我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNOIy8p8VG
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVwxweILGo
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO30rqUBBn
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YKJtVkDk9
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVueiCm56e
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEAVANDtTR
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZm4F1HGGD
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y8R7ZKfrZ
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他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVllmT7Z8R
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他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE3G7U9xfY
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裸體嘛，我看多了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMM5fUhvw4
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「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fjzvLgV1m
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「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHT9DZMtH4
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「好看嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLIH9JZfys
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不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OJIYZqPVM
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「你騙人。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe2M65vYGQ
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現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl5xJnnJeg
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「所以？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwCZqJsFns
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……想捏他的臉。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkQ61H5BqT
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「喜歡嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOrYAgqDAH
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一般會這麼問嗎？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA9LItXZga
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我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbDqt6NWfX
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他歪頭想了一下。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2cm3fQugw
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「好。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z6aZLAtQT
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「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG3L4G44NN
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「會膩。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeNGLp4i5R
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「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7nq4G10sc
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「會煩。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4lCLyO1YC
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「如果……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKRfyqHrVA
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiC6h8sVbo
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「這是重點嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ051ZtBwV50
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「哎，不是。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XXP6NbgHK
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「好，那我們繼續？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlArROoMup9
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「好。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64p6OzKf2J
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「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAYLA7vIRd
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「會看到不想再看。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Dr2LYFKB
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjZRBllwVd
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「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcDo995k9v
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「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLr88S9c8j
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「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpeYZijmt5
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「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc314VOAdLr
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「……會看到不想再看？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv0EDf3n29
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「標準答案。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYOz1CCf2E
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「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIQn2EH7Uz
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn2yyEEBxq
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844,000筆資料。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEWVvm6iip
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv3B3N2qSF
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Ｋ、吳興街。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqXxDxuFUt
51,800筆資料。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4JrbEngZT
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jJE7NjZAg
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「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZqIMUIkUZ
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSg8TGo5V1
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「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxDZXD9Uj0
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「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAGVjpfz0p
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「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwXRvFn6lD
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivMR3ZRFpV
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr52yjQJiJ
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「幹。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapLa5octRS
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「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIute9UKV7
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「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cPQOmxStk
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「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9jK2NLeBz
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AoXPBEIwZ
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJYrUGj74T
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「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJp5HfgOe8
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「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE27XU9MtNE
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「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQJ2N0oTAD
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「也太多了吧。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0bj3UljGs
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「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WXql6Gnnp
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「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYyvRhvRXg
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「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO2iY7p3JA
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「噗。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEBx3OMOeD
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「髒死了！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L55yQbAAo
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「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvo2RKQ206
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「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqnoqumpo3
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「你……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq8EXK2zjQ
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「幹嘛？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92pXkASVYY
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「沒什麼。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO1PTvM3iV
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtIlCXPAHS
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「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw10JCGfGq
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「我要上廁所。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfiRTvNfNE
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f7FytHaos
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「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7UzJj1Jke
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「喔，好。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvuDMbH03s
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我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmw3CCv1T8
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzgADIIdzE
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdid7OuKyUB
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKuupa5qw6
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實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTawcMD2gg
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5BP5tKGsq
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9oyaSZMpm
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqxWcF4nBc
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2012、2013。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkievGiC6Y6
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Enter。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFmjaVHeRp
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998筆資料。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlF6jELP0P
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY8fKqqiIg
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時間，正是三年前。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzhCX4XHPW
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5whiq0k8U
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyd70p9vom
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R7YwHX0lb
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「你想養？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBMY84KOOk
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR3O6RJ9BX
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFBi5Q5odS
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvenA1QkS7
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「抗議！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DVcCkBLoO
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「抗議駁回。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL8GaaRw5F
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIJFUrCi25
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「你……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn017LkRXP
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xzwwstMOU
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWKEapeRfs
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「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj8iDELsqX
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「大蝴蝶？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nGW7QNqIE
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKYb2E138j
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ013zuPHRk8
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11ShIe9jLE
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJf0fvBw83
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyxxtfjETB
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「什麼怎麼做？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk7eokhiK5
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「你想死嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZppwrvhLx
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「怎麼可能。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMulv77Dy5
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「那為什麼……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2khFc79xhy
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafpk7uqdVP
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S8WTlA0NO
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「任性。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RnaIdALiV
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「白痴。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNrxdh7f3u
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「你在害怕。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x5HZBzpXM
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「沒有。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZHmmvYE8l
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUc4BM0cYx
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「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5obawHkBM
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3GhXgWSIL
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「什麼意思。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn2i9z4qPC
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「字面上的意思。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ilzDVTTHa
「……挺好的。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJcRdleKDu
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFoBI5jWc3
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「才怪。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DkfAEFRBb
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxFipQ2iKG
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包括我也是。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNgMmlCClW
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyv5PJbQeN
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWmXWAEVoB
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIByTVQ3vlJ
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgxxE5F1an
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyLyk5eNRM
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0UEIvYEB5
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對不起，我愛你。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38jv2cIFdF
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整整六個字。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHVoXXHvAe
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僅此而已。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS79aPjTgH3
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「……我真的非回去不可？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtc1lyPd1r
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「對。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm71iYDdxD2
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ6nf1kP5a
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「我考慮。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaZ8F6Jout
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgE29iQJ34
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37NfvOKGWZ
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「好。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs1S1GzKns
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「我走了。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIKdxXXfdU
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「慢走不送。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBgtttHPMe
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSMDKYEppf
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「喂。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUfS1mxY69
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「幹嘛。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8ENs70utI
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「記得回來。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTNtUEEqFr
「好。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea3wQGpWUZ
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDmnoYkJQh
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「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCQbuD3lCL
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果然崩壞了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPK3zWCs7t
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCctHrRCiD
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「幹。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54Bjhx4FfB
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhiFuWGX8A
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「閉嘴！」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWojwO6MSk
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「Ｋ。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIpLSOxDW1
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「你到底……」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dUjkDsjmH
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「活著回來。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡempBeoXezI
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