第十三章♀91Please respect copyright.PENANA5ii73ozNZf
★幻象般的愛情★91Please respect copyright.PENANAcZGQ0zP94I
……愛情,說到底也只是一場美麗的幻象而已……91Please respect copyright.PENANAJpPVk5ncIk
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在星期天的晚上,車子川流不息的在道路上游走著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAqTcu0Vd8x8
我坐在法式餐廳內,透過玻璃窗看著街上的景色。91Please respect copyright.PENANALmtZaNitLc
我微微的張開口,在玻璃窗上呵了口氣,玻璃窗上立即現了朦朧的一片。91Please respect copyright.PENANArC9i589mSc
「剛才的田螺還可以嗎?我總覺得廚子把味道弄得太濃了!」渺兒的聲音突然在我耳邊響起。91Please respect copyright.PENANALwArA3Nq3Q
我急忙回過頭,朝她笑了笑。91Please respect copyright.PENANAfZWF03tDP2
「味道太濃了嗎?我覺得還可以接受的,始絡西方人和我們的口味不同哩!」我撥了撥額前的留海,淡淡的回道。91Please respect copyright.PENANAEisXzZSbyK
渺兒抬了抬頭,看了看我,然後不置可否的點了點頭。91Please respect copyright.PENANAYv2a1lSky4
我們又繼續低下頭,向碟上的食物發動另一輪的進攻。91Please respect copyright.PENANAdcWTchT140
「是了!你知道嗎?」渺兒忽然看著我,問。91Please respect copyright.PENANApYwqoyf6TZ
「什麼?」我用紙巾抺了抺唇,輕聲道。91Please respect copyright.PENANAeOEpdDgkDY
「阿帆和阿紫分開了!」渺兒煞有其事的說,並向我投來奇怪的眼神。91Please respect copyright.PENANABfpPoCTNZf
我拿著子的手立時停頓了下來,怔怔的想出神來。91Please respect copyright.PENANAK2l9Wr5Mem
你和阿紫已經分手嗎?91Please respect copyright.PENANA7bSMUF4CeR
那你會很傷心嗎?91Please respect copyright.PENANAlD10S6INnU
還是和當初一樣,冷靜地遺下我獨自一個面對?91Please respect copyright.PENANA6cT2rnXUCz
我晃了晃頭,然後裝出了一副冷漠的樣子。91Please respect copyright.PENANAPDphCd1Afp
「是嗎?」我冷冷的說,其實心中正驚訝得要命。91Please respect copyright.PENANAk1VRFgNLPG
我絕不要讓別人知道我還在意你的一舉一動,那未免太丟人了!91Please respect copyright.PENANAr7sbjdp4Vf
對於一個已經不愛自己的男人還這麼的著緊,我想只有我這種傻女人才會這樣。91Please respect copyright.PENANA7UTBLYLHuh
天下間最大的傻瓜,我想是非我莫屬的了!91Please respect copyright.PENANA6rhGn7r2SQ
渺兒看著我,微微的張開口,露出一副驚訝的樣子。91Please respect copyright.PENANAiwNCKA2Zzt
「你一點也不感到驚訝嗎?我還以為你會開心得昏了頭哩!想不到你會這麼的冷靜!」渺兒不可思議的看著我。91Please respect copyright.PENANA4WUWdLBawV
「這是人家的事!我為什麼要驚訝?我為什麼要高興?」我白了她一眼,繼續裝出一副漠不關心的樣子。91Please respect copyright.PENANAzVWXPrE43k
看來,渺兒似乎也被我精湛的演技瞞騙過去了。91Please respect copyright.PENANAhXo8evOJoY
「小喬長大了!再也不是以前愛小帆愛得死去活來的小喬!」渺兒的雙眼閃過一點嘉許的意味!91Please respect copyright.PENANAV2B8QgHgRY
我暗笑著,把目光移到窗外。91Please respect copyright.PENANAyDDs3x8Xi6
窗外的行人們個個也臉掛笑容,在燈火燦爛的街道上走著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAfkz5mG5VZV
但,他們真的愉快嗎?91Please respect copyright.PENANAYUP0T9HSU8
也許,他們只是戴著歡愉的面具,內心哩,其實是痛苦不堪的。91Please respect copyright.PENANAIDfqe0OTX5
彷彿如馬戲團中的小丑,前一刻還以歡愉的笑臉取悅著觀眾,下一刻卻獨坐在後台,以苦澀的淚水哀悼自身的辛酸。91Please respect copyright.PENANAnMyRJrvmlm
我看著看著,在迷幻的燈光的映照下,途人那一張張笑臉忽然變得虛假起來。91Please respect copyright.PENANAxp1hfBHFHh
彷如幻象般,下一秒那張笑臉會幻化成淒怨的哀容。91Please respect copyright.PENANA2EOVnsDUA2
世間上,也許存在著太多幻象了!91Please respect copyright.PENANAYELtWIDdcQ
愛情,說到底也只是一場美麗的幻象而已。91Please respect copyright.PENANACXK08g42rZ
愈相信愛情,人們便會愈變得脫離現實!91Please respect copyright.PENANApiX7QvrGsm
很不巧,我正正是這種人。91Please respect copyright.PENANAtWwkh9BgjA
現實中明明是不行了,但暗地裡我還是希望能再次擁有你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAz5vREegeKo
那怕擁著的只是你的幻影!我還是義無反顧的盼望著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAUpiDvY1FQO
結果,由於要逃離別人的譏笑,我帶上一副虛假的面具。91Please respect copyright.PENANASTpf8kKJJ2
而自以為是的我甚至戴著面具,在人們前大聲疾呼:「其實我對你已經不在意了!你壓根兒就是我生命中的其中一個過客而已。」91Please respect copyright.PENANABJmYUMm8nE
但,誰又看到面具之下,我臉上掛著一串串思念你的淚!91Please respect copyright.PENANAMGb1sRFSFj
91Please respect copyright.PENANAZBW4RYlGkU
晚餐過後,我和渺兒便在法式餐廳門前分道揚鑣了。91Please respect copyright.PENANA3TEdvGiqAU
我站在巴士的下層,習慣性地挑了一個靠窗的位置坐下。91Please respect copyright.PENANAEuVwzbvCeF
坐著坐著,腦海中忽然浮起你的臉容。91Please respect copyright.PENANANux9lWSuzu
你的一切彷彿如夢魘般纏繞著我,令我不可以忘記你。91Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1xp4xWvGh
你的笑臉……你認真的眼神……你不可一世的樣子……你自以為是的不屑表情……此刻正像走馬燈般在我的腦海中交替游走著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAtPVWvmcYf6
你!你!你!此刻我想起的一切也是你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAFq0pAJeqhN
令我又愛又恨的你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAgDAt4C5bO4
小帆,究竟你何時才可以放過我?91Please respect copyright.PENANAQt41DfE8EX
抑或,正確點說,我顧小喬何時才可放開你?91Please respect copyright.PENANAcgs2FLO2JU
剛才聽見你和阿紫分開了,我竟又不知為何冒起了一個糟得很的念頭!91Please respect copyright.PENANAib2kfVo9dl
沒錯,不止糟得很,而且還是一個近乎妄想的念頭!91Please respect copyright.PENANAo43ujtEvXf
我和你,可以再一起嗎?91Please respect copyright.PENANA3WQeLE9oiC
我晃了晃頭,竭力的想令自己清醒。91Please respect copyright.PENANAgksBP4Euai
但,這個荒謬的念頭還是頑固地佔據著我的腦袋!91Please respect copyright.PENANAnAwlp4MBmr
或許,愛上了你後,我根本沒有徹底的清醒過!91Please respect copyright.PENANASRi6EiMbXB
你哩?小帆你有徹底的清醒過嗎?還是和我一樣,迷迷糊糊的愛著?91Please respect copyright.PENANAv1YpTFwXgO
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我步出升降機,邊行邊低頭在背包內找著門匙。91Please respect copyright.PENANAIeyHnw0ldS
突然,我止住了腳步。91Please respect copyright.PENANAxvjYZ9BFOn
因為我看見了你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAnIj44CO4sk
你低著頭,一動也不動的坐在我家門前地上。91Please respect copyright.PENANAMW1GcMYnIU
我躡手躡腳的向你走近,然後蹲下來,看著你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAmNUbjdP1rY
在寂靜的長廊中,你沉重而均勻的呼吸聲一下又一下的傳進我的耳裡。91Please respect copyright.PENANARGu4xwDKAx
你睡著了!91Please respect copyright.PENANAEiP5px3LUU
我仔細的看著你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAOQjw6EjyTR
看著你那張熟悉又陌生的臉,我的心不禁抽搐著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAmcbe53c42Z
小帆,我是多麼想擁著你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAUiWFCCtOnj
和四年前分手那天一樣,緊緊的擁著你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAOWICHQa7hA
但,不同的是,今天一旦擁著你,我便不會再放開了!91Please respect copyright.PENANANKkkIuQu1H
我伸出手,正想撫撫你的臉。91Please respect copyright.PENANALTZwvFhQO3
忽然,你挪動了身子,直直的攤倒在地上!91Please respect copyright.PENANAxtLFwwuDJx
我落莫的看著停在半空中的手!91Please respect copyright.PENANAGCCuhldl0N
我又想起了氫氣球!91Please respect copyright.PENANAosRquTF2Dj
是的,氫氣球!遙不可及的氫氣球!91Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ggkMCQmc
不是說過麼?91Please respect copyright.PENANAEsGAHCozAy
氫氣球明明近在眼前,卻怎樣也捉不牢!91Please respect copyright.PENANAAjfI4WaWXS
我跌坐在地上,失了神的想著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAUqTuIpidJd
我和你,是緣份已盡吧!91Please respect copyright.PENANAg6JlUA4cJ2
「小喬!你……回來了?」你的聲音突然響起。91Please respect copyright.PENANAkOtLJTwRKh
我回過神來,看著剛剛睡醒的你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAMKUlJP4snG
「你幹麼會在這兒?」我又裝出了冷漠的神情。91Please respect copyright.PENANAcqs1ZvDlxP
「來找你!」你撥了撥亂七八糟的頭髮,緩緩的坐在地上。91Please respect copyright.PENANAGxcF659MR6
我看著你,沒有作聲。91Please respect copyright.PENANA14GwUcqxMW
找我?是因為剛剛甩了阿紫,感到寂寞,所以來找我尋些樂子吧!91Please respect copyright.PENANAKwtpsFnZl8
我抿著唇,倔強的看著你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAb215qwfbs2
「你知道真相吧!」你輕聲的問。91Please respect copyright.PENANALer2O69S2v
「嗯!」我用輕得不能再輕的聲音說。91Please respect copyright.PENANASBk4nFNQLh
「那我和阿紫的事……」你看了看我,問。91Please respect copyright.PENANAxpxtz9cj7S
「我什麼也知道了!那又怎樣?」我不耐煩的看著你。91Please respect copyright.PENANA9ajdAavhWp
「你恨我嗎?」你握著我的手,看進我的眼裡。91Please respect copyright.PENANAzkHvpfWUbU
我甩開你的手,逃避你的眼神。91Please respect copyright.PENANAKpQFrvrfDR
「沒有!」我冷冷的說。91Please respect copyright.PENANAiFqXhzuMFh
「你恨我的!你說吧!」你忽然把我擁入懷!91Please respect copyright.PENANAZCudTtPU1i
我瑟縮在你的懷中,像軟弱的小貓貪婪地依戀著主人的懷抱,死命的不想離開。91Please respect copyright.PENANA6NPpyCGk7e
沒錯,我真的很恨你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAuBbCowxFV2
我甚至想掙脫你的懷抱,把自己完完全全的武裝起來!91Please respect copyright.PENANA283nVF7Y5Y
愛情的戰爭,其實比現實的還要殘酷!91Please respect copyright.PENANA9HNeAVxqdw
在愛情的糖衣包裝下,你根本不能分辨誰是真心、誰是假意?91Please respect copyright.PENANAUwzAAd72g3
結果,哪怕內裡是危機四伏,無知的戀人們還是奮不顧身的盡情投入進去!91Please respect copyright.PENANANZxEF84qqp
你是真心的嗎?還是只是把我當作玩物?91Please respect copyright.PENANAZf90aavnim
抑或,眼前的你只是上天因憐憫我而贈予的幻象?91Please respect copyright.PENANA9t72RrgvS4
在你擁我入懷的那一刹,我真的有推開你的衝動!91Please respect copyright.PENANA8MHOAk0CbB
但,當我躺在你的懷裡時,我已失去了掙扎的氣力!91Please respect copyright.PENANAoZKftCuFXu
對你再多的恨,說到底,也不過是因為我愛你吧!91Please respect copyright.PENANAhzcxgtoMMc
我只是一個平凡不過的女人,對於愛情還是充滿著憧憬的!91Please respect copyright.PENANAGRUDA0LtWA
只要能夠躺在愛人的懷抱,愛情那幸福的感覺便會如狂潮般溢滿心中!91Please respect copyright.PENANAXb39KRfbEY
我閉上眼,靜靜的享受著這一刻!91Please respect copyright.PENANA7JOWcyyGT4
「對不起!小喬!」你輕撫著我的臉。91Please respect copyright.PENANAhTXdV06WLW
「我很蠢哩!是不是?」我落莫的說。91Please respect copyright.PENANAwLLpL0aMgb
在小帆面前,我根本沒有堅持自我的勇氣!91Please respect copyright.PENANA60eyvrnaON
無論之前是那麼言之鑿鑿的說著、想著:「我要離開你!我要忘記你!」,但只要站在小帆面前,這些想法很快便消失無影無!91Please respect copyright.PENANAqJKLqeH5kF
「沒錯,小喬是世界上最蠢、最傻的人!」你緊緊的擁著我,認真的道。91Please respect copyright.PENANA9VFt96N6k0
我微愠的甩開你的手,狠狠的看著你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAqOYuVQKj37
你難道連一句甜言蜜語也不懂說嗎?91Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ql96b9ZXs
「但,小喬也是世界上最值得我愛的人!」你看著我,一臉的憐惜。91Please respect copyright.PENANAo820qWn5Gz
我靜靜的看著你,雙眼開始變得濛糊。91Please respect copyright.PENANASAh6ET5mUL
淚不知何時從眼眶中湧出,沿著雙頰緩緩的流下!91Please respect copyright.PENANAnM28JSTiQ8
我拼命的用雙手捂著臉,別過面不看你。91Please respect copyright.PENANAD2gNvr1Kgt
為什麼我是這樣的脆弱?91Please respect copyright.PENANAkERQ8dqMu2
為什麼只要聽到你偶爾一句窩心的話,我便高興的淚流滿面?91Please respect copyright.PENANATR9fdNa8PD
為什麼可能是你無心的一句話,便會令我好像得到世界上最美好的恩賜般感動得死去活來?91Please respect copyright.PENANAr32OipHPk9
為什麼?為什麼?為什麼?91Please respect copyright.PENANAz7eOBa4BXX
是我太容易滿足嗎?還是我等你說這話已經太久了,一旦聽到,我便不自覺的崩潰下來?91Please respect copyright.PENANA9pxKXcKSm8
「小喬是我最愛的人!」你緩緩的說,把我再次緊緊的擁著。91Please respect copyright.PENANADIYh8ZajHB
我没有反抗,只是逕自的流著淚。91Please respect copyright.PENANA15RT2KVpBS
什麼怨,什麼恨,現在也全被拋諸九宵雲外了!91Please respect copyright.PENANAs3nYrjR3tX
「對不起!別哭嘛!」你用手抺著我臉上的淚。91Please respect copyright.PENANAzHugA2IB21
我没有作聲,只是像木偶任由你在我的臉上擺佈。91Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ7XFOyPRL
「嘻!小喬像極隻花臉貓哩!」你忽然放開手,看著我笑了笑。91Please respect copyright.PENANAf4IQA2yZHx
「什麼?」我沙啞著聲音,不滿的說。91Please respect copyright.PENANAhO78jnWrSs
「你自己看看!不是花臉貓是什麼?」你從我的背包內掏出一塊鏡子,在我臉前舉起。91Please respect copyright.PENANAFrC2xrycwl
糟了!哭得太厲害了,把臉上的化妝也哭溶了哩!91Please respect copyright.PENANAN43oO3FHoV
我急忙翻出紙巾,抺去臉上溶掉了的化妝。91Please respect copyright.PENANA7qliLg25I6
你忽然握著我的手,阻止我。91Please respect copyright.PENANAE8UAPZER4f
「幹什麼?這樣很醜陋哩!」我急嚷道。91Please respect copyright.PENANAxoJrx5z1YF
「我更喜歡花臉貓的小喬哩!」你吃吃的笑著。91Please respect copyright.PENANAaOuetkN4ad
我失笑了,用手打了打你!91Please respect copyright.PENANAmIS94NVHBP
「真的!無論小喬變成什麼的樣子,我也一樣的喜愛!」你忽然認真的看著我。91Please respect copyright.PENANAPAOwRk3hBz
我那本已止住了的淚又禁不住滑下了!91Please respect copyright.PENANA6pTWKjpNxa
我緊緊的擁著你。91Please respect copyright.PENANAcw3mKVgHj2
今天一旦擁著你,我便不會再放開了!91Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1hUaAdvTk
小帆,你知道嗎?我也是認真的,91Please respect copyright.PENANAzn0R5CjAOn
氫氣球一旦握在手裡,我便會拼命的不讓它遠飛!91Please respect copyright.PENANAzE03SBRg01
小帆,你會證明給我看你是認真的!91Please respect copyright.PENANADqSkdypSjH