「洛萱,我們可以吃個飯嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAaxQckuKTtP
我掙扎了許久,還是打算找她聊一下。47Please respect copyright.PENANARX6hLqOIa6
「對不起,我還有團練,今天不行。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAHYvHRsHsF1
…嗯。47Please respect copyright.PENANAMpFGiQd6iv
「那晚上,我去妳家等妳。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAA8nqU96M5t
「好呦。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAklrHxnRD7Z
晚上,我站在洛萱家門口,手裡握著那本班長推薦的《戀人•交換》。47Please respect copyright.PENANA76ZvRUNmtu
內心掙扎著到底該不該按下門鈴,直到門忽然開了——是她的母親。47Please respect copyright.PENANAIgUnpGmRp5
「小齊啊,進來吧,萱萱說妳會來。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAs9AZAd2HQV
「阿姨好。」我勉強擠出一個微笑,進了門。47Please respect copyright.PENANAAU3SEW8i7n
洛萱還沒回來,我坐在客廳裡,翻著手上的書,心卻怎麼也靜不下來。47Please respect copyright.PENANA2pLsRUTK4K
每一頁的內容都在提醒我,就連青梅都無法相信,正巧與現在的狀況不謀而合。47Please respect copyright.PENANAAY6I4VHwQ8
門忽然響了,我抬頭一看,洛萱進來了,手裡抱著吉他,滿臉疲憊。47Please respect copyright.PENANAzRIVUKlzbK
我趕忙將書收進書包,順便整理了一下衣物。47Please respect copyright.PENANAjzw8Q51an5
她看見我,先是愣了一下,隨後露出一如既往的笑容。47Please respect copyright.PENANAoKSjBj32hJ
「小齊,等很久了嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAVo0c92hPut
「還好。」47Please respect copyright.PENANATI46il8Sgy
她坐下來,摘掉耳環,像是無意間說了一句:「最近真的忙死了,謝謝你還願意來等我。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAmwu2ynNXau
「小齊,你最近怎麼了?」洛萱輕輕靠在沙發上,摘下髮圈,隨意地問道。47Please respect copyright.PENANAxCxbd7L0Go
我看著她,心裡掙扎著,嘴上卻平靜地說:「沒什麼啊,最近段考快到了,有點累。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA4IPu2wO7Oc
「是嗎?看你今天表情怪怪的。」她笑了笑,端起水杯喝了一口,「你真的要好好放鬆一下,不然考試壓力會太大。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAg3CxPkTJQZ
我點點頭,沒有多說。47Please respect copyright.PENANA6VaygdmVxf
「對了,最近熱音社的事真是多得離譜,幾乎每週都要練習,還好有子誠撐場。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAunQviJXFmV
她說得很隨意,但「子誠」這個名字卻像根刺扎進我的耳朵。47Please respect copyright.PENANAfajnnpl5Tl
我低著頭,假裝漫不經心地問:「子誠……他很厲害吧?」47Please respect copyright.PENANA6mdA4wu81H
「嗯,他吉他彈得很好,很多編曲的點子都是他想的。」洛萱笑了笑,帶著些許驕傲,「他對音樂真的很有天分。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAI6lgId3UhZ
我沒有回話,只是沉默地搓揉雙手,卻一個字也看不進去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAOgWIAmxiAx
「你在想什麼?」她歪著頭,露出熟悉的笑容,那是我曾經最迷戀的模樣。47Please respect copyright.PENANAflLSwe1k7k
現在我只想狠狠的甩自己一巴掌。47Please respect copyright.PENANAqt240UZwL1
「沒什麼。」我勉強擠出一個笑容,「你說你最近很忙,那有沒有覺得累?」47Please respect copyright.PENANACqBJwdzcNH
「有點吧,但做自己喜歡的事,再累也值得。」洛萱笑得燦爛。47Please respect copyright.PENANAuqgDfS65VJ
她的話像一把無形的刀,輕輕劃過我的信任。47Please respect copyright.PENANAot5S54fkyM
我抬起頭,裝作不經意地問:「那我們呢?你還覺得……值得嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ipz7g4zLP
她愣了一下,隨後掩飾般地低下頭,輕聲說:「小齊,你別想太多,我只是最近太忙了……等段考過後,我們可以再多點時間一起出去玩,好嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAKGu9xAc8iX
她的語氣聽起來真誠,但我內心卻只覺得空洞。47Please respect copyright.PENANApMzFLjjW4p
「好啊。」我回應得很輕,但心裡那根弦已經越繃越緊。47Please respect copyright.PENANA8Re7LYsLhH
時間一分一秒地過去,我們的對話逐漸變得零散,她聊著熱音社的趣事,我則偶爾附和幾句。47Please respect copyright.PENANAbnhidpZbnB
然而,她的每一句話,都在一點一點地剝蝕著我的信任。47Please respect copyright.PENANAJV3W8UC4j4
臨走前,我站在門口,回頭看了她一眼,目光複雜。47Please respect copyright.PENANA8kgVzNdpZI
「洛萱,不管怎麼樣,我還是相信你。」我輕聲說,帶著一絲苦澀的微笑:「我還是愛著妳的。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAzFzqInveMd
她愣了一下,隨後露出一如既往的溫柔笑容:「嗯,我知道的。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA8QCiXBm2Zk
「所以妳不打算說些甚麼嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAyv2HGnoFqQ
「噢!再見囉!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAqq1YZgqdoq
我轉身離開,腳步沉重,心卻更加迷茫。47Please respect copyright.PENANAVbHjzV5KXh
那句話像是對她說的,更像是對我自己說的。47Please respect copyright.PENANAObJqJKOr7G
那種空洞,令人窒息。47Please respect copyright.PENANA6FPuaVa77n
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