有時我又唔想你擔心,所以我冇同你講,其實我初到英國嘅時候,係成日因為掛住你而喊,但我喺最需要人嘅時候,又冇其他朋友陪伴,所以我嗰刻真係好想好想返香港。143Please respect copyright.PENANAZyilhpeXXQ
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可惜當時你都唔搵我傾偈,但我就懶理不理,我估計你呢個時候放棄咗我,唔再搵我,而我見你漸漸冇搵我,我冇再主動搵你嘅意欲。143Please respect copyright.PENANAEqCff2kn0J
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冇再同你對話而嚟嘅幾個月,我都係一個人喺英國面對唔同嘅難題,好想有人可以俾我訴苦。好想有人可以做我嘅樹窿,可以面對面陪住我。143Please respect copyright.PENANAcV92bbzV0O
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好彩皇天不負有心人。聖誕party入面,我喺學生活動室(SAC)認識咗一位同校師兄,原來呢位師兄都係香港人。喺遠洋見到熟悉嘅面孔真係開心到飛起,而師兄就做咗我嘅靠山,我就將自己好多嘢都佢分享,又同佢講咗喺英國一個人生活好悶。師兄就話:143Please respect copyright.PENANAueQGuUZsub
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「不如假期等我陪你一齊遊英國啊?」143Please respect copyright.PENANAve8Iyy60KP
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孤單上心頭嘅我貿然應承咗,接住嘅每個周末,師兄就帶我周圍遊覽英國,帶咗我去好多唔同嘅地方玩,基本上呢個社區嘅公園、博物館,我通通都去晒。有咗師兄嘅陪伴,我亦都漸漸適應咗英國嘅生活。143Please respect copyright.PENANAXDMETK0Qll
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我哋日久生情,漸漸互相對對方產生愛意。而當時正值聖誕節,大家都唔使返學,沉迷喺濃濃嘅聖誕氣息,師兄藉住浪漫嘅節日氛圍之下,帶咗我去「倫敦眼」,問我可唔可以做佢嘅女朋友。當時嘅我已經對佢有好感,所以都應承咗佢對我嘅追求,正式成為情侶關係。143Please respect copyright.PENANADaLXpoLQtA
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[天荒地老流連在摩天輪,在高處凝望世界流動。]143Please respect copyright.PENANAaLSBAhk6ZD
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外國同香港嘅聖誕節真係好唔同,個聖誕氣氛真係差天共地,香港好多都係變咗商業化,好多商場用減價促銷應節,而英國真係有唔少好有特色嘅聖誕市集,入面賣嘅嘢雖然都係差唔多,有薑餅人、熱朱古力同啲聖誕裝飾,但最正嘅每個市集都有一棵既高又大嘅真聖誕樹,唔係香港商場嗰啲假膠聖誕樹,而係貨真價實嘅真樹,樹掛上一粒又一粒嘅LED燈飾,樹嘅頂端掛住一粒星光熠熠嘅大星星,呢啲浪漫喺香港係完全體會唔到。143Please respect copyright.PENANAFbRFVwUg2L
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熱鬧嘅聖誕市集襯托住寒冷落雪天氣,大家都一路飲住熱朱古力,一路睇住「染白」嘅聖誕樹,街邊嘅情侶手拖手,喺神聖嘅聖誕樹面前錫,寓意拍拖可以長長久久。而我哋都因應傳統,喺樹下獻出我哋嘅承諾,用一個濕吻應承對方,要以後相愛對方。143Please respect copyright.PENANAgEyWwyA5b6
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接住嘅好多假期,我哋都一齊度過,一齊相處。你知我好多嘢都敢講、敢做、敢試,唯獨有樣嘢唔得就係,我接受唔到未結婚前搞嘢,我好驚有一刻唔小心中咗,而要照顧BB,所以我推咗佢呢個要求好多次。但我發現當我推卸得越多次,佢對我嘅態度越嚟越冷淡,亦都好少再提出呢個要求。143Please respect copyright.PENANASz8gZj719n
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唔知係咪外國文化太open,我有次捉到佢去酒吧然後同一個三唔識七嘅女仔瞓咗一晚,當中佢哋做過啲咩,我唔知,我亦都唔想知。但我真係接受唔到我男朋友同第二個女仔瞓咗一晚,㷫過火屎嘅我提出分手。143Please respect copyright.PENANA8b1VSLnaUI
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佢唔接受之餘,仲要鬧我唔開放,十幾歲人又唔飲酒,又唔落club、又唔同佢搞嘢。當佢一講搞嘢嗰下,我簡直係嬲到上心口,直接喺佢同房嘅女面前一腳踢爆佢下面,然後一把車落佢塊臉到,然後喊住跑出酒吧。143Please respect copyright.PENANAZlWmNyFqxB
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我好嬲,亦都好傷心,我衝咗落樓,我一下冇咗我唯一嘅靠山,以後英國嘅生涯又得返我一個獨處。有陣寒風突然吹襲,將我嘅孤單顯露得一覽無遺。143Please respect copyright.PENANAOKGp3u622W
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[如果說對不起,其實愛沒對不起;如果你說星星太美,傍晚我都想起。]143Please respect copyright.PENANAQFqHZF7rqa
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呢個時候,我諗起一個人,一個好錫我嘅人,而呢個人就係你-古文杰。我諗起以前同你去食芝士撈麵、諗起一齊搭船睇燈飾嗰種青澀、諗起同你分開之前去晒兩個主題樂園,遊咗香港一個大圈。143Please respect copyright.PENANAV0h8GEcJYV
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[如果到下世紀,期待會共你一起;如果你會前程萬里,離別也祝福你。]143Please respect copyright.PENANA5Uo3yCisFZ
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我嗰陣時每晚都重溫我同你對話嘅內容,由最新睇到最舊,再由最舊睇到最新。睇對話內容就好似瞓覺之前睇小說咁。日日睇、晚晚睇,次次都有新嘅感受,更加掛住你嘅感受。143Please respect copyright.PENANAQyYp0AEBpI
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[誰又說起青春永沒完美,悄悄去看你在寫的日記。]143Please respect copyright.PENANAYI1HhRMQfc
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望見你追緊圖書館嗰個女仔,我見你當時好認真、好落力咁追。我內心好開心嘅同時亦都好難受。開心嘅係你終於都可以打破自己嘅舒適圈,再次踏上戀愛旅程,唔再需要心掛掛位於遠方嘅我。143Please respect copyright.PENANA9G0Vjf2Dot
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[重讀著你的世界,明瞭內心的你,是我堅持仍然用真心愛你。]143Please respect copyright.PENANAeAneD2J4Hs
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但同時唔開心就係,如果你同佢真係一齊,你就會忘記曾幾何時有個好錫你嘅女朋友,你會同呢個女仔製造更多更開心嘅回憶,從而就會忘記我,而我亦都喺你心中冇再佔一席位。143Please respect copyright.PENANAEvY7ovplxx
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[從來未知會有限期,重遊著一起的故地,來年或者會有陣時,人海中漸漸記起你。]143Please respect copyright.PENANAJUdEr6EZFq
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見你之後漸漸冇再發佈關於追嗰個女仔嘅心路歷程之後,我就知道你已經放棄追呢個女仔嘅意欲,我知道自己再有呢個機會,但我都將屬於自己嘅「孤單心事」收埋喺心入面,唔敢再追你。143Please respect copyright.PENANAtalxAdXBGB
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[朦朧夜空撲朔迷離,然而幸福不可細味,真多得有你,讓我天真裏希冀。]143Please respect copyright.PENANAhkCxKBDaWx
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(待續 To be continued)143Please respect copyright.PENANARtQN6FWwS8
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