如是者過咗幾日之後,教學方面叫做走咗上軌道,至少少咗Adolf單嘢之後煩少咗樣嘢,忽然間,我手機收到由校長發送嘅訊息。
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「小息嘅時候過一過嚟校長室!」
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又是者,我去咗校長室。
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「Kam Sir,之前聽宋老師係我面前讚你,話你有開解學生嘅能力,令學生肯扚起心肝落學業方面,從而減低宋老師嘅工作壓力,仲記得果位學生唔專心嘅程度就連我哋同佢屋企傾計都唔大成效,我相信你有一啲特質令佢對你貼貼服服。Kam Sir呢一功你值得嘅......」
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我先感激校長對我嘅稱讚同埋工作嘅肯定。然而,唔係以小人之心度君子之腹,諗深一層,有幾可老闆叫你入老闆房係為咗稱讚你咩?無可能!一定仲有下文!
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「Kam Sir,近日有啲家長投訴,關於係學生被匿名訊息滋擾,尤其係女學生,到目前為止都未捉到個兇手。如果你有啲咩消息,記得同我講!」
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我點頭示意。
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「仲有最後一件事,Kam Sir,近日我見到你成日OT處理校務,記得量力而為,唔好捱壞身子,休息都好緊要!」
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「明白了,多謝校長提點!」
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明白校長嘅一番苦心,但現實啲講,員工休息係建基於處理哂所有事務嘅情況下。但假設本身啲野根本一個工作天都做唔完,試問一下又點敢休息呢?有陣時我覺得校長諗野確實有啲天方夜譚,減輕我嘅工作量更加實際。
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「唉!啲野做唔完咪又係無得收工!」
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離開咗校長室,我不經意發咗句悔氣。
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又係到6A上堂嘅時間。一如既往,Adolf見到我同女學生交流嘅時候會偷笑;Candy會上堂自己做數,有唔識嘅時候會發問;Eve會浸醉屬於佢嘅畫畫世界。正路呢啲係日常操作,但有一位學生同平時有啲分別。Brianna一言不發咁僕低喺張枱到,就算我啲叫佢都好,佢都無反應。
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我覺得好奇怪,平時嘅佢一定會係咁問我問題然後自己親自解番比我知,我再笑番佢。而今日佢嘅行為有少少反常,Brianna成堂都無郁過,雙手抱枱,個頭面向張枱到。係落堂果下佢至緩緩咁起身,我睇得出佢嘅表情非常憔悴。
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於是我問下Brianna近排發生咗咩事,佢都只係答我唔夠訓而已,但背後嘅原因係點只有佢自己知。
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唉,應該係發生咗啲事嘅,點解唔同我講呢?
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我一直沉思呢個問題嘅同時收到宋老師嘅訊息。
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「Kam Sir,有啲料到喎,Adolf依家上堂真係專心咗,雖然仲有少少百厭,但比起之前,態度有正面轉變。多謝你先!」
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「少事啦,我只係講咗以前一段經歷,佢就開竅咗!」
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「有無發現佢有啲似以前嘅你?哈哈!」
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的確,我上堂果時望住Adolf嘅時候會諗起中學時期嘅自己,心態上都覺得讀書無用,但唔同嘅係,Adolf聰明過我好多。
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「都係,所以我會估到佢諗咩,之後對症下藥,輕輕鬆鬆完成任務!先唔講呢樣住......」
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「?」
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「關於另一個同學——Brianna,佢上你堂嘅時候有無不在狀態?」
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「哇!咁識關心學生,仲要係女學生,同溝佢呀?」
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「正經啲啦,我認真問嫁,唔知點解佢今日上堂果時同佢零交流,成個人僕低喺張枱到,點叫都無反應,我好擔心佢出事!」
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「講下笑咋!不過,佢今日上我堂果時的確有你形容嘅情況。我試下問下佢,可能會問到啲嘢,我有消息再聯絡你!」
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「唔該你,書儀!」
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我伸一伸懶腰,原來已經四點,不經不覺我同書儀用訊息傾咗半粒鐘(如果無補堂嘅話,中學大約三點半放學)。最有趣嘅係,我見到Eve仲未走,毫無疑問佢仲喺佢個座位到畫緊畫。
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我一直凝視住Eve嘅一舉一動,佢右手拎起支筆畫,而左手就係咁touch ipad 個 screen,不斷重重覆覆咁做呢個動作。
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我無出聲,直到佢發現到我為止。
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「哇,原來阿Sir仲喺到!」佢終於察覺到我嘅存在,佢驚訝個樣好得意,痴線,我諗緊啲乜,我係老師嚟!呢份係工作,點解會有呢啲不應存在嘅感覺?
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「係呀,我見你好努力咁畫緊畫,唔好意思叫停你。」
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「我睇下個時間先,哇!原來已經係四點三喇,原來我畫咗同耐!」
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呢個係Eve第二次驚訝嘅樣,唔知應該話佢傻定可愛。
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「不過,喺我走之前,阿Sir你依家有無時間?」
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「依家都ok嘅!咩事?」
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「我想比你睇張圖!」
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於是,Eve將佢手上嘅ipad交咗比我,入面係張畫嚟。
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「阿Sir,請你描述下張畫!」
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「幅圖有星星,夜空,森林入面有人群,月亮所照射出嘅月光......大致我見到係咁!」
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「阿Sir,你試下用加埋你嘅想像力,詳細少少描述下!」
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對於一個數理嘅人對於文字抑或圖像方面嘅處理確實有啲難度,依家同要打孖上,真係難上加難。
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「我試一試,漆黑嘅夜空同月亮嘅光線形成鮮明嘅對比,即使人群喺森林入面好似盪失路但佢地隻眼一直往著有光線嘅方向行緊,而星星閃爍地引導人群行去正確嘅道路。大致上係咁!」
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「差唔多係呢幅畫嘅中心思想,呢幅畫係想講我呢班就係畫入面嘅人群正值迷茫時期,需要有人引領正確嘅人生道路,而阿Sir你就係天空入面嘅月亮,透過阿Sir嘅經歷引領我哋行一條合適嘅道路。呢幅畫又叫做《月亮與人群們》......」
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聽到Eve對幅畫嘅解讀,我感到有啲欣慰但同時有啲慚愧。欣慰嘅原因係終於有學生感受到我嘅付出從而感激;另一方面,漸愧嘅原因係因為我其實係奉命行事,一切嘅付出都唔係發自內心,見到Eve咁雀躍咁同我分享佢嘅畫作,我心入面有少少難受,好似呃咗佢對我嘅期望咁。直到Eve講下一句,我至清醒過來。
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「阿Sir,今朝我上堂畫畫嘅時候,我見到你喺到關心緊受到痛苦嘅同學。我唔知咁樣會唔會好八掛,但我對你關心嘅方法有少少建議:**如果想了解一個人嘅內心世界,比起發問,倒不如將你代入佢嘅內心世界!**」
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Eve將鉛筆交比我嘅同時,我覺醒咗,有陣時有口難言嘅時候係可以用唔同方法表達,言語只係其中一種。
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「佢好似叫Brianna啲女仔呀嘛?佢等住你去救佢,阿Sir,我會默默支持你,你一定會將從黑暗嘅森林當中引領佢邁向光明!」
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Eve,多謝你啟發咗我,我承認你一定會!
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