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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.643Please respect copyright.PENANAfBSMMpLKDz
He's shaking underneath my grasp.643Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0g85C1zH5
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.643Please respect copyright.PENANAfj54DmnCzq
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.643Please respect copyright.PENANANQmCKr6xXo
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I smile bitterly.643Please respect copyright.PENANAFV7yNjK4nz
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.643Please respect copyright.PENANAoFp5tOfctF
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.643Please respect copyright.PENANADnuN9XOfWY
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.643Please respect copyright.PENANAhyz7zIGufN
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."643Please respect copyright.PENANA2ukX3tdXkN
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.643Please respect copyright.PENANAfNumuFZYl3
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.643Please respect copyright.PENANAQnOuOuwy2V
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.643Please respect copyright.PENANAU3L8tIVctx
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.643Please respect copyright.PENANAz9VccMN5S4
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.643Please respect copyright.PENANApSK0teehnr
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.643Please respect copyright.PENANA0ITVt5R8xm
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I must at all cost keep him awake.643Please respect copyright.PENANAIBedbjEPE2
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"643Please respect copyright.PENANAFgTg2bWs06
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.643Please respect copyright.PENANA05gVgd8nF4
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"Not that long baby I promise."643Please respect copyright.PENANAChRHdMa6Ke
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.643Please respect copyright.PENANARs0PtfTZW5
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.643Please respect copyright.PENANAJcUseSSuH6
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.643Please respect copyright.PENANAmWJzJR2EyR
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.643Please respect copyright.PENANAuIn2PT07G9
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.643Please respect copyright.PENANA8Eh4YD9Ltd
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I frown at him.643Please respect copyright.PENANAG9ODLOBIqW
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"Don't say that."643Please respect copyright.PENANA90BtLl4vhb
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.643Please respect copyright.PENANA9uFrpcG5py
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I gasp.643Please respect copyright.PENANAqhDXhBUdyk
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"Jere stop!"643Please respect copyright.PENANA0T7I8kdyXF
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He goes on.643Please respect copyright.PENANALjJqsv7NGh
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.643Please respect copyright.PENANAaxdBlAly2b
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.643Please respect copyright.PENANAelJK4I4zH3
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"643Please respect copyright.PENANA8xwvviDbV5
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.643Please respect copyright.PENANAsgLnBZMnLu
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.643Please respect copyright.PENANAShDwp7Ckmn
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"I won't."643Please respect copyright.PENANA6V4b3FcFrv
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He obeys, watching me soberly.643Please respect copyright.PENANAxMwq35dQEP
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.643Please respect copyright.PENANAivRnZuvBak
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.643Please respect copyright.PENANAU9klZFcgbd
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.643Please respect copyright.PENANAmVkPGiA7IA
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.643Please respect copyright.PENANAHshmRvl1M4
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.643Please respect copyright.PENANApgpZygUCzX
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.643Please respect copyright.PENANA8UYLQY7wP4
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"643Please respect copyright.PENANAqvrAXOQoMM
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He tries to nod but he can't.643Please respect copyright.PENANA6sLHKSNpUZ
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.643Please respect copyright.PENANAwJJfej2h33
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.643Please respect copyright.PENANAuQoGzaMCAi
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He looks up into mine.643Please respect copyright.PENANASFYkZTf5Q4
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.643Please respect copyright.PENANAkfZkJZGWdw
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"Stay awake." I tell him.643Please respect copyright.PENANA9QbSERYJ2s
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.643Please respect copyright.PENANAeNWvQZxBcX
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.643Please respect copyright.PENANAEZvKjBq2kv
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"643Please respect copyright.PENANAzhcf3jZdLK
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He doesn't reply.643Please respect copyright.PENANAhqV2BZtfYC
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.643Please respect copyright.PENANAu6i4EQC7Zh
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.643Please respect copyright.PENANA6ygfIjXG7W
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"643Please respect copyright.PENANAsp9QEYT6fT
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.643Please respect copyright.PENANArI8fhKdftg
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.643Please respect copyright.PENANAYHuN0SonPN
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.643Please respect copyright.PENANAPARUrMNmcT
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.643Please respect copyright.PENANAlovMVO1V70
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.643Please respect copyright.PENANA6LeR5JNCmj
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"Kiss me," he repeats.643Please respect copyright.PENANAyGaaTYkKJS
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.643Please respect copyright.PENANAMH4gDodRoz
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.643Please respect copyright.PENANAoCSQs657Fy
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.643Please respect copyright.PENANAE5x1S7uB2z
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.643Please respect copyright.PENANAehl6SVa5e1
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.643Please respect copyright.PENANACAey1ZqZPb
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.643Please respect copyright.PENANA1OptTmiJrg
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Electricity races through me and lingers.643Please respect copyright.PENANAqSdubChCPJ
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.643Please respect copyright.PENANAjj4IwEwuMk
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.643Please respect copyright.PENANAjgacYvolwH
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.643Please respect copyright.PENANA2MpSWzYqJd
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.643Please respect copyright.PENANAAWQkjs13rx
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.643Please respect copyright.PENANARFJBb3zmb4
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"Jeremy?"643Please respect copyright.PENANAaP0TulFeon
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I shake my head, not believing.643Please respect copyright.PENANAMtr7lNTlKr
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"643Please respect copyright.PENANALLzJPnBotH
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.643Please respect copyright.PENANAASwOrsCIr6
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.643Please respect copyright.PENANAwDgoMygpaG
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 643Please respect copyright.PENANAQXwCdpRo19