I am back. I have not been studying a lot lately. I promised myself to come up with a plan but I didn't. I feel like I should only make promises with myself that I can actually full fill.
Mom has been very sick from the past few days. I am trying my best to help her. Her condition is actually very serious. I am so damn afraid. When my mom tells me to help her more I feel so irritated, but I never shows that. Deeply I think that, Why am I so selfish? I lately watched a video on YouTube that describes my condition. I was filled with tears after watching it.
My sister is going on a trip, she doesn't even talk to mom properly even though she knows how sick she is, she only talks to her when she needs money. She buys many clothes for herself but still asks mom for money. She goes for parties and all but when my mom asks her to buy her some medicine she suddenly have no money. She shouts on my mom all the time. How can a person be this cruel to their mom??
My father have all the money to spend on his clothes and buy beer everyday but when it comes to paying my little brother's fees suddenly he has no money left. I feel so sad for my brother, I try my best to be kind and be the responsible person because I know it can so hard for a child to grow up in this environment.
A few days ago my mom told me if she faints suddenly or doesn't wake up from sleep, I should explain the doctor properly about this situation as no one else in this house even cares to know what my mom is going through. I can't loose my mom, she is literally the only person in the world I have. I love her so very much.
Until next time,
Joy
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