昭陽真的很不明白,為什麼美貌和智慧都歸她的姊姊,而她卻什麼都沒有。229Please respect copyright.PENANA3FyMFfw0g2
229Please respect copyright.PENANAl0oCV0l7X4
她更加不明白,為什麼姊姊們如此恨她。229Please respect copyright.PENANAKiKOL6qMVy
229Please respect copyright.PENANAM58B5aCl7u
「昭陽,你別假惺惺。你這個樣子很噁心。」有一次平陽這樣對她說。229Please respect copyright.PENANAFeYrLehn9i
229Please respect copyright.PENANAm2Zrc82R9C
有一次,昭陽問洛陽:「為什麼你們如此憎恨我?」229Please respect copyright.PENANAPW8GnuX9f7
229Please respect copyright.PENANAXE1yP1Ctw7
洛陽苦笑:「因為你得到的,我們窮盡努力都不會先到。當然,你得不到的,你窮盡努力都得不到。」229Please respect copyright.PENANAjQgBCLHlef
229Please respect copyright.PENANAZK6e20FQm6
昭陽不明白洛陽說什麼。或者說,昭陽明白洛陽說什麼,只是不明白這和姊姊們不喜歡她有什麼關係。229Please respect copyright.PENANAE0I0hXlWkx
229Please respect copyright.PENANAjmYjEfE1Jm
不只是和姊姊,和親生母親的相處亦很奇怪。229Please respect copyright.PENANAUSA0eDjdEm
229Please respect copyright.PENANAudeKruuKGH
她的母親是皇后,名將之後,身世顯赫,而且深得她父皇的竉愛。229Please respect copyright.PENANAlNxWdRjMA2
229Please respect copyright.PENANABwLFslBW9l
但是,父皇很少關心她,母后亦很少關心她。229Please respect copyright.PENANAhLEqtDbBcM
229Please respect copyright.PENANAR8gj01c1TQ
母后告訴昭陽:「在父皇面前,不要說太多,說錯什麼就不好了。」229Please respect copyright.PENANA86Ya39cjlR
229Please respect copyright.PENANAhCAjhdhY5u
昭陽點點頭。229Please respect copyright.PENANA1w91NqRLxk
229Please respect copyright.PENANAk3QcQFx6V5
昭陽原來還有一個大她幾歲的姊姊。229Please respect copyright.PENANAcWcpXdyNHy
229Please respect copyright.PENANAuXjKftNiJe
這個姊姊長得很漂亮,像極昭陽的母后。而且兩歲時便已經可誦詩文。三歲時便一副伶牙利齒、逗得父皇和母后很高興。五歲時更作了首詩獻給父皇,父皇還即場賜了她一個金步搖,讓她長大時配戴。229Please respect copyright.PENANA1L7rdgkMsX
229Please respect copyright.PENANAxdB61LQCY2
可惜的是,姊姊有次不小心溺水,救不回來了。229Please respect copyright.PENANApgI76tjAjG
229Please respect copyright.PENANAIxbMcPnEuD
父皇為了那次的事,砍了不少人的頭,姊姊落水的事成了宮裡的禁忌。229Please respect copyright.PENANAufGsTgxxpq
229Please respect copyright.PENANARofIU2oPJX
那次的事後, 昭陽的母后便把所有精神都放了在昭陽身上。只要有一個老師說她不達標,她的母后就會怪罪那個老師。久而久之,沒有人敢說昭陽什麼,都說她是天之驕子,可造之材。229Please respect copyright.PENANAbdIlmJ0Gy4
229Please respect copyright.PENANAoXgTWB0rYz
昭陽小小的身軀,承載著母后對姊姊的執念和對她的期望,卻承載不了她自己。229Please respect copyright.PENANA2N9yAq2xMk
229Please respect copyright.PENANABaDaIx9kHC
平日,對父皇,她得裝著,裝睿智,裝著有文采。母親每次都會在父皇來的時候,演出一個劇本,讓父皇覺得昭陽冰雪聰明。229Please respect copyright.PENANAd9QubM9TDx
229Please respect copyright.PENANAzn7iQ5TVtH
例如有時會故意預備一些難題,讓昭陽破解。這些難題的答案,母后會和昭陽先排練好,然後,等父皇來的時候,昭陽再把答案說出來。229Please respect copyright.PENANAaWbT2CZmIM
229Please respect copyright.PENANAyfVW8WG8T9
昭陽從沒有機會對父皇說真話。229Please respect copyright.PENANAFuTfmrOtOA
229Please respect copyright.PENANAGlsk9J4pPe
對母后,亦只有不停的排練。偶爾,當她和母后說真說話,母后便會責備她,說她愚蠢。229Please respect copyright.PENANA2foulajaxW
229Please respect copyright.PENANAMYHMu2PuAS
她回想自己的一生,就是在奉承和虛偽裡渡過。229Please respect copyright.PENANA4RHePE9G9e
229Please respect copyright.PENANAO2r48NMMU6
下輩子,別生在帝皇家。昭陽心想。229Please respect copyright.PENANAArKVCU3TWz
229Please respect copyright.PENANA1mhLIQ70tB
她登上了鬧市裡一座觀景台。229Please respect copyright.PENANAmsagCoGDwW
229Please respect copyright.PENANA0P4UplDY5v
這觀景台說來奇怪,立在鬧市裡,登上觀景台後,很多景色都被前方的建築物遮蓋。所以沒有人會在這鬧市裡我觀景台上觀景。229Please respect copyright.PENANAiD0agX44Xx
229Please respect copyright.PENANAK2X1C9Vf8C
大家都不知道觀景台為什麼存在。229Please respect copyright.PENANA3vrFktiO1O
229Please respect copyright.PENANA5YBhOkpsEc
這觀景台就和昭陽一樣。229Please respect copyright.PENANAM14cggFwBo
229Please respect copyright.PENANAe9WhfWPfiA
昭陽都不知道自己為什麼存在。229Please respect copyright.PENANAapAheIYa8A
229Please respect copyright.PENANA9pC3uCxKnL
觀景台只有兩層,然而,問陽登上一層後,往街道看去,已經很害怕,所以沒法再登上一層。229Please respect copyright.PENANAJKgd1UGeIh
229Please respect copyright.PENANAiwd8AslJki
昭陽自嘲:原來自己懦弱,懦弱得連最後的時刻都還在害怕。229Please respect copyright.PENANAAunHb7FBNS
229Please respect copyright.PENANAp1i5v0G6Pz
不管了!昭陽閉上眼睛,跳了下去。