JERE
I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.631Please respect copyright.PENANAGhjhhInjtX
He's shaking underneath my grasp.631Please respect copyright.PENANAokhxYx4DH5
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.631Please respect copyright.PENANACwvhjnDPf6
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.631Please respect copyright.PENANAu1Mi2L90OB
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I smile bitterly.631Please respect copyright.PENANAu79tbFL7Hr
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.631Please respect copyright.PENANAwEIeXbbSWR
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.631Please respect copyright.PENANA0ScMR583z7
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.631Please respect copyright.PENANA3yEZYxfQU1
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."631Please respect copyright.PENANAzxw7xJXNbk
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.631Please respect copyright.PENANAWWxjHiADDo
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.631Please respect copyright.PENANAIbNRI12jO2
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.631Please respect copyright.PENANAYuArq5SjTp
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.631Please respect copyright.PENANAiv1DTaenYu
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.631Please respect copyright.PENANA9sx7D1cRV5
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.631Please respect copyright.PENANA0xeiADsjUW
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I must at all cost keep him awake.631Please respect copyright.PENANAmlp5lwuS2i
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"631Please respect copyright.PENANA6d8CrV1GmD
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.631Please respect copyright.PENANAbDHJG9Wlzh
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"Not that long baby I promise."631Please respect copyright.PENANAVjATPToy39
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.631Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1O4uhhXN6
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.631Please respect copyright.PENANAT9Fi0l1xrE
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.631Please respect copyright.PENANAj9f7JPKo13
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.631Please respect copyright.PENANAfV6FaqQ7yt
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.631Please respect copyright.PENANAERJ8h9aKon
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I frown at him.631Please respect copyright.PENANABBab1PFxAc
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"Don't say that."631Please respect copyright.PENANA9eYyFwHR8V
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.631Please respect copyright.PENANAsNQnYFIA0V
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I gasp.631Please respect copyright.PENANAVvdcKkrh7R
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"Jere stop!"631Please respect copyright.PENANAKWYR65jy7i
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He goes on.631Please respect copyright.PENANA7Dp8sAckul
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.631Please respect copyright.PENANA96JmhuOMy6
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.631Please respect copyright.PENANAA1E9fNPmwi
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"631Please respect copyright.PENANAXVdgzNcikE
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.631Please respect copyright.PENANAWTOXaN6IwI
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.631Please respect copyright.PENANA278YLnTmpM
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"I won't."631Please respect copyright.PENANA1sKU52tI02
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He obeys, watching me soberly.631Please respect copyright.PENANAavHTIjLxOs
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.631Please respect copyright.PENANAPoISxGv44c
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.631Please respect copyright.PENANAfp5DwYwft6
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.631Please respect copyright.PENANArxbU9PoQ8S
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.631Please respect copyright.PENANAcRwZmOx7Cq
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.631Please respect copyright.PENANAqzIPIu0epM
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.631Please respect copyright.PENANAGftlU8jxR9
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"631Please respect copyright.PENANAVES2qEwI7N
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He tries to nod but he can't.631Please respect copyright.PENANAQLJ8mTyyyi
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.631Please respect copyright.PENANAvb4ffV0YEh
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.631Please respect copyright.PENANAeEbDEudDqF
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He looks up into mine.631Please respect copyright.PENANAjssDpLCk4f
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.631Please respect copyright.PENANApsaduWX9JA
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"Stay awake." I tell him.631Please respect copyright.PENANAxLGDOAxzmK
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.631Please respect copyright.PENANATRBMDidnWl
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.631Please respect copyright.PENANALbOuTRC4QE
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"631Please respect copyright.PENANAFz31ZCmX6n
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He doesn't reply.631Please respect copyright.PENANAmr8XtpZivU
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.631Please respect copyright.PENANAdA4H4nQ8oO
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.631Please respect copyright.PENANANaSI6vOgwy
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"631Please respect copyright.PENANA8aJ9HErKKJ
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.631Please respect copyright.PENANAYZtvBvwW63
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.631Please respect copyright.PENANAx8GtjbGvP8
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.631Please respect copyright.PENANAOoCagwOIwq
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.631Please respect copyright.PENANAS4V1vfo7Vy
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.631Please respect copyright.PENANAk14Ngg64A2
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"Kiss me," he repeats.631Please respect copyright.PENANAlsVPjCvvrd
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.631Please respect copyright.PENANAs330n5oCMp
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.631Please respect copyright.PENANArxtjRGvV6o
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.631Please respect copyright.PENANAXvxzfsvZnS
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.631Please respect copyright.PENANAocNNQX8iwq
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.631Please respect copyright.PENANADCil8Rmct9
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.631Please respect copyright.PENANAVi21gxuU7p
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Electricity races through me and lingers.631Please respect copyright.PENANAF4Fufbq1lI
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.631Please respect copyright.PENANAmk54NNQ1Yc
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.631Please respect copyright.PENANABrXASnpHhg
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.631Please respect copyright.PENANARvzc6K9Bfl
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.631Please respect copyright.PENANA5ahPZxsv3Z
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.631Please respect copyright.PENANAPvWgmezboF
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"Jeremy?"631Please respect copyright.PENANAOxWfrnXczq
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I shake my head, not believing.631Please respect copyright.PENANAoiQVFxWYXv
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"631Please respect copyright.PENANAd2I31JnKHx
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.631Please respect copyright.PENANAOb7MEPkriy
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.631Please respect copyright.PENANAj1eq3IEx87
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 631Please respect copyright.PENANALjRpOC3XNz