演奏完最後一首，從舞台上跳下，帥氣。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD7ewGasn5
全世界都在看著我！我知道的，他們會接住我，就像往常那樣。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIfMUOmdwI
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「嘿！何苦呢？」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhrgdz5kAt
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「沒有什麼苦不苦，好友。你聽，這是觀眾們的歡呼聲，這些，全是在為我喝采！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvcyyigSUJ
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大概是從我七歲開始吧，畢竟這是我有的記憶中最早的片段。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOMjAtGCwH
當時電視播放著《哆拉a夢》這部卡通的劇場版，演了什麼我沒印象，只知道它裡面的冒險給我帶了很多衝擊。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVK3th3eqV
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「我要過一個不一樣的人生！」直到高中前，我的第三個生日願望都是這樣，默默的被我許下。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXWETNhi9a
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「第三個不能給別人知道，不然就不準了。」大家都是這樣講。不過無所謂，畢竟已經實現了，而且還真徹底。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W0rJ3kWy2
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大學畢業，我成為了一名表演者。迎來了第一次公開表演，我的父母也參與了，雖然以失敗收場，但我看到了他們熱淚盈眶。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o78daYgao
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於是我發誓，下一次表演要更好、要完美！因為我不想再讓他們失望。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdATRkU06st
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「我們相遇的時候就是第二場表演。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGjY2khACt
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「啊……我記得，那一場來了不少人呀！歡呼聲之大……」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaKcVyraGh
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「大過阿公的噴嚏聲對吧！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFdXkxv2nJ
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「這麼會，那都給你講就好了。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAi80vXJD9
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「不過我還是失敗了，父母失望透頂。那段時間真難熬，我還去看了心裡醫生。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc7LGhxpaa
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可能是我有點偏質狂吧，不對，不是可能，我就是偏質狂，我知道的。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2vsU71U5Z
父母對我沒有什麼要求，只要平安長大就好……為什麼？難道我在你們眼中就那麼沒用？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5OigNusrW
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記得有一次去香港學習，阿公出了機票錢，在出發前一天和我說：「好好玩，不要有壓力！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA0cn8izvR
拜託！不要說這麼溫柔的話，不然我如果沒學到262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIssqBwhDpE
……我要怎麼面對。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2SXKTjW6U
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罵我，跟我說「沒學好就別回來」，用更兇爆的方式好嗎？不然我要怎麼面對，面對沒辨法拿出成積回饋的我呢？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCkZT1U75z
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都是我的錯……。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnICBDCi7qA
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「所以你……一路走來的過程都不容易是嗎？」醫生這樣說著，並在筆記上抄抄寫寫。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ad8kz00ii
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不，太容易了，容易到我不能再失敗，不然那些每天受苦受難的孩子，比起他們，我這種人算什麼？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FB9oTCYhd
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「不容易呀，不過休息了一陣子，喘口氣，真是件好事。」我笑著回答，用著那些服務業從早到晚只要看到客人就會拿出來的笑臉。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aIV7uddt2
十點十分的笑容、溫和平靜的語氣，我是個表演者，完美的表演者！262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCrqChnvvs
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「好，經過這幾週的觀察，看起來你有好轉了，可以暫時放風，我等等會請你的父母來。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIsNTRcn3E
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最後一次了，我深呼吸，一想到等等要面對的，我的完美笑容差點掉下來被醫生看到。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYF1zOcxuh
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我不想再看到他們的失望了，這輩子都是。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kppLnr2gG
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「所以這次的表演，我計劃了這麼久的表演，我不會再猶豫了！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5M9rxtxpH
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「嘿！何苦呢？」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAj3iwvTJI
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「不苦，因為值得。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq9LcaIGuD
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最後表演成功了，我笑瞇了眼，看不到其它人的臉。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ypewAyJpT
稍微改一下日本文學作家-太宰治在《人間失格》裡的開頭：生而為人，我很抱歉。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RqfBLgB7N
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爸、媽、阿公阿嬤、全世界的所有生物們：262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn34pcd7WU
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「生而為人，我很感謝。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6HRcXcpIH
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日記作者自述：262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTn1kRSEbF
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人生自古誰無死，如何死？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2S4kg0iRj
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10X/6/18 FIrst show262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQftzbolac
上吊失敗，因燈管太脆弱，比人還脆弱。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0Xanwkm4P
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10X/8/29 Second show262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3LUkVQfLc
跳樓，三樓似乎太矮了，但是歡呼聲夠了。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYHIFFpRNl
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10X/5/17 The last show262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xW3chKSTT
跳樓，向全世界宣傳。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCcPIkV15K
19樓，一樓一歲，落地歸零。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAtSdfuhqG
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今生今世要死，就要死在自己手裡。
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