「人怕出名,球怕停。」是一位前輩在溜溜球官網的簽名檔,而對我來說,是一極具意義,且道出了到現在為止我的溜溜球生涯。449Please respect copyright.PENANARIyE5uGoXX
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我是枯郎,YO圈綽號鵝哥。起緣於我的玩球生涯中第一年的一場比賽。449Please respect copyright.PENANA9rBOxZZbju
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記得是Steve brown(5A之父)在2007年世界大賽上的表演,影片中只見他頂著大光頭、身穿緊身黑襯衫加西裝褲上台,在台上脫下褲子,露出藏在裡頭的粉紅公主裙,配合音樂表演。449Please respect copyright.PENANAnR0IH4wjql
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我深受感動,對我來說,溜溜球不再只是為了帥氣(我得承認一開始是因為滿帥才玩的,雖然我到現在跟帥還是無緣哈哈),而是You can be what you wanna be。449Please respect copyright.PENANAZtq1s2d0GD
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所以我如法炮製,在市政府地下道的場地中完成了比賽。這是個里程碑,開創我在人生道路上注定不會和一般人一樣。449Please respect copyright.PENANAKKqzpTElZM
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11年開始接觸溜溜球,那時剛升高一,就讀一所校風嚴緊的私立高中。449Please respect copyright.PENANAERVAusviK3
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相較於不知為何而讀的書,我生命中第一件想完成的事情,不管在當時還是七年後的現在,我都拼死守護。449Please respect copyright.PENANAnglOdFStyt
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傻傻如我上課、下課、午休都在玩,不管旁邊同學對我怎樣的眼光。對於當時,我現在才了解,原來我有被霸凌,可見當人專注於一點,旁邊的聲音似乎就不那麼重要。449Please respect copyright.PENANA8nEYyIMOBG
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只有一個念頭:「我要拿冠軍。」449Please respect copyright.PENANAoZOtoOFivy
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我運氣不錯,進入yo圈的時機剛好,可以說是台灣到目前來說最巔峰吧,新進玩家的數量、強度都是。449Please respect copyright.PENANAFQFL9N14oY
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而我,相對於同期很多玩家,表現實在不算量眼,到現在能說嘴的,也只有我創造一堆招式和拿過台灣第三了,哈哈哈。449Please respect copyright.PENANAYVrtmfAIfP
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天才這個詞在我身上絕對不存在,如果真要說,可以用火影忍者中小李來比喻,努力的天才。449Please respect copyright.PENANAiSQsdLjdkA
不過如果不用制式的比賽方式,結果可能不同,雖然這話從我說來實在很不夠力,但至少代表我有自信。449Please respect copyright.PENANASSTiI9HcBP
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比賽是一個能讓人快速進步,同時也是澆熄熱情最強力的玩意兒。449Please respect copyright.PENANAzjWxc7Tjgz
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13年是我比賽生涯中的巔峰吧。第一次出發到新加波參加亞洲大賽,預賽打過進入決賽,真的到現在想起還是會忍不住模仿主持人那一句:「From Taiwan~~~Lin Jia Her!」449Please respect copyright.PENANAKSP6iXXEWs
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回台拿下北部積分賽冠軍,完成「唯一打敗衛冕冠軍」的成就,並且於台灣賽取得第三名以及"舞台破壞王"的稱號。449Please respect copyright.PENANAkykMhS3apB
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我享受玩球的過程,也陶醉於觀眾的歡呼。449Please respect copyright.PENANAaCqZqrXlOu
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再來14年到來,大起大落,這一年很關鍵。449Please respect copyright.PENANA3oyDTrsPG6
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對我來說,名次固然重要,但玩球的過程是否開心,才是真正刻進我心裡深處的。449Please respect copyright.PENANA7jdgQimpI2
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我很感謝我接受了凱哥小舅的贊助出國,再戰亞洲賽,真的,很打從心底謝謝。449Please respect copyright.PENANA7r8yd2wcZL
不止是金錢,更是在精神上給我的支持。449Please respect copyright.PENANATAPVrtdkDJ
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沒給任何壓力,而是送了我最棒的一句話:「好好玩!」449Please respect copyright.PENANAIyY6ApW5sM
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我本來很開心,直到我面對了人群的言語。449Please respect copyright.PENANAtK68QAt604
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「你都拿贊助了,一定要進決賽。」、「你編的這些東西很爛,改掉。」、「不然你就別去了。」449Please respect copyright.PENANAIsUhZVWPVB
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上天給了我創造力,但沒給我比賽的實力。449Please respect copyright.PENANAc6TeSllSH7
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我想用自己的東西應戰,但環境不允許、賽制不允許、身邊人不允許。這對我來說就像是生了個小孩,卻被人打了一巴掌對我說:「很醜,扔了。」449Please respect copyright.PENANAfSTx6goHz3
這就是社會,五年後的我,在面對設計接案時才體悟到。449Please respect copyright.PENANAF6YnhHA5Kb
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「當興趣成為了工作,你還會喜歡他嗎?」我能了當的說,不會。449Please respect copyright.PENANA8YTNQzKSuC
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而我也從這次開始,害怕別人對我的好,「好好玩!」、「別有壓力。」都不再純粹。449Please respect copyright.PENANAcBw38WHrUi
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那一年我進了決賽,當主持人喊到我名字的時候我哭了,我大哭,但我實在想不起來我是為了什麼哭。449Please respect copyright.PENANAFW1JiHqeSL
是感動?還是厭惡?449Please respect copyright.PENANAu4k3MAZQfg
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喔對了,那一天還是我的18歲生日,所以我把它當成我的禮物。至少我是這樣對自己說的。449Please respect copyright.PENANAOHi5EumFub
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決賽並不理想,雖然比去年前進一名,但就此結束。449Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3czaIyQs2
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回台緊接台灣賽,我又拿下第三名,但對我來說名次不重要了,我成功了我想完成的東西,為我那個階段做了一個很好的Ending。449Please respect copyright.PENANAnlTQ2du1Wm
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15年世界賽,在日本舉辨,說實話,我對此很期待但卻沒多做準備,我很矛盾、很迷茫。 16年台灣賽拿了第五名,連我第一年比都沒這麼低。449Please respect copyright.PENANAKgO0R5XzrI
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之後就是漸漸離開yo圈。
很酷吧!曾經是會把溜溜球放在床頭幫他取名的少年,如今卻不再碰了,而且一停就是一年。449Please respect copyright.PENANAanw5NBTJPj
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16年只去了預賽,雖然意外進了決賽,又不小心把朋友擠下來,對此我非常抱歉。449Please respect copyright.PENANABULFVtPOPc
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那段時間可能也剛好大學了吧,生活不再只有它,我很喜歡一位老師說的:「所見所聞,改變一生。」449Please respect copyright.PENANAqkXh2z6DgZ
曾經被我視為一切的事情,其實也只是我人生圓滿的圈圈中其中一塊小餅。449Please respect copyright.PENANAbJCdiphEkG
這一段又是另個故事了。449Please respect copyright.PENANAEvyulgfXBj
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今年,當我再次拿起來時,它又回歸純粹了。449Please respect copyright.PENANApH7ys80IYw
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偷偷跟你們說,今年我又去比了台灣賽,而且拿了倒數第二,厲害吧!449Please respect copyright.PENANAZZkbprGPhq
一點準備都沒有,帶了12顆球上台疊金字塔,玩的跟個熊孩子一般,開心,打從心底。449Please respect copyright.PENANAqux78KS6nX
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奇妙的是以往我這樣做,會被評為「不尊重比賽」,而今年卻成了歡樂,這樣的改變不知是我,還是環境變了。449Please respect copyright.PENANALLezaYW5DP
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暫時的停止、抽離,是好的。如同我在想新的招式,都得停止部它一段時間,回來可能實力會弱,但總能有新想法。449Please respect copyright.PENANA21HncP2kgb
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我開頭所說:「人怕出名,球怕停。」449Please respect copyright.PENANA4MdhRqAcJz
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這一兩年,我能體會台灣的電競世界冠軍-TPA他們所說的:「也許沒有拿名才是好的。」449Please respect copyright.PENANAb1tnPyyhMg
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不過,如果我們沒有執著於追尋夢想,又怎麼知道夢想到底還在不在?449Please respect copyright.PENANATmb7GbtP0Q
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曾經痛苦,到現在看來才耀眼,幸好我曾努力過。449Please respect copyright.PENANAlqYAWYMpud
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我的球從來沒有停止,它只是在底下做空轉,等待我再度拉起來。449Please respect copyright.PENANAhhiHgZ89aU
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我以前就一直想為我的溜溜球生涯寫些什麼,但總怕會像個孩子看世界。449Please respect copyright.PENANAswscXU6RcX
現在我的球齡也七年了,雖然用這點文字實在很難把它說完整,但寫寫不為過吧!449Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ18eVELVB
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重點是對我來說,我能看懂溜溜球帶給我的,不是只有比賽、表演、歡呼……等等這類的東西,而是在我人生道路上的改變。449Please respect copyright.PENANA25OuWaXi6W
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我有自信了,因為我知道我擁有什麼。449Please respect copyright.PENANAf5Sa1bUZfR
我不看別人的閒言閒語,我知道我堅持的是什麼。449Please respect copyright.PENANABrDbpNVh0l
因為有這段過程,我能聽懂很多同年紀聽不懂的觀念。449Please respect copyright.PENANATWBqqx0XwW
因為努力過,我能對人說侃侃而談我的過去。449Please respect copyright.PENANADpAEVPfOqt
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我知道我要的是什麼,人生的排列順序清楚了。449Please respect copyright.PENANAMuGWdMRo1O
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鳳凰就是浴火重生,雖然我只是鵝,但我也淬煉了。449Please respect copyright.PENANANxUKHipfGT
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我是枯郎,我愛我的溜溜球,你呢?449Please respect copyright.PENANAE7YJqmdCoj
能不能對自己熱愛的事物,賦予它們故事,告訴它們,它們真實存在。449Please respect copyright.PENANARPXYr7itbh
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影片記錄:(名稱皆有意義)449Please respect copyright.PENANAHuIenwSBlG
12年,由凱哥拍攝。449Please respect copyright.PENANAq9ROJe6rff
Hover in the sky,在天空翱翔。449Please respect copyright.PENANAj0Qt7HxZhz
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13年,在中正紀念堂自我拍攝的熱血少年。449Please respect copyright.PENANAh4adOQmUk6
Blooming on the string,在繩上綻放。449Please respect copyright.PENANAmfxnu2BZMG
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14年,影片比賽。449Please respect copyright.PENANA3tCNC6V7f9
沒有名字。449Please respect copyright.PENANALXRqypRUMW
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18年,玩回最初的感動。449Please respect copyright.PENANAXqVKZLYW9d
(Yoyo)攸遊一夏。
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