見他沒反應,我繼續探問:「做咩突然煮雞飯?你一早起身整?」145Please respect copyright.PENANA1o2nV2Z9LW
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聽罷,他隨即緊皺眉頭,更反問我:「突然?之前都有煮開,你係咪未訓醒?」 145Please respect copyright.PENANAr5qVwxazoV
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「吓?平時起身就即刻翻工,邊有時間⋯⋯」還未說完,阿爸忽然逐我出廚房:「掛住同你傾,差啲煎燶啲肉,一陣再講。」 他更關上門,拒我於門外。 145Please respect copyright.PENANAW6vdrP9Q0K
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半推半就之下,我只好先刷牙,重新整理剛才發生的事。 145Please respect copyright.PENANAUmqc1KV9wn
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但越細想、就越覺不妥,怎可能一夜之間,聲音變尖、廚藝突飛猛進?還說甚麼向來習慣煮早餐,他才未睡醒吧? 145Please respect copyright.PENANAqsUcFP9pEe
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我開始擔心,阿爸患上甚麼怪病,或是精神錯亂之類。一想到這,手心開始冒汗,呼吸不自覺加速,生怕惡夢重演,沒法再次承受。 145Please respect copyright.PENANAWTf3oYrXZP
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也許他說得對,我只是未睡醒,才會胡思亂想。如今時間充裕,就先沖澡梳洗,讓自己冷靜下來。 145Please respect copyright.PENANA5spkg9k7OX
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每次洗澡,總能讓思緒亂走亂想,無需束縛自己、在意別人臉色,想怎樣就怎樣,一切由我作主,肆意釋放所有情緒。 145Please respect copyright.PENANA2c6zESGWVg
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說起早餐,我大概有一段長時間沒吃過,下意識想逃避略過,情願睡多半小時,也不願提早醒來、不願勾起往事。145Please respect copyright.PENANAgiRMff60yJ
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沉醉夢鄉,好比面對現實。 145Please respect copyright.PENANA4SVhCVxy7U
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可惜,夢總有醒來一天。