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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.663Please respect copyright.PENANAqEX9MA5a4V
He's shaking underneath my grasp.663Please respect copyright.PENANA71bXPEqeF1
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.663Please respect copyright.PENANAerzn3GJZaL
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.663Please respect copyright.PENANAWuWjBAl0bQ
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I smile bitterly.663Please respect copyright.PENANAeCU0U54Eow
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.663Please respect copyright.PENANAJZzoVKnfYa
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.663Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ6IDq6mGE
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.663Please respect copyright.PENANAgs1UkXonqn
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."663Please respect copyright.PENANA1weU1JlBC1
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.663Please respect copyright.PENANAZUbEkYztTu
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.663Please respect copyright.PENANAX1Aj2BYLnS
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.663Please respect copyright.PENANAP3897CimSA
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.663Please respect copyright.PENANAKvJLlDnJEJ
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.663Please respect copyright.PENANALPT7fl9dyE
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.663Please respect copyright.PENANAr9OK3miKfu
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I must at all cost keep him awake.663Please respect copyright.PENANALFATdnImDA
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"663Please respect copyright.PENANANBwzSjBQwj
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.663Please respect copyright.PENANAVu3sBtLGS1
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"Not that long baby I promise."663Please respect copyright.PENANA8ziQEhZ6hV
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.663Please respect copyright.PENANAJcbr2T5tR5
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.663Please respect copyright.PENANAj7IA7ussD9
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.663Please respect copyright.PENANA518Wzv6F7G
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.663Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bst8Uy6sn
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.663Please respect copyright.PENANAkSeWYr6aVn
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I frown at him.663Please respect copyright.PENANAdLAl0mFbXD
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"Don't say that."663Please respect copyright.PENANAioLrhVmBnp
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.663Please respect copyright.PENANA4cJllbAlZF
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I gasp.663Please respect copyright.PENANAPzIdUV1wdT
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"Jere stop!"663Please respect copyright.PENANAKonBEU61ch
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He goes on.663Please respect copyright.PENANA0rukNuE4ek
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.663Please respect copyright.PENANAhuZUsmfd5D
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.663Please respect copyright.PENANAbplUdD0JI5
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"663Please respect copyright.PENANARUjsRroEOa
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.663Please respect copyright.PENANAl0nIiAnV6N
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.663Please respect copyright.PENANA9X8qt4DJ7u
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"I won't."663Please respect copyright.PENANA1EsYOwsjR6
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He obeys, watching me soberly.663Please respect copyright.PENANAz5ODTyKcEO
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.663Please respect copyright.PENANALsHd1ce2yh
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.663Please respect copyright.PENANAlorjEgKKHW
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.663Please respect copyright.PENANAmt0ha4PHuL
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.663Please respect copyright.PENANAptKF6hvZwp
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.663Please respect copyright.PENANAYcF8M18PwL
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.663Please respect copyright.PENANAfNO1bg6340
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"663Please respect copyright.PENANArqoFdnqxYS
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He tries to nod but he can't.663Please respect copyright.PENANAsaRxukTK4D
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.663Please respect copyright.PENANAWQf5HIXvOR
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.663Please respect copyright.PENANAwma9HunYsm
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He looks up into mine.663Please respect copyright.PENANANcfndK1Q0w
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.663Please respect copyright.PENANA2pQD1fn8YD
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"Stay awake." I tell him.663Please respect copyright.PENANA5TkGEEMa0B
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.663Please respect copyright.PENANAdVGxhpSL6e
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.663Please respect copyright.PENANAh1DnQLxtV3
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"663Please respect copyright.PENANAjnqk5sDrCM
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He doesn't reply.663Please respect copyright.PENANA1cYYzpDJZT
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.663Please respect copyright.PENANAo9e8IJCyA7
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.663Please respect copyright.PENANAjnrYF6X1PF
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"663Please respect copyright.PENANAOFWEml78Eh
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.663Please respect copyright.PENANAQIlB8P60GS
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.663Please respect copyright.PENANAwtmytvsa6B
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.663Please respect copyright.PENANAubI3pDy0W0
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.663Please respect copyright.PENANAdToSP4mFmh
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.663Please respect copyright.PENANAtMDidBSZzL
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"Kiss me," he repeats.663Please respect copyright.PENANAaXpFepvUBF
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.663Please respect copyright.PENANAuqvn5qJtoK
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.663Please respect copyright.PENANAkT5pkSlgLV
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.663Please respect copyright.PENANASTCYwEiL4k
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.663Please respect copyright.PENANAonIsONmt8p
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.663Please respect copyright.PENANAbNo2nLlxFc
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.663Please respect copyright.PENANAWeLTeOjCLs
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Electricity races through me and lingers.663Please respect copyright.PENANAhkQYv7PffH
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.663Please respect copyright.PENANASSUDl6S7CF
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.663Please respect copyright.PENANARKTguyf2Cu
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.663Please respect copyright.PENANAiDS3GPt81C
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.663Please respect copyright.PENANA4CGNr0VXsY
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.663Please respect copyright.PENANAPGlHwcJ2ye
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"Jeremy?"663Please respect copyright.PENANA1jUz8QZQyt
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I shake my head, not believing.663Please respect copyright.PENANAHI4KKipeJw
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"663Please respect copyright.PENANA9hn0Y9K39E
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.663Please respect copyright.PENANA8eNOZtAsCA
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.663Please respect copyright.PENANAGJqssnYVZm
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 663Please respect copyright.PENANA4qLXP1sMKi