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When the airplane staff told me to follow them I wasn't planning on coming face to face with Twin. I haven't seen him since he tried he crashed out about my boyfriend back in college. We were over and done with after the still birth. His ass wanted to act sad but told me to get rid of it. So I just got rid of him. I don't even know how he knew I was in the hospital. He held my hand as I pushed our son out. When I held my son I cried I didn't even wanna give him up but I did. Now here I was looking at him.
"Why you got that make up caked up on your body?" Twin asked.
"Twin what do you want?" I asked.
"I missed you." He said reaching for my hand but I smacked his hand away.
I didn't fuck with Twin like that no more. Once apon a time I loved Twin. I loved Twin since I was 13 years old. He was everything my little teenage brain wanted but as I grew up and thought about the past he never truly loved me back. Twin and I were never really exclusive or anything. We just were us. He was my person. I hated that he was in the game but I excepted it. When I found out after he told me to get rid of my son he was with another bitch I feared any feelings for him out that shit way down deep. After I lost my baby I went like business as usual. I took my studies serious till I met Rome. I was in my internship when I met Rome. I was working at a jewelry store when he came in and spent a grip up there. After he spent the money he slid me his number. I didn't call because I could smell the streets on him eventually he broke me down. For five years I dedicated my heart to him. Three years ago he got locked up and some how I got the blame. He told me I snitched on him. I gave his mother the ring back and went about my business. I haven't been with a man since. My heart couldn't take it no more.
"Twin we not even on that kinda time. To be honest we never were I was just something to fuck on." I said.
"Selena you know that's not true. You know what my feelings were for you. Shit still are you always been my person." He said trying to looking into my soul.
"Yeah until I got pregnant. You looked relieved when they pronounced him dead." I said.
"Relieved? That's what you think? That shit broke my heart. Not many things brought me to my knees but hearing you cry and looking at him.. I shit that shit brought me to my knees. Then you cut me off shit I needed you. You went on as if it never happened. Got you a little boyfriend posting him around going out on trips and I let you both live because you deserved a slice of happiness." He said.
"You are damn straight I did. I felt him kick, I did everything right and I still lost him. I had to pretend it didn't happen or it was gonna swallow me. You have no idea what I went threw."
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