夜已深,只剩家駒獨坐在婕媛的靈位前。他拿出了一台Keyboard,這是他平時創作用的。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0wRGBdTgSx
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『婕媛,還記得這個Keyboard嗎?這是在我拿下法國號組個人優勝的那年生日,妳送給我的禮物。這兩天我的心情起起伏伏,知道了許多事情。當然,有些對我來說,已經不重要了。明天是妳出殯的日子,我一定會陪著妳走完這人生的最後一段路。我答應妳的事,絕不食言。妳向來都害怕寂寞,只要一有時間,我就會去看妳。陪著妳,唱歌給妳聽…… 』說著說著家駒掉下了眼淚。45Please respect copyright.PENANAOrc5pLhnUW
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『哎呀!說好不哭的…… 』家駒拭去了自己的眼淚。他把Keyboard架好,將剛譜好曲的作品,放在面前的譜架上。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYcxk6lctsE
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『這是昨晚寫的,我現在就唱給妳聽,妳要仔細聽喔!』家駒緩緩地唱出了歌詞的第一句。45Please respect copyright.PENANABWqYiI84Zv
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『在愛情的國度裡,隱藏自己的姓名…… 』哽咽的聲音,在深夜裡更讓聽者動容。45Please respect copyright.PENANAZGuIi47SMX
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透過琴聲和歌聲,歌詞清清楚楚地被表達了出來。45Please respect copyright.PENANAFOIBFugOoa
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在愛情的國度裡,45Please respect copyright.PENANAksDGttRQZV
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隱藏自己的姓名。45Please respect copyright.PENANAAtGTHNIWco
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那孑然一身的命運,45Please respect copyright.PENANAQWP9WsJRlQ
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卻有不同的際遇。45Please respect copyright.PENANAiCl0RQyJKH
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在我的某個深處掩埋許久的謎,45Please respect copyright.PENANAoFCc3xhQV1
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一直都不肯說,讓它跟隨到地底下去。45Please respect copyright.PENANATHqGzHXcVA
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來來往往人群裡,45Please respect copyright.PENANAKlVgww7pPx
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踩著熟悉的蹤跡。45Please respect copyright.PENANANrnHhqsa8m
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像毫無止盡的追尋,45Please respect copyright.PENANAtJInsUWYXp
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填補內心的空虛。45Please respect copyright.PENANAVb45VvVJ3o
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其實我仍在等待感情能夠降臨,45Please respect copyright.PENANATwil8Kcg2h
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陪伴著一輩子,我將幸福就這樣定義。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPQsc7l2ZlA
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我渴望一個擁抱,緊緊的擁抱,誰說男人沒有權利被套牢。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfEOxRPxmCF
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盡情地哭吧!夢醒後再出發,一定會做到最好。45Please respect copyright.PENANApnUEBrq8Gp
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我渴望一個擁抱,緊緊的擁抱,誰說男人只在黑夜受煎熬。45Please respect copyright.PENANAvimX5UwTVG
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嘶吼完忘掉,將自己調整好,愛情不過就是天荒地老。45Please respect copyright.PENANALHvvzvVhqG
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哭過之後,衣襟都濕了,45Please respect copyright.PENANAR2AxtHS9bj
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難道甘願自己什麼事都受阻饒。45Please respect copyright.PENANA26TXLL1s8x
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我不怨、不奢求,只求一生愛過,45Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ1aQ0GBc1
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給我機會,妳會相信我。45Please respect copyright.PENANAuHFsnZr0HE
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『我渴望一個擁抱,緊緊的擁抱,誰說男人沒有權利被套牢。盡情地哭吧!夢醒後再出發,一定會做到最好。我渴望一個擁抱,緊緊的擁抱,誰說男人只在黑夜受煎熬。嘶吼完忘掉,將自己調整好,愛情不過就是天荒地老…… 』45Please respect copyright.PENANAyOkbZewiRf
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『誰?』鋼琴聲和歌聲同時停了下來。45Please respect copyright.PENANAeWrD544ahz
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『是我!』45Please respect copyright.PENANALwNTo5wvCP
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『原來是英吉啊。不好意思,把你吵醒了。』45Please respect copyright.PENANACURzBEYcaV
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『其實,我也是睡不著。剛好聽到琴聲和歌聲,才會走到這來。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAOKMMKIMMmi
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家駒點點頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAiZQyPIOUIO
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『你真的很堅強,如果是我恐怕…… 』45Please respect copyright.PENANAT0aeZbq32B
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聽到最好的朋友這樣說,家駒的情緒險些潰堤。45Please respect copyright.PENANAD7SUSaeaOL
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『不然能怎麼辦呢…… 婕媛也不會希望我很難過吧?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAT3qbiwnNMA
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『想哭,就哭吧?就像歌詞所寫的,盡情哭出來。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAnM8LDJlOk4
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此時的家駒再也隱藏不住自己難過的情緒,激動地落淚了。45Please respect copyright.PENANA7uyimE7k7o
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十分鐘後,家駒將情緒平復了下來。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPHI1o8TjUx
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『明天就是婕媛出殯的日子,在這最後的一段路,我一定讓她放心的走,不能掉一滴眼淚。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA9UDX82VHgv
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英吉沒有說話,只是沉默地看著家駒。45Please respect copyright.PENANA10lXDCjKpi
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『這幾天真是辛苦你和有珍了,我…… 』45Please respect copyright.PENANAidPbHz9k7E
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『憑我們之間的交情,客套話就不用說了。倒是你要快點振作起來,別忘了你的責任,這才是最重要的。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAeniSHq2Ptl
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家駒點點頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYYyxaIyoL6
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『可以多告訴我一些你在國外留學的事情嗎?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAiUxWZ5Evgk
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『怎麼,怎麼突然問到這個?』45Please respect copyright.PENANA6WxiGYegcg
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『嗯!也沒什麼啦。只是有機會,我可能會出國看看。所以,想多了解這方面的事。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA7W4w2QmvUK
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『好吧!那你想知道什麼呢?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAkjNlkGf8Fz
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『如果想要有個碩士以上的文憑,大概需要多久的時間?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAgaIEWzuGCv
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『這個嘛!在國外,文憑不是很重要的東西。在國內,也許會看到許多什麼“某某碩士”、“某某演奏碩士”的。可是在歐洲是沒有這些名詞存在的,尤其是德語區的國家。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAWq2hSHADCG
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『所以,有可能在國外許多年,取得的學歷在國內是不被承認的,對吧?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAe2c42VqqJY
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『一般來說,要從歐洲的音樂院畢業並不容易。在英美要拿到碩士比較簡單,差不多1 ~ 3年就可以畢業。可是像德國、法國這些國家,少說都得要熬上5到8年。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAtROlPzsjgp
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『那…… 你算是比較順利的囉?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAgTbQSXlryK
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『我…… 其實,也談不上什麼順不順利。以國內只看文憑的教育環境,有許多國外留學的音樂家,所擁有的學歷都是灌水來的。我是維也納音樂院畢業的,靠著畢業的文憑,便可以申請所謂的演奏家文憑、藝術碩士學位兩種證明。這樣的文憑也許在國內很吃香,但是在國外,尤其是歐洲的德語區,根本就沒有人會理你。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAg4nyHPPhFM
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『可是能出國去看看,總該有些收穫吧?』家駒笑了笑。45Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Whs3oRTK
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『你知道“巴黎音樂院”嗎?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAN9xIpBRsJx
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『我知道啊!國內好像蠻多人從那裡畢業的。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAYjR6G6cYf8
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『這些人真是吹牛不打草稿。事實上,巴黎有三家有名的音樂學校,通通都叫做“巴黎音樂院”,可是等級上就差很多了。歷史最悠久的應該是「國立巴黎高等音樂舞蹈學院」,像知名的作曲家德布西、佛瑞、白遼士都是從那畢業的。台灣也是很多人畢業於「巴黎音樂院」啦!不過,它的全名叫做「巴黎師範音樂院」。』英吉顯然對這些人很不屑。45Please respect copyright.PENANApDUNWGSNuD
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『我也聽說過類似的情形。不是有很多人以登上「卡內基音樂廳」為傲嗎?但紐約的卡內基裡好像有三個廳,大多數的演奏者都是在僅容納二百六十八個座位的威爾廳(Weill Recital Hall)演出,可是真正的「卡內基音樂廳」應該是指比較大的史坦廳(Issac Stern Auditorium),裡頭可容納兩千八百人。如果這樣也能相提並論的話,那等級上就真的差太多了。』45Please respect copyright.PENANANdoP4PvPpO
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『所以囉!國外留學回來的不見得有真材實料,但以你的才能,我相信一定有所作為的。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAb1Agbl8ofo
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『謝謝你告訴我這些。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAhqRsWzrCeQ
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『眼前你還有很多事情要做,有何打算?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAKPWXySUNnO
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『你是指接手管樂團的事嗎?』45Please respect copyright.PENANAaUlXEBoSE6
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『對!還有和森祐老師之間的賭注。有把握嗎?』45Please respect copyright.PENANA9UDJJQxQTl
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『距離全國管樂比賽還有一段時間,可是我還沒有任何帶團的經驗。真的是一點把握都沒有。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA8UubWsN0rt
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『打起精神!不管是宏彬老師,或者是我們這些好友,都會全力支持你的。大家都相信你,所以不可以讓我們失望。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAHtwZ7I5n3R
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『給我這麼大的壓力,你不怕我承受不住嗎?』45Please respect copyright.PENANApq0wqsCmQc
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『我可不是第一天認識你,你的能耐我很清楚。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAdn24MGComu
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『謝謝你,那我們就一起加油吧。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAtYAd40OW25
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英吉開心地點點頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAG6NhQpUggA
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天色漸漸亮了起來。家駒看了一下時間,已經是凌晨的五點鐘了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAdGxpkV2AgP
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『哎呀,不知不覺已經天亮了。我得去準備一些東西,不跟你聊囉!』家駒說。45Please respect copyright.PENANAmipNOnlWCH
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『好,那我先回去梳洗一下,待會兒見。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAvGKaylPG2t
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時間是早上的九點鐘。在場的有家駒、英吉、有珍等十多位婕媛的好友。另外,宏彬老師也出現了。他們都是要來送婕媛這最後一段路的。為避免白髮人送黑髮人的場面,婕媛的家人在儀式開始時,就會回到家中。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYi1UIfCI2G