每天六點半，我便要起床。但通常我會在鬧鐘六點半響起時把它按停，任由自己睡到七點多才起床。這導致我每天都要在十五分鐘之內弄好所有東西，包括刷牙洗面換校服吃早餐收拾背包紮頭髮，然後匆匆忙忙地衝出門口，追趕那班能讓我準時到達學校的公交車。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7b2NEdawp
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這就是我的日常。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWvgQmSZMa
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上課老師總在先說教後教書。我每次聽的時候，眼皮特別沉重，腦海徘徊的一把聲音經常提醒我「不要睡。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6xpf6gRnf
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但是，這次我沒有理會那把聲音，忍不住睡著了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2Tv0XdO0G
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不知過了多久，我意識到，周圍好像太安靜了，便緩緩張開了眼睛，想看看到底怎麼一回事。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRucCAvUKHO
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一張開眼睛，我環視四周，教室裏所有人都不見了，心中很是愕然。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f8Yzc0abs
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WyjT7EiDJ
窗外的天空和雲霞染成了橘紅色，太陽都下山了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARgIv1lRrR
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放學了？怎麼沒有人喚醒我呢？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83tEn5UiU4
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不管了。我趕緊把桌面的東西都塞進背包裏，匆促地離開學校。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaitVevPgzd
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LJTuVVXNk
回到家裏，我的母親大人在廚房裏埋首做菜；我那煩人的弟弟正在做功課，一臉苦惱的樣子；爸一如往常地在公司加班還沒回家。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT20rwXkwYm
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxUySlv6VD
我打開房門，一開燈，嚇了一大跳。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavPMkKyldi
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8DkwIJTwg
媽呀，也太整齊了吧！389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO38bqeU8J
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrZy7ij5h9
床鋪得整齊不多說，我早上亂扔的衣服襪子都不見了，還有其他我的東西不知為何全堆滿在書桌下的紙箱裏。書桌上擺著一個相架，那是我的畢業照。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfr1qRtX2U
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUU50ampNy
慢著，這好像不是我小學的畢業照？但我才剛上高二，沒可能是中學畢業照吧？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzAPhwkShi
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWarvkTKOys
我急切地衝出房門，想問一下我媽是什麼回事。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvGO7RoM7b
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8BiHEHjeo
「媽，你怎麼把我擺好的東西都收藏起來呢？還有，那畢業相片是什麼鬼？我哪時候高中畢業呢？」我嘴問個不停。講完之後，屋裏沒有一個人回應我，連正眼都沒瞧一下。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3smM5TeZUW
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ukjs0XVkW
「媽！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjP2kaa0qa
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2zCWGAKQc
平時我媽在我一進屋的時候會說：「回來了？趕緊坐下準備吃飯。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxOxoMybHl
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUWkAuQ7FZ
我走到我弟身旁，想打探一下母親大人是否生氣了？是否終於因為父親大人經常加班晚歸家而生氣了？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTh9qZl9Oj
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R185Ka3RL
我仔細瞧瞧我弟，像是長大了不少的模樣。一時之下，忘了問。然後我爸回來了。他居然比平時提前了五、六個小時回家！389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPdidRi2zc
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBIxWi7rQm
他放下公事包，脫了鞋子，一進屋便開電視，整個人半躺在沙發上，拿著搖控按了幾下。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4SVfnx6fq
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7YdcLEJ8u
爸爸整個人看上去憔悴不少，看來工作真的太辛苦了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIAa4iwWQG
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UNhToUcAr
媽媽冒出好多白髮，看來為家事操心太多了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmAG6rxtwE
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJU5i4XInA
自上初中之後，課業繁重，我吃完飯便躲在房間裏做功課，要不是就上上網、玩玩手機，打打遊戲……多年來都沒有仔細地瞧瞧他們，更甭提我爸，他每天加班到凌晨才回家，吃晚飯總缺他一人。我平日就宅在房間裏，一假期就溜出去跟朋友逛街，見我爸的時間更是少之又少。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ195iuwQoP8
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofadlFyIFe
「快來吃飯了！」我媽把菜一道道端上桌，我弟就負責盛飯和擺放筷子。這小伙子，沒想到你也有那麼懂事的一天，居然會幹活了！389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4fLkQFWeT
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sJmJprmVM
但是，為什麼只有三雙筷子呢？我們今天是四個人呢！389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7trNagzoVA
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmUnnwmEYa
這次吃飯的氣氛比平日更加的安靜和沉重。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOJ9iBEImM
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdHajSr2i1
「今天功課怎樣？」媽媽吃了口飯，抬眼望下弟弟。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLrYzUlTca
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGnf7LVgqd
「功課有些地方我不太懂，待會我會打電話問問同學怎麼做。」弟弟一副胸有成竹的樣子。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oovpoUq5b
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV5INcxRmz
「爸媽，你們放心。我會好好努力學習，長大以後替姐姐賺更多錢來孝敬你們。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAve1jTNs4
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqUvbqlWbz
我這弟，真是長大了，挺會說，說得連我都感動了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu16F9chpO
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJNKMFhBnj
「好，好。」媽媽聲音哽咽，眼睛紅紅的，低頭繼續吃。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbw8LWN8Np
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls1KUNPYwe
爸爸以為沒有人知道，偷偷把眼淚擦掉，默默吃飯。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUGlOP6Azm
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXdBrUtNo6
「真有那麼感動到要哭嗎？今天大家是怎麼回事？」我看著他們，一臉不解。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjPVv8HEii
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGzgjKjmAQ
他們繼續吃飯，沒有理會我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFMoT13hFF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahnlyhdL6P
我開始焦躁起來，忍不住大吼：「你們到底有沒有聽見我說話？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx6otrmYM6
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他們仍然沒有理會我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvkMRaKfJs
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK4wwFLp7t
「別逗我玩了，你們回應一下我，好嗎？」我激動得快要哭出來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBTEewWY6R
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此時，電視機失靈的訊號畫面和聲音吸引住我的目光。我走到電視機前，電視機便立刻恢復正常。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQyYD5uY8H
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8vCLMn1RH
「『鴻蔣街空擲路人事件』的涉事犯人今天法庭提堂……死者為十八歲女子鄧家晴，於今年十一月三日在鴻蔣街經過途中被從十八樓擲下的玻璃瓶擊中頭部，昏迷入院，當晚傷重不治。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ5tyG3enZ
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這……是我？我愣住了。我死了？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RBhRin027
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我瞟了一眼新聞的時間，寫著「二零零二年十二月八日下午六點五十分」。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEEPNpFdij
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難道我穿越到兩年後了？然後發現兩年後我死了？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9QYtb3Pad
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一切來得太突然了，嚇得我差點暈過去。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYiAgpDQRJ
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我走到屋外，天色已黑。走出大廈，橫過馬路，我看到一輛貨車正要衝紅燈，我來不及反應，下意識用手擋住，整輛車穿過了我的身體。這時我才反應過來，對的，這裏的我已經死了，而兩年前的我的靈魂穿越到兩年後的街上遊蕩。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vtpklAQLS
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb63GKSDovg
我坐在對面公園的鞦韆上，盪幾下，柱與環咔吱咔吱的磨擦聲在無人的公園裏顯得格外響亮。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGumvjmjT7Z
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAogQXGXbUm
我一轉身，便見到我爸從大廈大門走出來。有一個男人在大門外與他會合。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD0bch1Pnn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08fcB3hXkS
我隨後跟著爸爸和那男人。不久，我們便到了離家八九百米遠的路邊攤。看他們和老闆娘的反應，像經常來似的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe52QXyNJq
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAzr5nP15U
他們點了幾瓶啤酒和一碟小菜。我就坐在我爸對面，跟他倆圍坐在一起。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITyxC0A33k
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「我打算離婚了。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3m1fmNTlZ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwrxP35UjD
我很錯愕，不敢相信講出此話的人是我爸。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfoxAKEjHY
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5HyaLg87Y
「你真的認真想清楚了嗎？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQh6KsNn2S
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWywEFWCWN
「我們倆之間早已沒有愛了。我一直遲遲不離，都是因為還有兩個孩子。如今我女兒走了，只剩下我兒子。我不想再假裝加班，當個好丈夫好爸爸的形象，一直以來我太累了，是時候讓我兒子知道真相。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fxGiE4nIn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Vv1BWd1N
「但你女兒才剛走一個月，你兒子才小五，你太太已經失去了女兒。要是你離婚了，你這樣做對他們打擊更大！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3LCxybpou
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVPbeatDw4
爸爸一直大口大口地灌酒灌個不停，臉頰通紅：「自從生了孩子之後，她一直顧著打理家庭事務。我是非常感激她的。但是她總是很忙碌，對我不理不睬，甚至可以一整天都不跟我講話。我在外工作，回到家裏又要對著一個不會跟我溝通的愛人，就讓我很難受。我們倆的關係變得愈來愈陌生，就像兩個陌生人跟孩子住在一塊，當初的愛早就磨滅不見了，剩下的只有撫養孩子的責任。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmgbVCJLsU
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViVJCTer0E
「閨女走了，我打擊也很大。但這也讓我更不忍心再隱瞞下去。我希望兒子能早點明白，早點接受事實，好讓他找到真正的幸福，而不是繼續待在虛假的、表面和諧的家庭之中，過著他以為的幸福一輩子。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP75kwgCwo
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「那你之後有何打算？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R1L02AJ6U
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「我打算自個兒搬出去。但我仍會跟她一起撫養兒子，直到兒子畢業出來社會工作。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH6SFseRhU
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbknvPH5Nqd
我眼睜睜看著爸爸喝光了一瓶瓶的啤酒。他整張臉紅得發燙似的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObAr3O5Nw8
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9c9xPWw1W
我從未注意到，原來爸媽的關係早已經變得那麼的陌生。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0I5eWqsyJ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG2nvpYVWf
我回到家，見到媽媽坐在沙發上看電視，仔細一看，原來她睡覺了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E7vt5ynEy
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn0g3xDZiD
我從她睡房裏拿出被子來，輕輕蓋在她身上。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFl9A2a4r9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYne2vjUAv
媽媽臉上的皺紋變得很多，白髮也愈來愈多。從前的我從未注意到過媽媽是如此為我和弟弟那般操心，甚至把她大半生的時間都奉獻在家庭上，但她沒有過半點怨言。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7bFkkQSCS
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzx5agmN5N
我弟弟在房間裏溫習，全神貫注的模樣讓我十分慚愧。如今作為家中大女兒的我走了，他要作為家中惟一的兒子承擔起照顧老父母親的責任。然後爸爸又說要跟媽媽離婚，年紀輕輕的他，要如何承受和面對這一切負面壓力。說到底，都是因為自己從沒關心和注意到家中每一個人。我生前從未盡過作為長女的責任。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o9XAYZmOp
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo1g3NTpUK
想到這，我的眼淚一下爆發出來，我很自責，也很懊悔。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ExjJIGc5q
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjgjxs8W2Y
如果我能返回二零零零年，我會好好珍惜兩年的時間。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfjs2o9NmQ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsc959XRUa
我眨了一眼，發覺自己仍坐在教室裏自己的座位上。同學們在專心致志地抄著老師在黑板上寫的筆記。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oCtoNL3ZL
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看來，我真的回來了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEK36byo1R
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我挺直身，拿起簿子和筆，一邊抄著筆記，一邊含著淚水，忍住沒哭出來，不然待會同學們會覺得我神經病。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn3ddT9pAH
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RQDAexmtl
放學回到家裏，母親大人在廚房裏忙著做菜，一聽到我回家，她像平時那樣漫不經心地對我說：「回來了？趕緊坐下準備吃飯。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pRE6BocOs
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFlMlPzJfX
我上前，從背後抱了她一下，忍住淚水，笑著說：「媽，辛苦妳了。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKcw1OvWNW
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRxZaAvpjF
她先是因為我這舉動嚇了一跳，其後拍拍我的緊抱她的手，說：「沒事的，先坐下吧。飯菜待會好。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg2FC0G9J1
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我鬆開手，立馬轉身背著她，快速地把眼淚擦掉，笑了笑應道：「我換換衣，待會過來幫忙。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJXJZz29YF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLm3zjXxMx
媽媽有點詫異：「我們家晴真長大了。」語氣很是欣慰。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPIVZ8IN7K
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmfSqcsHeN
我打開弟弟房門，往房內偷看了一眼。他正盤坐在地上玩前幾天爸爸送他的模型車。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lMQ4YxucK
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FRlxbsENf
「在玩什麼呀，家晞？」我故意問。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ3c05UnvD
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePYKD6spaA
「玩模型車。」弟弟顧著玩車沒看我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRhzhK6DEV
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd32VCcxM1
「那功課呢？做好了沒？」我問。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs2TORW18H
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiERq32M3GV
「還沒。我不會做，不想做了。」弟弟仍舊沒看我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLGum6INDg
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvbuxBOcp1
「姐姐教你做，好不？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaU8M4J0R5
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1hSF4DnXW
他終於抬頭，眼睛圓圓地望著我：「真的？好呀！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7WpP23NHa
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgst04iyY2W
我踏進房間，輕輕把房門關上，教了他做幾道題。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanKuxelztF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMGf2UoU1L
「吃飯了！」媽媽喊。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xue3IcBDG
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEf787JYOr
我拖著弟弟的小手，走出房間到客廳去。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7nGzzlmSm
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDyc7oxBtG
弟弟乖乖坐到自己的位置上。而我就幫忙端菜、盛飯、擺筷子。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg64eDzp13
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmiQMUy0u2
「嘩，姐姐今天不一樣了！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZOIhszGfW
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85Vg2y5JH7
我回頭看一眼弟弟，他正用那雙圓圓大眼注視著我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUYAP8Mjmd
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SnfcIKmyJ
我得意地笑了一笑。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ROfTJBmKz
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCktU5fj91
我夾了幾塊肉和菜先給了母親大人，後給了我那可愛的弟弟，對弟弟說：「我們家晞要多吃才能快高長大喲。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFrH1JNwqO
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkW0f0zxU0
弟弟聽完，立刻低頭多吃幾口。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG5CDQrwSS
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTylfzILBYz
「對了，媽，爸有沒有說他加班幾點回來？」我一邊吃，一邊瞅瞅我媽。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vdvIJDiXE
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJCIgnylfG
「沒有。」她平淡道。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSJpzIToH2
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJNM5GKLcB
「要不我打電話過去問一下？」我放下筷子，趕緊把飯菜吞了，急忙衝到家裏電話前。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhNXzy7iQn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEULnfdNm7
「媽，爸電話多少？我太久沒打給他了。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQWr8Eq37b
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0I9iUSrKX
媽媽見到我慌張的樣子，也放下碗飯，走到我身旁，說：「你看，電話旁邊不就是電話簿嗎？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjcgv8e1zp
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg01MbcsBO5
我趁媽媽翻電話簿的時間，默默回到自己的位上：「媽，還是你打吧！你比較熟悉，而且我實在太太太餓了，想先吃飯！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpvlmLToWr
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrDGkAGXQD
媽媽無奈地合上電話簿，撥起了電話。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTpqkuG2y4
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7vynS8Qa6
我狡猾地笑了笑。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAQ3Nw4Gcv
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI23unqbrb
打完之後，媽媽平淡地回到位置上繼續吃飯。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMNk1pdKRQ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pPgmoeGTC
「爸說幾點回來？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBAzM9VFEn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYunrVbJIN
「他說今天不是很忙，很快會回來。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyGzZtLWOF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClgbs5rBC9
我偷偷觀察我媽的反應，她雖然看上去很平靜，但嘴角其實有一點點的笑意。反正我是這麼認為的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12REIcOBSw
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdjzENboT4
母親大人吃了口飯又停下來，到廚房裏拿了一個碟子過來夾菜，說是要留給父親大人。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6evgNvzghr
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxslwY7vTNf
我可還沒飽。好吧，現在我沒得吃，要跟我爸爭寵去了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IlaUR704F
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某天我朋友說假期要帶我去我之前很想去的小島走走，但我把它推掉了，說我有點事兒改天再去。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M8WZND5Z7
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMBenhNCBh
其實也不是什麼特別的事，只是我想先把假期時間騰出來留給我爸。我很久沒有認真仔細地看一下我爸，跟他聊聊天。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLNDa7G6Ke
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZjAcJO76C
今天爸爸放假，他很早就起，跟平日沒倆樣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa2SjKEUCb
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39NnudocXK
因為我和弟都不用上學，所以媽媽不用早起為我們煮早餐，假期就睡晚點。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eBDbrjdrR
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptfdIqOFqw
爸爸坐在椅上看報紙，看樣子應該還沒吃早飯。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghA810XWw6
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfc9yNaT2k
我進到廚房，煎了個蛋，加了幾塊煙肉和面包，擺進碟裏端出來放到他前面的桌上。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq79DhsuDvG
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAFCdf6J45
他放下報紙，看了一眼，驚呆了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu3PkISn5J
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVnMOCHRsF
「爸，你是不是因為我的廚藝太好所以很驚訝呢？」我好奇地看著他。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5M1DFf8g9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAynIrM10Dr
他回我說：「不是。是你從未為我煮過一頓。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMCwPulBU8
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GHL8Mh0dF
「你先試一下，看看我手勢怎樣。」我有點期待地看著他。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAWqu5EWtL
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V6coZ0ovV
他吃了一口蛋，咳了幾聲：「有點咸。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ENYCwkYzQ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBFo1X3kwx
我嘗了一口，鹽放太多，超級咸。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhIG8Ilvmp
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzeJJ16tQZ
他安慰我說：「第一次煮，算是不錯了。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI38EfbwblF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCa3sFCwmc
我把剛沖的咖啡端到他前，說：「咖啡也試試。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJi5QcwGY9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDsLvjf9q9
爸爸喝了一口咖啡，臉上五官堆到一起：「太，甜了。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIkO5lJHqQ
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHH1WBNnjN
太甜？慢著，我終於記起來我還沒放糖。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC6gOAAj6a
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSTchAa2MZ
「謝謝，我乖女兒的心意我收到了。說吧，一大早找我想跟我說點什麼？」爸爸似乎看得出來我的意圖。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW55XqsV5D
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0dicQQUjp
我從褲袋掏出兩張電影門票，放到桌上：「我聽說母親大人她想看這齣電影，剛好我朋友說她沒空去，就把這兩張送我。家晞纏著我說今天想讓我陪他玩玩你送他的模型車。我就想讓爸你陪母親大人去看，可不要浪費這兩張門票喲！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDHfWtbybp
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2CYtmBitY
父親大人側頭瞇起眼，望向我：「我看那『朋友』是你本人吧？你講了這麼多，其實只有最後一句話是真的吧？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgsKT4PkeF
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS394qVMvV
「哎喲，父親大人懂我意思就好啦。」我衝他一笑。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6IMAUnsUG
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUZ5B54t89
「你這丫頭，書不好好讀，鬼點子可多了。」他突然敲一下我的頭。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrvVjSkPcf
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihZS76I3sv
「爸，你和媽今天就過過二人世界。我會留在家裏，照顧弟弟，好好學習，你大可放心。」我得意盈盈地笑了一笑。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9WRTRYnuE
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv9lTEZD9d
「你們一大早在聊什麼？」我回頭一看，只見我媽從睡房裏走出來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlU77rpY9C
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYCR7R9Gqn
「是不是我們聲太大嘈醒你？」我很是抱歉，但一想起正事就立刻打起精神來：「爸說有要事跟你說。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnK5UsYsL7
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwFjLmyQCZ
媽媽很驚訝，朝我爸一看，問：「是什麼事？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTnkqwo7Lg
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX2KjuLcB3
爸爸隨即拿起桌上的兩張電影門票，問：「惠芯，今天我們倆去看電影，好嗎？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbQcFcSZZb
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqTxq4JFpR
媽媽瞄一眼我，又看了一眼爸爸，憂心忡忡地說：「那留家晴和家晞在家裏可行不行？再說家晴你不是要跟朋友出去玩嗎？那誰顧著家晞？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IjuxMjFO9
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93BQNepKBU
「媽你放心，今天我沒人約，我可以留在家裏照顧弟弟。」我信誓旦旦地說。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc2fys4y9L
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKyWxDnnAi
媽媽還是有點猶豫：「但是……」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLOXuQBAv2
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3foX4bdx3
「女兒說叫我們放心，你還不信嗎？」爸爸擅自替媽做了決定，對我萬般叮囑：「好好照顧弟弟，也別忘了好好複習功課。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkcQettMPe
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkVsDN8mpW
「知道了。」我捂嘴笑了一笑。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFRkETWm3u
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389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7q0M7HqY1
自那天後，家裏熱鬧不少，他們倆話題變多了。爸爸每天放工時間都變早了，他說最近工作少了許多，可以不用加班早點回家。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1plY0FLBf
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcdgIDEqDK
其實這秘密只有我知道，爸爸是因為跟媽媽關係變得更好了，所以沒必要再假裝加班下去。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf5IAA5xp4
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZNPHoZcTo
弟弟年紀雖小，但卻很懂事。平日見到我進廚房幫忙的時候，也會跟著我身後看看怎麼弄，偶爾我會讓他幫一點小忙。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYqHpbxoqp
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhck6ivyj3U
至於學業，我弟比我更加用功。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8YqrkHCXK
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8myfCiDJS
但自那次靈魂出竅的經歷後，我不敢有半點想怠慢的想法。我把更多的時間留給了家人和學業，而不是網絡和遊戲。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wgrD2RdLs
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UNEfEm6bT
我平日早上都準時起床，時間好像騰出來許多。偶爾我會讓我媽不用那麼早起床，早餐讓我來準備。吃完早餐我還有些鬆動的時間，不像以前那樣很匆忙地趕回學校。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmwO1vKUEx
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82PBwesHcN
我比之前更用功讀書學習，成績提升不少，還有過幾次老師表揚我說我進步很多。我的朋友假期沒再頻繁地找我去玩，反倒會找我幫忙解題和一起學習。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZzaIW2KBf
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLkQXW63hs
我覺得我整個人變得更好、更開心、更幸福了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BzxsJdChI
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7Ps1TdVrj
而我最大的心願是能以好成績高中畢業，畢業的時候不是一個人在照片上，而是跟家人一起拍的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPjjWzEkxi
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0WMvNEBVH
晃眼兩年便過去，我高中畢業了三個多月。如我所願，那張高中畢業照是我們一家人一起拍的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VeUY9cxCR
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4gMOkb53X
我把照片用相框架好，擺放在我的書桌上。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUQ4uyHvle
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO2FbuwUKy
我想了許久，決定還是寫一封信留給他們。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfzibiHPYt
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBTqEeGYKi
但是，我想了幾小時都想不出來要怎麼寫，一直寫了又擦，擦了又寫。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiZQKDBnAx
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNKfhuPRAT
總覺得我應該是有好多話要講，但腦海卻一片空白。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik1AmenpRt
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKAoNGmBwa
我放下筆，收拾一下書桌的東西，又順便收拾整個房間。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCyfECOkck
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasGqm95dEo
就這樣，太陽下山，我都寫不出一個字來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkZ8AYXuTn
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sD82vQ7S2
我更換衣服，決定到公園散散步。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5NP2YQehe
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2UxdJF5hY
我坐在公園裏的長櫈上，凝望著染成金黃色的天空和雲朵。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamw77fLEKa
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過了不知多久，我也記不起我在想什麼，然而當我回過神的時候，才發現到有個男人坐在我身旁，而且似乎坐了已有一段時間。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7irn67zbN
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他身穿黑色大衣，身子裹得厚厚的，身型很高大。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBJ7BWYVa8
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我一開始感到奇怪，但後來也沒想太多。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47WXylN0Qn
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突然，他開口：「要是你只有一天時間，你想做些什麼？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvu3XFpadf
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我望望左右邊，沒有其他人。他似乎是在問我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqOWBkiWiT
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他這樣問我，是什麼意思呢？389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKEHEOHFiF
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我想了一想，回答他：「一天時間好像不太夠用。」我接著說：「當時間流逝，一天天過去，每天行屍走肉，你會覺得一天都嫌多。但當你有了人生目標之後，就發覺一天怎麼都不夠用，因為想做的事情實在太多太多了……」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma1775DAG7
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他聽完我說，表情依舊平靜，不久又再問：「那你還有留戀嗎？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcP3X1nPQq
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我仔細想了一想，才應道：「那當然，我還留戀著我家附近那家蛋糕店的味道，那是我最愛吃的。」不知為何，跟他聊天沒有陌生的感覺，反倒覺得很安心。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSkl6ysKCQ
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他又追問：「那人呢？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJxkhHMq2r
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我回答他：「我家人。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NpJC0hvZW
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他又問：「你留戀他們什麼？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYXVJRJ2FG
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「所有的一切。因為我再也沒辦法留在他們身邊，也再沒辦法看見他們。」說到這，我忍不住哭了出來。因為再不哭，我就連哭的機會都沒有了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfuzWAOZhu
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我一邊哭，一邊打量著眼前這個奇奇怪怪、面無表情的男人，一時衝出口問了一句：「你是人嗎？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhDDqN2mrh
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他沒回答我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJh2ynH0gk
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也是，這奇怪的問題叫人怎麼回答。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIhscYOz1Y
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「你為什麼問我這麼多問題？我又不認識你！」我哽咽著。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwocWyyS7bN
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「你認識我的，只是你忘記而已。」他語氣堅定。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSG0weVBoU
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他是不是神經病呀？算，不管他了，我可沒空想別的事。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8kTUyEkZc
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我站起來，擦擦眼淚，頭也不回地轉身離開。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplpQzorQ93
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回到房裏，我又重新拿起筆。這次我腦海不再空白了，就開始往信上寫：我走了，不用念掛。你們要好好照顧自己。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUuUEQYl5v
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我在信封背面寫著：「致最愛的你們」。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQZzIUWlOc
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