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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,512Please respect copyright.PENANALJ6zYhZeCAns 15.158.61.13da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,512Please respect copyright.PENANAuK1481u1qz
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,512Please respect copyright.PENANAOLcH8Qb2bt
都是阿公帶我的,512Please respect copyright.PENANAcBA7BPxEvR
我記得我小時候時,512Please respect copyright.PENANAA1FkKeChb1
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,512Please respect copyright.PENANACC28akdEMU
在我被欺負時,512Please respect copyright.PENANAs0ap6v8PUO
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,512Please respect copyright.PENANAf7CKVF3bvE
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,512Please respect copyright.PENANABbNBlKz71v
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,512Please respect copyright.PENANAmWsFkkT9Vc
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,512Please respect copyright.PENANAACuYcOOfnn
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,512Please respect copyright.PENANAmY7NTr2Zv2
我還記得我上國中的那年,512Please respect copyright.PENANAovOiKxUBGL
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,512Please respect copyright.PENANADqGDtGGidS
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,512Please respect copyright.PENANAJioKxn23xg
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,512Please respect copyright.PENANAmpPQxu8S1T
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,512Please respect copyright.PENANAcHe9XTvnxN
那時我常常想著要自殺,512Please respect copyright.PENANAbsiIxKO2g6
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師512Please respect copyright.PENANAVM2PVT8hPg
陪著我,幫助我,512Please respect copyright.PENANAYPhcE5mgHN
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,512Please respect copyright.PENANAtzkTcn22zr
阿公也知道不是我願意的,512Please respect copyright.PENANAGMucX15I3j
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,512Please respect copyright.PENANAowl9qm78bI
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,512Please respect copyright.PENANAJxrXS9iFW2
也常常在晚上睡覺時,512Please respect copyright.PENANA42p59jYlK3
去阿公房間打阿公,512Please respect copyright.PENANA14GTAh2M5y
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,512Please respect copyright.PENANA45GQt0VpLV
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,512Please respect copyright.PENANAhTVpRin8bn
所以我經常受到排擠,512Please respect copyright.PENANAh1m85AAdho
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,512Please respect copyright.PENANAq028WbLKHJ
那時學校通報社會局,512Please respect copyright.PENANAZI3OGITZBb
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,512Please respect copyright.PENANATTuxDKeCFu
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,512Please respect copyright.PENANA23M5hWZjUW
之後我上了高中,512Please respect copyright.PENANAI2WGYyabLR
在我高一的那年,512Please respect copyright.PENANAzBPXWS4E69
阿公突然中風了,512Please respect copyright.PENANAnpKdp24LfM
那時我很難過,512Please respect copyright.PENANA26olZCG2V0
阿公住院時,512Please respect copyright.PENANA7DSYehm4Ce
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,512Please respect copyright.PENANAqAz0l8UlpX
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,512Please respect copyright.PENANAAbU2I3vuPf
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,512Please respect copyright.PENANAhsHe1GzBso
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,512Please respect copyright.PENANAj0HBAMHaaJ
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,512Please respect copyright.PENANAjZVN7bKZ5D
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,512Please respect copyright.PENANAMHtdkyynBj
被戴去老養院,512Please respect copyright.PENANABGTwtUuOlm
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,512Please respect copyright.PENANACpG8iwsplL
我突然情緒崩潰,512Please respect copyright.PENANAq9tdsEu31g
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,512Please respect copyright.PENANAyFMKs6nmJr
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,512Please respect copyright.PENANAAqsxoBLdxt
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,512Please respect copyright.PENANARLuFVC3RSA
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」512Please respect copyright.PENANAcWOhQ62AyA
我那時馬上不哭,512Please respect copyright.PENANAiysjFNHjkV
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,512Please respect copyright.PENANAlWv36QKcbn
突然在老養院呼吸困難,512Please respect copyright.PENANA0I5yW3BDob
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,512Please respect copyright.PENANA3uF1ajVdn6
那時我就像瘋了一樣,512Please respect copyright.PENANA6wFTAbkbXP
全部的醫院都去問過,512Please respect copyright.PENANA6Po57VEQ03
但我之後接到一通電話,512Please respect copyright.PENANAa3TRemM4VM
那通電話是我舅舅打的,512Please respect copyright.PENANATArFWBGglB
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,512Please respect copyright.PENANA5qsA0k0Eti
我那時答應了,512Please respect copyright.PENANA5GHi1ALrmo
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,512Please respect copyright.PENANApng5802g0P
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,512Please respect copyright.PENANAwellQMbhDN
隔天去到殯儀館時,512Please respect copyright.PENANAEvmnopkufj
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,512Please respect copyright.PENANAbzfffMzm4j
那時我非常生氣,512Please respect copyright.PENANAMcOrrbpctQ
因為當時我去問時,512Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q5RxDJPcI
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,512Please respect copyright.PENANAN1H4SRL9Iq
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,512Please respect copyright.PENANA3VqCb809Mp
所以我那時沒想這麼多,512Please respect copyright.PENANAcGtGHjeVrk
我只想陪阿公最後一程,512Please respect copyright.PENANAmq0ID2EBov
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,512Please respect copyright.PENANAbBd1ov7UjN
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,512Please respect copyright.PENANAfeXY2sq5J4
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,512Please respect copyright.PENANA26tCdAPRmq
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,512Please respect copyright.PENANAZPONF1vW5l
阿公我好想你~