… I keep telling myself internally that things will be okay… and I will disappear from this man for eternity… I pray and pray…
I then make my way to my purse and handbag and leave… I shall never COME AGAIN and see that MONSTER AGAIN.. it is over FOR HIM and I…. O… V…E… R… OVER…
I leave…
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