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"hey hun, can you please wash the dishes tonight?" My mom said as I groan. I never loved doing any chores. I am lazy, a potato couch whatever you call people who are lazy. That's me.
"Kael, Do the dishes." I said to my younger brother as he groans. Whenever my mom told me to do something, I always pass it to him. Elder sibling privileges.
"C'mon sis! I just cooked tonight! You do it!" He stomped and I can see that he was really pissed off. Actually both of us hate washing the dishes. It's gross.
We continue arguing about the dishes now and it end up that mom did it anyway. It was 8 'oclock in the evening and my brother will attend a party in which he needs my presence. It's because our mom told us.
"dress well. You're already 20 and it's a party. Just this time, dress well please." My brother beg to me. Ughh. I hate parties. You just go there to what?
1. get drunk 2. screw your bae 3. find chicks and boys 4. mess up a house 5. to get hangover in the morning 6. Don't have any idea what you actually did the last night. 7. regret everything you did at the party. 8. you'll be the talk of the town if you did something astonishing. 9. try to act normal. 10. you can't act normal.
That's why I never want to go to a party. But since it's my brother and this is the first time he asked for my presence at such things, I decided to give it a go and I actually dressed fancy.
"WOW" Kael said as he saw me in the kitchen drinking soda while waiting for him.
"you actually look sexy sis. I guess we will have separate ways later" he continued as we left the house.
I don't actually can't say that people at the same age as me feels the same way but being 20 makes you feel a old childish bitch. You need to mature but you can't. Which results to being lazy ass and not having any motivation to prep up yourself. Okay. It's just me I'm so lame.
"You're old enough so I'll go and hang with my bros. See you later or give me a call." Kael said to me and then he left.
High school party sucks.
"College student I see. " a guy said as he sit beside me at counter. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYOEnVCtHF
"Yeah. Stuck with my brother. Driver coz he'll be drunk as fuck."
"Ohh. Well that's so nice of you. Acting as a big sister and such. So mature. " yep. This guy is hitting on older girls at his age.
'Yeah... So mature.' I drink my shit all straight up and ditch that guy. Sorry I'm just here to be a driver.
"Mature eh?" I heard a familiar voice and ...
"Jared. Yeah.... High school kids will never know until they got out age" I said and the snickered at this.
he is Jared. He is my classmate in most of my subjects and we don't talk too much with each other. He has this delinquent style but he actually never had any connections with any gang nor fraternities and such. His dark brown hair matches his brown eyes it was as if I was looking at a planet when I saw his eyes.
"So, why are you here?" I asked him. Because this is a high school party and I don't remember him having any brothers or sisters.
"I'm actually staying with my friend uncle's place. My cousin's party." He said and he gave me company since we are the people at this place tonight who are not in high school.
"I never see you in any of the college parties that we had in our school. " he said trying to have a conversation since this is really awkward.
"Yeah. It's really not my thing. Just here because of my brother."
"What? You're a good girl then? I even saw your name in the top 10 of deans listers.... But I never see you study." He trailed at this. Yeah, I'm not the type of person who will work too hard for study. It is because I am a lazy ass bitch.
"Genes." I said a veeeery short answer. What's the point of having this conversation anyway.
"Hey.. Wanna go somewhere? Just the two of us?" Is he hitting on me? No no no. I can't handle things well in this matter. I can easily brush off younger guys but a college dude? It's actually hard. OmygoOmygod I'm panicking aren't I? What the fuck what the-
"Hey, easy there." He laughed at me. "Just company. No need to fidget and such. We're cool." He said assuringly.
"That's fine I guess." I said and with that, we go somewhere else. I place the car keys in our secret hidden place in the car bump and texted my brother that I ditched him.
We rode his motorbike as the moon shines so bright. If I'm reading a book right I'll tell you he's a vampire. But. No. He just looks like one. I don't know why but he looks ecstatic driving this thing. I was too dazzled in his beauty. I did not noticed that we already stopped.
"We're here. Isn't it beautiful?" He said looking straight east.
"Yeah... " I blankly said while still staring at him.
"I mean the view. " he said to me and of course I blushed. Because I'm a cool college girl! NOT.
We sat there as a good killing spare time just chatting and such. I can't even feel the time running late, I felt warmth in his company even though we are no touching. It feels really hot talking with him. Hot and at the same amazing. Time flew and now we are watching the sunrise.
"I always had my eyes all on you." He said as we watch the sun rise high in its glory.
"Wa-what?" I said to him. He can't be serious right? A just talked well this day. Well, yeah we talked at school but it was very quick. Like... Hey can I borrow your notes or here is your photocopy. That's all.
"I've always... Liked you... The way you smile, your eyes, it was as if you fill me with wonder and glory." He said as he leans on me.
"Is that so? I... Never actually liked someone." LIES . I knew I had fallen in his charm. You can't blame me, he give this badass aura and he is very good looking but I don't want to be the easy bait. I can't just unveil my feelings to him openly just because he said he likes me.
"It's okay. I'm here now. I gathered enough strengt to actually confess to you." He placed his hand in my waist as I let out a gasp with his motion. This... Makes me feel dizzy.
I gotta air out sometime. It is because I'm so lazy that I had become weak with this kind of things.
"I'm sorry Leina, but I cant control it anymore. " he said before he kissed me. It has too much passion I could actually melt right here and now.
I was flustered and blushing way to much when our lips parted.he smiled at me and with that we go back to the said party and saw many guys and girls drunk and wasted.
They're still not done? Is this how people drink during friday parties? Wtf. Really.
"I'll be going now. Thanks for your time." I said to Jared and we kissed again before I look for my brotherand brought him home.
I can't wait for Monday to see Jared again. I giggled remembering the moments we shared while killing time that Friday night until Saturday morning.
Why won't monday come sooner.
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"Bye mom! Gotta go!" I said to my mother as I left our house. Its Monday. 10am.
Jared and I are classmates in economics and it will be today at 11am. I can't wait to be with him again.
I was now walking in the parking lot when I saw Jared, with his guy friends sitting in one of the benches in the grounds.
Just seeing him akes me feel really flustered. Can I even come near him without actually blushing? On for I'm so embarassed!! It's hard for a lazy girl to be worked up like this!
After I gathered all my courage, I walked towards Jared and our eyes met while I walking... Closer and closer.
He got up and talked to his friends as if he didn't saw me. As if we never even met.
I stopped in my tracks knowing that it all just an illusion. a moment that was a mistake that I need to forget. Because for him, it didn't mattered at all. It was just for killing time.
And with that one night... I assumed everything that he loves me and I had fallen for him.
It was all lies. His feelings that he said to me, all lies.
My name is Leina McDowell, and this is how the story of my first love ended.
If it started too soon, it will end too soon.
"Excuse me, I'm sorry to disturb you but, do you what's TBA? apparently my class is there but I can't see it and I'm too lazy to go down the office just to ask for it." Straightforward, lazy and shy all at the same time.
This is how I met my first love. Just with her voice, I fell inlove. Without seeing her face I knew that I love her. I don't even know why but I am having a wild guess that it is on how she asked me.
"It means To Be Announce." I said to her and with that she thanked me, cursed that she still needs to go down and take her leave. what a strange girl. Well, it can be accepted since it is the first time our campus had a TBA. ever since I came here, we never lacked any rooms. Guess this college is still growing.
Jared Clarkson. A name that is known very well in this university. I am part of the popular group I guess... but I don't really care. People around me just like me because I got great looks and such. That's why I stick to my small circle of friends. They are my bros' since forever. We actually stick up together in this university. We don't even know why.
My uncle is a gang leader. it was because of this that my parents died. Uncle's relatives was hunted at that time and my parents did not make it. However, Uncle's gang won in that battle.
"One mistake can lead to many. That's why you must never, ever join my gang or any other gang Jared. I'm so sorry that this happened... " I can still remember as clear as the blue sky what my uncle said. That's why I never got involved in any kind of such. Gangs, fraternities and etc. I don't need them.
All of my relatives lived in different parts of the world. It was because of what happened before. Uncle gave them protection until they reached a far away place and lived a new. Little do they know that Uncle still keeps track with what is happening to them just in case of something might happen.
He was actually a great guy. That's why I never left. Thou I need to keep a low profile about us being relatives to avoid danger in my life. That's why I stayed in my uncle's friend's house. He's like the tracker of the gang and he has really impressive skills. I stayed with him for the last 10 years of my life and no one still knows that I am a relative of one of the great gang leaders around.
"Hey dude, you're spacing out. We gotta hurry to the office. TBA man. TBA. This is the first time!" Troy said to me. He actually has all of our schedule because he's the time keeper.
"Coming." We all said in unison. Troy, Lucas, Darren and I went to the office and once again, I saw her.
"Who are you staring at? Eh? A girl right? It's a girl right?" Darren said to me. "Shut it Ren." I said as I hide my face in a cool manner. yeah right. cool manner.
It ended up, That girl was actually in most of my classes. During our lunch break, my eyes instantly sees her even thou the crown is big. It was as if my eyes instantly seeks her presence.
"Hey... Do you know what's her name?" I ask my friends. they might know it right? We are all in the same classes.
"She's Leina McDowell, Psychology 2A-3 we have the same code as her that's why she is our classmate in all of our classes." Lucas said and that actually explains a lot.
"Why? you like her? Is she the one you staring at the office last two weeks ago?" Darren said to me.
I scratch my cheek "Well, yeah..." I said as I blushed. what the heck. I'm don't look cool now am I?
"Well, why won't you ask her or such? Your the cool guy, you can talk to her smoothly." Troy said and with that I blushed even more.
"That's actually the problem. I can't... I can't talk to her normally. I... I'm such a pussy" I lean at the table to hide my embarrassment. This is really lame.
"Our big guy is blooming up to romance eh!?" Darren said again which earned a laugh with them three.
"It's okay man. You can all take it nice and slow." Lucas said smirking "Stop putting sex songs in mind you horndog." I said to him and left the place to get some fresh air.
days, weeks and months passed. I can't still talk to her. thou I tried like when the time that she dropped her pen, then the eraser, and when She gave everyone the pointers for one of our subject but I never really talked to her personally. this actually sucks.
"Oh Jared. Here's the photocopy in Logic. I'll give you four copies for you and your friends. It takes too long find everyone so yeah." She said. I thanked her and she left.
"hey man, You still hadn't talk to her?" Troy said at me. Looks like They saw the conversation we had.
"Nah. Still can't do it." I truthfully said to them.
"You need to keep your shit together. It's already been months, and the year is almost over. Hell it's almost a year! You always look and stare at her whenever you had a chance and then averts your eye when you felt that she thinks that someone is staring at her. You talked to her like a robot and you got all flustered like that after you talk to her. Isn't this enough suffering for you? Just tell her you like her. I can't stand to see you like this anymore." Lucas preached at me. He does not actually talk like this and this long but this time he did. And we are all surprised. I don't even know what to say.
"Umm.. yeah.. Sorry." I said to them. Yeah I am a coward at this aren't I? Why can't I just say it?
"Just, go for your happiness man. We are always here for you." They said to me. I believe that's enough encouragement. However, After she gave me the photocopies, we never met again in that day. Schoolday friday ended up like that.
"Jared, we're gonna held a party tonight. So whether you like t or not, you are coming!" Marcus said to me. He is my cousin. High school students and apparently he is part of the popular kids that's why he is hosting the party this friday.
"Yeah sure. whatever." I said to him. I don't really like high school parties. I'm over with this. College parties are way above this level. They just go drunk and such. while in college, we got drunk and drove somewhere. The next day we knew, it was like the movie hangover without the drugs.
Monday. I'm gonna confess to her on Monday. This bought me time right? Now I can think what to say to her that I won't sound like a stalker. because I'm a cool guy. I must confess with awesomeness and such.
"College student I see."
"Yeah. Stuck with my brother, driver coz he'll be drunk as fuck" I heard that voice somewhere. My heart is actually beating so fast.
"Ohh. Well that's so nice of you. Acting as a big sister and such. so mature." I heard a guy said. There was a college students here? Why?
"Yeah... so mature." That sarcasm. It's definitely her. I saw her walked away from the counter. She just shove the guy away isn't she? Now I'm actually scared to confess.
I won't do shitty moves like that right? I'm the cool guy right? I can do this right? RIGHT? o God. This is really... I don't know...
next thing I knew my feet is walking near the back door. where she go after she left the guy at the counter. I am getting nervous.
"Mature eh?" What the fuck am I saying! My inner side literally just did a facepalm and slap the shit inside of me.
I won't sound like a stalker. because I'm a cool guy. I must confess with awesomeness and such. My inner voice mocking me. ha ha ha that's lame.
"Jared. Yeah.... High school kids will never know until they got at our age." She said and I snickered at this. Yeah. I know what she meant. High school kids think that 20 years old people act all mature. What they didn't knew is that we never actually grew up. we just ended up being more lazy.
We actually had a decent talk after that. talking about school and such and why are we, college students were actually stuck at this high school party.
"hey... Wanna go somewhere? Just the two of us?" I said to her. This is my chance. I can do this.
Whoops, she's fidgeting, Is she scared? oh no oh no...
"Hey, easy there." I laughed at her. She is so cute. god. "Just company, no need to fidget and such, We're cool" I smiled at her. I wish she was mine...
"that's fine I guess." She said and we go to their car and she put the car keys somewhere I don't even know and texted someone, probably her brother.
We rode my motorbike and we went under a bridge, not quite far from the party but you can't hear them and it was peaceful.
The view here never fails to astonished me. I stole a glance at her when she was hoping off the motorbike. Everything seems at slow motion. You know the shampoo commercials where the girl's hair has this slowmo effect? I just saw it person but it's not for a shampoo commercial. I love her so much. Before she can come near me I look at the view.
"We're here. Isn't it beautiful?" I said to her. It's actually a double meaning that she will never know. because she did not see me looking at her a while ago.
"Yeah..." She said and when I look at her, she was staring at me. Oh God... My face feels so hot. Damn this is unfair. "I mean the view." said to her acting as if I was not affected by what she said. and with that she blushed.
We talked and talked as if we knew each other and was really close. Killing time was never as fun as this. I can't feel the time when I'm with her, it's like I blinked and now we are watching the sunrise together.
I stared at her while she stared at the sunrise. I saw the sunrise countless times but now, looking at her, it was more than a million times amazing.
"I always had my eyes on you." I said to her. I don't care if she rejects me. I just want her to know what I feel for her. "wa-what?" She blushed again. I can't take this anymore. She's so gorgeous.
"I've always... Liked you... The way you smiles, your eyes, it was as if you fill me with wonder and glory." I said to her.I don't care if it's too cheesy or actually lame. I don't care anymore.
"Is that so? I... never actually liked someone." She said to me while blushing. A man can only take as much and now, I can't take it anymore. I want to kiss her so badly. I want her to be mine, to make her happy. I fell for her.
"I'm sorry Leina, but I can't control it anymore. " I said to her as I kissed her in her lips passionately. A burst of feelings was felt by me and I don't know what to do. I never felt so happy in my life. We are both blushing but I tried to kept mine not that visible. We smiled at each other and we decided that we need to go back. Her brother might be waiting and he is drunk for sure.
truth to be told, most of the people are now wasted and drunk, Leina looked for her brother and kissed me before they left. I can't wait to see her again. I can't wait for monday.
Saturday morning, I jumped out of my bed happily. I looked like a kid that was so happy because I got presents for christmas. My mind won't stop thinking about her. She was stuck in my mind and our memory last night. It was awesome.
I opened the mailbox and grab the newspaper. Apparently there was a mail and it was address to me.
I entered my room and opened the envelope. Shit just got serious.
There was a picture of Leina and a picture of us together last night leaving the party.
I know who you are. It's really surprising that there was still a relative of Henry nearby. I thought there are all in far away countries to keep them safe. Well welcome to hell. I'll kill you, Robert and Henry. Just wait and see. I will make you suffer.
Leina McDowell, 20 years of age. Studying at the same University as you. Her father died a long time ago and she has a younger brother and her Mom. I'll kill her if you don't stay away from her.
-The BULLETS LEADER "Rogue" (Nevile McDowell-Her father)
The BULLETS. one of the rivals of Uncle Henry. I don't know the whole story but I'm guessing that he left his family for their sake and live his gang lifestyle. He decided to be dead in his family's eyes.
I passed the letter to Robert, He's the tracker of Uncle Henry's gang. Where I also live now. He called my uncle and they do their shit. "I'll help." I said to them. Uncle Henry's eyes went so wide in fear of losing me. he hugged me. "Don't worry uncle. I can do this. I may not be that strong and skilled for a gang but I'll be stronger. Until I can fight for the one that I love." Uncle Henry and Robert nod at me.
"you need to leave her. She'll be in danger. if she stayed with you." RObert said to me. I know. that. And for her sake. I can do that.
"yes. I understand. I can do it." I'm not looking forward for monday anymore.
Monday came, Troy, Lucas Darren and I sat at the bench in the grounds and I talked to them about what happened. They are all happy of the outcome of my confession. However, when I talked to them of what had happened after that, we are all serious.
"that shit is tough." Darren said. "Ahh, why won't let your love bloom." Troy now said it.
"I just need to wait. I'll fight for her."I said to them. I was never serious in anything. But this time, I am.
"We are all here. We'll help you." Lucas said to me as he elbowed me slightly giving me a signal that Leina was around.
She's smiling and she's walking towards us. NO... I'll be killed, If I die, she'll die also... No No No. I gave my squad a signal that we need to leave and with that, we stand and left the grounds. I left without looking at her. I feel my eyes starting to water. damn it!
Until the day I become stronger. I'll fight for you. Please wait for me... Leina
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