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Every time I look at my phone. I want a brand new message or something, its better than nothing. Either its someone saying I hate you, or I love you, or maybe 'ok, c u later', I will always have something to reply to.
This title doesn't make sense. I do it on purpose and I don't care anymore. I just need a title.
I have this friend, I met online. He was really funny and we were just like each other, same humor basically, everything you would want in a best friend. I met him in late may, when my depressive episodes were really bad. I got my grandmas phone one day and played Roblox on it. Meeting him. Then, I got my phone took for writing that story, that's how my mom found out about him. She looked into his account, figured out he changed his name, 20 times and it was created this year and in July. Maybe I should be concerned a bit. I don't know. I asked him about it and if he was a real person. He just, brushed it off with a 'girl what r u on yes i am'. I really don't know i'm just so confused, why couldn't tell me this later? Or then? I saw his face and I know what state he's in, I just don't know if he's real or fake. He was so transparent with me, so am I, but i'm a little bit more blunt with my responses than him. I should be scared or should I be just sitting here, waiting for the truth? I'm so tired and I don't wanna do this anymore with him, but I don't wanna lose him. Its addicting. It's like, i'm wrapped around his finger or something. I don't want that, nobody does.
I've been researching mental illnesses since Thursday. It's not for a class, for my own purposes. I just wanna know anything and everything about them. So many people keep in the dark about things like that, including me, I haven't told my mom until I got in trouble that's when I opened up. ..
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