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我奮力邁著腳步前進,保持著吸吸吐、吸吸吐、吸吸吐,的頻率,靜靜地一個人和湖畔旁的人行道玩耍。8964 copyright protection46PENANAHyuijlt9PQ 維尼
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我在內心吐槽著自己,露出微笑地同時,呼吸頻率差點被自己打亂。8964 copyright protection46PENANAg9Gb7AvhFj 維尼
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但很快,我便恢復正常的呼吸頻率,繼續一個人靜靜享受著跑步的感覺。8964 copyright protection46PENANAumwUUS9S0N 維尼
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這裡是個絕佳的跑步點,能讓我暫時忘記一切,只是靜靜享受著「跑步」這件事情。8964 copyright protection46PENANAPrMF0RDfui 維尼
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我腦海中不自覺地響起那個女人的聲音,即使我試圖遏止,那些話語也如同雨天地底下不斷湧出的噁心蚯蚓般,瘋狂出現在我的腦海。8964 copyright protection46PENANA57avxyKpj9 維尼
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「除了餐錢和學費之外,妳別想我會給妳什麼。妳好好像個女孩子一點,不好嗎?……」8964 copyright protection46PENANASvHk7QlHbU 維尼
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我嘆了口氣,停下了腳步,雙手插著口袋,靠在湖泊旁的欄杆上,不斷輕輕喘著氣。8964 copyright protection46PENANAdSwHXDJzeS 維尼
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我朝前方的空氣用力揮了一記右鉤拳,用盡全身力氣的那種。8964 copyright protection46PENANA1FjCivxfDa 維尼
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而當然沒有打中任何東西,在別人眼中我應該就像個亂揮空氣的白癡。8964 copyright protection46PENANApyRzYDz5Yo 維尼
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但幸好這地方沒有別人,我才敢這樣做。8964 copyright protection46PENANAdlfVm9RVzz 維尼
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明明跑步是一件讓我輕鬆愉悅的事情,但現在卻感覺很噁心,想吐。8964 copyright protection46PENANA1TGJ8uQTby 維尼
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肚子很餓,但我仍在猶豫著要不要花口袋裏頭的「餐錢」去買任何東西吃。8964 copyright protection46PENANAHx6057J2kB 維尼
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身體很疲累,而我有些猶豫,甚至有點想直接就此離開所謂的「家」。8964 copyright protection46PENANA8mQyzBER2v 維尼
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我低語,試圖盡力翻攪腦海裡的所有聯絡人,卻找不到任何一個可能會願意接納我的存在。8964 copyright protection46PENANAhpDHCZuFun 維尼
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我就像是被困在一座孤島上,沒有任何與他人的聯絡方式,每天只是一個人吃飯、鍛鍊,醒來後睡去。8964 copyright protection46PENANAhl2AqvlY02 維尼
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偶爾會有語言不通的原住民來宣示這地方是他的,試圖趕走我、強迫我加入他們。8964 copyright protection46PENANA3NbM9mge3y 維尼
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但我每次都奮戰到底,即使自己遍體麟傷也要捍衛自己的一小塊領土。8964 copyright protection46PENANA18hfzI5ViA 維尼
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當他們倦了、累了,便不再攻擊我的跑回自己的村莊。8964 copyright protection46PENANAZnkvwPFAxJ 維尼
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但當他們消停一陣子後,又會不斷重整旗鼓的進攻我的領土。8964 copyright protection46PENANARZxGY4xmpV 維尼
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我就這樣一直不斷反覆的強調著自己的存在,始終不願意去變成他們的一分子,固執地守護著只屬於自己的那一小片領土。8964 copyright protection46PENANAY5VQa1vrlF 維尼
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並且不斷的祈禱著,某天會有一艘船或一架飛機,來到我身處在的這座孤島,帶我離開這個鬼地方。8964 copyright protection46PENANAYKUNZ5HHys 維尼
去到有和我語言相通的人,並且願意真心接納我的場所。8964 copyright protection46PENANA6kHqJLjf6d 維尼
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所以在那瞬間到來之前,我總是抱著渺小到十分卑微的願望,努力奮鬥著。8964 copyright protection46PENANAlIwciZwB3O 維尼
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自己一個人看著網上的拳擊影片學習、自己一個人鍛鍊這副瘦弱的身軀、甚至自己一個人偷偷跑去教訓搶人錢包的不良少年什麼的……8964 copyright protection46PENANAiWRVzvYap3 維尼
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「也該上學了……」8964 copyright protection46PENANAvQR1CIm80F 維尼
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我望了眼身後緩慢升起的日出,很快便背對它朝著距離我好幾公里遠的「家」走去。8964 copyright protection46PENANAWhOoMDnHM0 維尼
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十分空虛、空洞,並且悄悄將我的痛苦藏於心中。8964 copyright protection46PENANA2MajoE9wHJ 維尼
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餓的偶爾會不受控制亂叫的肚子、還有長時間訓練疲累的身體都讓我想投降。8964 copyright protection46PENANAiWxGh5XYNt 維尼
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「但我的固執或許算是某種遺傳吧?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAZ1b6zCRXpI 維尼
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我走在回去的路上,在內心祈禱著在孤島中的那個我,能有一天真的能遇見來接我的船隻或飛機。8964 copyright protection46PENANAzUgsWNmSQw 維尼
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