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今日的小曼,又一次神出鬼沒的出現在我的身後,帶著那令我有些不適的煙味,以及甜膩膩的聲音,她總是喜歡矇住我的眼睛,好像是在跟我玩猜謎遊戲那樣。44Please respect copyright.PENANAP9QuhJkNoY
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「在想..你有怎麼樣的過去?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAyPThdXXPyK 維尼
她鬆開手後,我回頭望著她深不見底的眼眸,裡面似乎閃過了一瞬間的訝異,卻又很快變回了平時那副似笑非笑的樣子44Please respect copyright.PENANAmfWnk4tKzh
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「這很重要嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANADL8DdF1LBZ 維尼
她笑著問我,眼睛彎成了月牙的樣子,或許是不想提及吧,即便笑著也能感受到那股涼意44Please respect copyright.PENANAxk0TjCn0dr
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「不重要,每個人都有過去。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAHLW4saTayu 維尼
「那只是你的來時路,你沒必要和我說。不過如果你要說,我會做個好聽眾。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAbzZDAjajN3 維尼
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待我說完,那深邃的眼眸盯著我看了好一會兒,讓我都覺得背脊有點發涼8964 copyright protection40PENANAUVYNrNSezT 維尼
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「了解一個令人感到絕望的過去,能夠激起你的優越感嗎?」44Please respect copyright.PENANA4lKNQdXhFp
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她依舊笑盈盈的,卻讓人看不出任何開心的樣子,說出來的話也是冰冷的徹底44Please respect copyright.PENANAdylw5HEpAT
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「我需要找尋優越感嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA4Ks3uD4bv6 維尼
我並沒有被這句話嚇到,也沒有想要嘗試反駁,只是順其自然的反問她,讓她去審視我的本身8964 copyright protection40PENANA1kNRJaHQh4 維尼
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「嗯,說的也是。像你這樣美好且自由的存在,的確不需要~」8964 copyright protection40PENANABYz5m52Ub1 維尼
「行吧,也不是什麼不能說的秘密。」44Please respect copyright.PENANABHpMrbUW8b
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她嘲諷的笑了笑,但卻能從中感覺到她眼眸裡深不見底的絕望44Please respect copyright.PENANA3bQHtHGol4
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「那是中學的時候吧,我自以為是的喜歡上了一個年紀比我大了不少的男孩」8964 copyright protection40PENANAiJOguLOKPI 維尼
「我原本以為,第一次戀愛一定都是那麼美好,所以我總是順著他的要求,因為我想要他的愛」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZH4UfDjqTO 維尼
她停頓了一下,才緩緩吐出最後一句話8964 copyright protection40PENANAgt2ndAWhJQ 維尼
「最後等來強迫、威脅、出軌...之類的吧~」8964 copyright protection40PENANAKNJRg5SBRt 維尼
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小曼斷斷續續的講述著她第一次戀愛的經歷,即便這些之言片語乍看之下得不出什麼資訊44Please respect copyright.PENANARJzQArdK9X
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卻能從細節處感受到8964 copyright protection40PENANANnzde24mpP 維尼
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如果不喜歡這朵花,你可以將它仍在一旁的草地回歸自然,而不是將它放在無水的花瓶中,每天摘掉一片花瓣8964 copyright protection40PENANAlRjH8tDT8H 維尼
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如果要為小曼的故事做出結論8964 copyright protection40PENANAOnob9iGca0 維尼
或許就是這樣吧8964 copyright protection40PENANAmEs8hyaJ8M 維尼
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「嚇到了嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA9IzjcrNbEw 維尼
她說完後,微笑的望著我,眼眸依舊是那樣,看不到任何的光芒44Please respect copyright.PENANAahwLoaJlfG
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「所以,我一直在尋找屬於我的救贖。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAiDE2pGFPbf 維尼
她望著窗外,小聲的說了一句話,輕的像是落在肩上的羽毛,卻又無比的沉重44Please respect copyright.PENANA78n2fvCovn
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「你活到現在了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA6vRr8d8H3n 維尼
我望著她,並沒有給予任何一句安慰,只是陳述了一個奇怪的事實44Please respect copyright.PENANAkFbWgr21Mg
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「是的,我活到現在了,但之後的每一段感情,都沒能帶給我救贖。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAtV0P6Pwwx7 維尼
她笑著說道,彷彿已經不抱有任何希望,聲音都平穩的可怕,就像已經停滯沒有波動的心電圖44Please respect copyright.PENANA51WpY8dpYq
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平穩,卻沒有任何生機8964 copyright protection40PENANAPYunqy6T98 維尼
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「我討厭這個世界。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAn6WchIGiAY 維尼
她望著窗外,臉上依舊是那副笑容,烏黑的長髮隨微風飄起,明明是個美好的少女44Please respect copyright.PENANAF9XjBujX0M
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卻好像死了一樣。44Please respect copyright.PENANAP4fowhizNu
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「你現在站在我的眼前。」8964 copyright protection40PENANACL32he6Lts 維尼
我依舊陳述著事實,並沒有做出任何評價或安慰,只是望著她的身影44Please respect copyright.PENANAjVtm8KkUDN
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「你在說什麼?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAgcEJUxocvM 維尼
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她一臉不明所以的望著我8964 copyright protection40PENANAH1UnOh9J4H 維尼
在等待著我的解釋44Please respect copyright.PENANAYUoBrrxGXj
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「所以,你已經救贖你自己一次了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAmcDrEfiRQf 維尼
我望著她的眼眸,沒有了平時那副開玩笑的樣子,一字一句都包含著認真與堅定44Please respect copyright.PENANAvzqY0PwSNJ
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「很會說話,但這樣算是活著嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAJbCNs2GyKa 維尼
她笑了一下,隨後拋了個更加困難的疑問44Please respect copyright.PENANAejdQSmncob
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「只要還活著,總有一天能夠真實的“活著”。」8964 copyright protection40PENANASyOzqeAdJE 維尼
我也望向了窗外,看著飛過去的群鳥,枝芽上盛開的花蕊,一切都充滿著生機44Please respect copyright.PENANA7aP7bsDqzZ
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但現在的她,就像隔著窗戶,只能看到窗外的生機,卻無法接觸,沒日沒夜的仰望著8964 copyright protection40PENANAeBgwgmAo23 維尼
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「說的可真輕鬆。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAyBhy9vY5yd 維尼
她不以為意,笑著吐槽了我一句44Please respect copyright.PENANAG5Ulmq3072
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「我不想給你希望,也不想叫你加油。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA2sRfl7wmFt 維尼
「但我很開心你仍然能夠站在我的身邊,慶幸能夠觸碰到你、聆聽到你、感受到你,僅此而已。」44Please respect copyright.PENANARVyTPpry9R
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她似乎對我的話感到有些意外,不再帶有笑容,只是一臉凝重的望著我8964 copyright protection40PENANAGExWYqGn4W 維尼
「我們關係很好嗎?」44Please respect copyright.PENANAhKX85PidTf
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她不解的問道,似乎想從我眼裡看到真實44Please respect copyright.PENANABohnKNn3Rm
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「不好吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANArIXkUhR9T3 維尼
這次換我投以她一個微笑,望著她深邃的眼眸44Please respect copyright.PENANA2CF3MADqOS
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「你真奇怪..」44Please respect copyright.PENANAU8E7AHeXMV
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她撇開了頭,不再與我對視,但聲音卻不是那麼的平穩了,能感到些許的慌亂?亦或是緊張,我也不能夠確定44Please respect copyright.PENANAO5ULeHpHyp
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但卻能感覺到,某些角落有些許的變化了8964 copyright protection40PENANAHla3FLzMaw 維尼
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「彼此彼此~」8964 copyright protection40PENANA5sALh7o6DC 維尼
我笑著回應她,然後繼續看著窗外,她見我沒有回應,也望著外面44Please respect copyright.PENANAGzlHHy52u6
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「那朵花好漂亮。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAl6hJUWEPIB 維尼
小曼淺淺地說道,指了指那朵在窗前盛開的小花。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0WcnqMgJe2
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「是啊,很漂亮。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAsiylT6RZds 維尼
我笑著回應她,並沒有任何動作,只是同她靜靜地欣賞著花朵44Please respect copyright.PENANAQEkQ37m7Gh
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「你不幫我摘下它嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAQEvpCsRZBD 維尼
她有些詫異,卻也沒有伸手摘取,只是望著欣賞花朵的我44Please respect copyright.PENANA7d9CUyoJ2N
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「你喜歡的,是鮮活的它,而不是它在手上枯萎的樣子吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAs6ueRDQ37n 維尼
我回頭望著小曼,很自然的回答她44Please respect copyright.PENANAKzLdTz0dVa
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春日的暖陽很舒服,彷彿整個人都可以染上那獨特的金黃色,我倆就這麼靜靜地望著窗外,不知過了多久8964 copyright protection40PENANADowyJI9x6g 維尼
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「是呢..」8964 copyright protection40PENANAUuAIkUujX7 維尼
小曼緩緩吐出兩個字,重新將目光投在了那朵美麗的小花上面44Please respect copyright.PENANAnVSQLkExuM
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粉紅色的花瓣看起來輕柔的令人想要觸碰8964 copyright protection40PENANAjld2eLXBsh 維尼
但此刻的我們或許都已經心知肚明8964 copyright protection40PENANA046AtATFD8 維尼
花朵最美的時刻8964 copyright protection40PENANAjPyjxBk4tP 維尼
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從來都是獨自綻放,沒有被採摘下的模樣8964 copyright protection40PENANAisjfIr9W6F 維尼
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